possible names for our playlist
let me love you again
in love with you in every way
in love with you in every way again
things you are
giving up
giving you up
i need to give you up, but i know not yet how
why can't i view you as a friend
why can’t i get over it
it’s been so long
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Categories:
ideation, betrayal, break up, heartbreak,
Form: List
Who will hold her exhaustion when it gets too heavy
Exhaustion was a burden she would always have to carry
A lingering shadow that gave her no peace
Even haunting her in her sleep
Her most notable feature
Was her eye bags so heavy
They begged to be heard
Screamed to be released
Hoping someone will save her from the abyss
Of Exhaustion
Tired from a life of always running
Away
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Categories:
ideation, depression, discrimination, mental health,
Form: Free verse
the void
what should i do without you
the sound of silence kills me
those precious moments gather dust
life stands still in darkness
apple pie comes unmade, roses wilt, bourbon becomes water
i am waiting for you
leaves fall, my door locks
It draws near
as i drown in memory, my pen fades and the ceiling lowers
i rot, i sink
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Categories:
ideation, anxiety, deep, depression, farewell,
Form: Free verse
My Silent Companion: A Sonnet for Shadow
In depths of solitude, I stand forlorn,
With shadow as my sole and steadfast friend.
By society shunned, from kinship torn,
I ponder on life's edge, its bitter end.
Upon the bridge, where thoughts of ending bloom,
My shadow's form beside me makes its stand.
This grim moment, midst the gathering gloom,
I gasp, “l'm not alone in this bleak land!”
For shadow's
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Categories:
ideation, anger, angst, dark, depression,
Form: Sonnet
Suicidal Ideation March 30th, 2022 Linkedin
Suicidal Ideation March 30th, 2022 linkedin...
to mein kampf insync with mine body dysmorphia
After reading articles
published within April 4/11 2022
of The Nation
I challenged the efficacy
taking prescription medication
categorized as SSRIs
and/or SNRIs.
Unpleasant side effects
such as earth shaking dreams
and/or especially hefty weight gain
linkedin with former
comprising my daily cocktail
of approved prescription medication
courtesy nurse practitioner.
Deliberation about courting
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Categories:
ideation, 6th grade, 7th grade,
Form: Rhyme
A History That Breathes
History breathes as we awaken into each new imagination.
Did you think this was a life? It is the seed of every growing.
It is the wind and sand and rain storming. It is the pebbles
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Categories:
ideation, appreciation, celebration, creation, earth,
Form: Narrative
Ideation
Afraid of guns, for I fear
I may end myself with one.
Afraid of fire, for I fear
It shall fulfill my long held desire.
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Categories:
ideation, dark, depression, emo, fear,
Form: Quatrain
Substitute For Suicidal Ideation
I was told to change my ways
lift the haze
or lessened were my days to follow
I try my best
to get out of my chest
that which makes reality hard to swallow
After a while
I wore a smile
that you and I were grateful to see
But what can seem sublime
will fall to time
and knock us to our knees
Sometimes we
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Categories:
ideation, addiction, blessing, drug, feelings,
Form: Rhyme
Ideation
Ascend through ambition
Consider through enlighten
Elegant through expression
Portray through gallant
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Categories:
ideation, 7th grade,
Form: ABC
Suicidal Ideation
Deliberation about courting death rooted
throughout mine psyche fueling sinister chortle
at least since bout with anorexia nervosa,
but... maybe ginned blood,
sans umbilical cord transfused in utero aortal,
though long since recovered, the intractable,
haunting specter, sans grim reaper
intertwining within every fiber of this mortal
rooted, grounded deep, and branched out
into each nook and cranny portal.
Said notion provoked,
when made painfully aware
youngest
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Categories:
ideation, 7th grade, absence, conflict,
Form: Bio
The Lighter Side of Suicidal Ideation
red-faced
he fears for their future
flushed
she is an optimist
***
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Categories:
ideation, future, suicide,
Form: Light Verse
Ideation
A fuzzy fear descends.
You become ensconced?
in the smell of a
paranoia.
The saltcutter will forego
the idiosyncrasy
and start collecting the oil
from the dome.
A stain on the shirt
spreads, covers
the heart in distress.
Codas were waiting.
Do not burn the book.
Go in a lily pond for a ?
script. The different shades
of flesh will be revealed.
The divine sin will ask
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Categories:
ideation, art,
Form: ABC
Declaration of Interdependent Ideation
When in the Course of Earth’s anthro-supremacist events,
it becomes necessary for polycultures to resolve political bands
which have connected Her with human nature,
and to assume among the powers of Earth,
separate and equal station to which the Laws of safe AnthroNature
and of EarthHealth entitle them,
a deep respect for the opinions of
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Categories:
ideation, freedom, health, independence day,
Form: Political Verse
My Ideation
In the darkness I hold your hand
In the stillness you're unaware
Though you're asleep, I'm afraid to close my eyes
Afraid that when I wake, if I dare
You won't really be there
Whispered confessions to you as you dream
The things I tell you that you never hear
If only my thoughts made a little sense
Maybe I could tell you
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Categories:
ideation, imagination, loss
Form: Rhyme
Mind-Ideation!
As positive energies collaborate
Let our minds elaborate
On stories waiting to be told
Ones only we can unfold
The beauty and mystery our minds contain
Welcoming new mind frame
It is no tame; incapable of laying blame
Never suffer it to be shame;
when our mind begins its word game
Thrusting-out towards those with same mind frame
Tame is not a word to be
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Categories:
ideation, epic
Form: Epic
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