Best Hate To Say This Poems


Death Wish

When hearts get broken,
Real tears fall.
I sit there hoping I can show you all.
My heart's desire is all I want
Fight fire with fire; you'll be gaunt.
Time is essence of the heart
That teaches me lessons that tear me apart.
My thoughts lessen and I cry
You shouldn't be messing with me
I want to die.
A river forms behind my eyes
The love I once had for you  dies.
Take the arrow, aim it straight;
Hit my heart and fill me with hate.
Listen up and beware: 
My thoughts are churning
No, I don't care.
Time is shortening; you must hurry
Death is threatening.
My vision is blurry.
I hate to say this
And you I will miss
I wish I had one last kiss.

The Damage Is Done

There no use in trying to mend these broken and shattered pieces.
Its done for. Your saying that I'm great, that I'm strong. That I'll find someone else. 
It's cut a deep void in my life. And left me completely sleepless.
Only vulgarity comes to mind, I dug deep who knew that so easily, your feelings would melt.

It disappeared overnight. Oh! The unfairness I'm faced with.
Maybe I deserve the pain. From all angles it sprouts.
I'm filled with hate. Length and width.
I tried! I tried! Did you expect me to shout?!

How I miss waking up in love! All smiles, no regrets at all.
It's become a feeling I definitely don't want again, never ever again.
Its a lesson learned, behind happiness, despair crawls!
Don't fall too hard, once you fall, it happens over and over, it never ends.

I hate to say this again, but what's done is done.
There no turning back once the damage is done.
Form: Sonnet

A Rare Rhinoceros

A Rare Rhinoceros
 
Nothing seems so rare as a robust rhinoceros
Trying to point long nose into business like us
And incredible case in point never could prove
Because with big mouth he wanted to behoove.

He was rhinoceros always being the rowdiest
With his nose's point many things had missed
Then ended up raising a really big fuss
From scratching poor skin all full of psoriasis.

They never would ever leave him alone
Until his level had been low on testosterone
And rumors started to run amok and amiss 
Monstrous mate he might have forgotten to kiss.

James Thomas Horn
Retired Veteran
Hate to say this butttt
How about this one for
humorous Horn poem of the 
day? Don't want to horn in 
on anyone's business though.
Ho-ho-ho
© James Horn  Create an image from this poem.
Form: Couplet


Two Peas In a Pod - My Self-Esteem Ruined

The
fire within you
devours my hopeful
aspirations…I shiver
with freezing
hopelessness
Give me your heart
and let me fill it
with affectionate
bliss for eternity
Countless déjà vus
unleashes in my
brain 
Don’t hang up the
phone – hang out
with me; don’t leave
me hanging in
downright distress
Why do you try to be
bring me down and
lift me up again?
We’re two peas in a
pod…we both yearn
for God’s healing
rain
Don’t let the words
slip out of your
mouth and let there
be light! Envy
becomes serpentine
in my lost soul,
going out of control
– it’s tearing my
heart apart and it’s
making me taste
unfortunate appeal
and despair that's
beyond real - but
it's no big deal

*chorus*
 
Biting my fingers,
leaving scars of
shame…feeling this
shame without a
name…you hunt me
down like game…I
caught the cold in
my brokenhearted
soul of steel and
stone
I can’t be close to
you…you were the
ghosts of my past…I
loved you the most,
but I learned to
find the light at
the end of tunnel
I know…I can’t stand
living a life
without you by my
side…I live half a
life…you make me
feel whole again –
you’re my other half
and I feel empty
without your
touch…your warm
hands locking with
my own
Who’s waiting at my
front door – two
uninvited strangers
– Regret and
Remorse… I was lost,
but now I’m found –
I crumble
I crumble into sand
– I was once a
strong-willed,
unbreakable rock…but
now Tragedy has
proven me wrong all
the way
Don’t let the words
slip out of your
mouth and let there
be light! Envy
becomes serpentine
in my lost soul,
going out of control
– it’s tearing my
heart apart and it’s
too hard to
comprehend or bear

*chorus* 

I hate to say this,
but from the bottom
of my heart, I knew
you were hiding
something from me –
maybe it’s not meant
to be revealed
today…tomorrow, I’m
expecting to have a
word with you if you
would humanely obey
and cooperate with
me without picking a
fight – ruining my
self-esteem
Form: Lyric

You Can'T Understand

You say you understand
That You were once a teenage girl
But you don't know how things have changed
They just arn't like before

I really hate to say this
But you just can't understand
What it's like to live my life
With no ones helping hand

You my have been a teenager
But I really have to say
Their are things that I have gone through
Things I can't explain

No one really knows
What it's like just being me
All the hurt and pain inside
Every thing that you don't see
Form: Rhyme

Saturday Night

Everybody's out having fun
on this lonely Saturday night.
Even your mom has a date
and your brother's with family.
Your sister's at a slumber party,
and even your preacher has plans.

So what do you do on a Saturday night?
When you ain't got plans
and your mama's out all night?

With a gleeful squeal
you leave the windows side
and rush to the phone.
You call up some friends
and tell 'em to come over
'cause everybody's out.
Soon they're over
and the stereos max volume.
You grab some beer and snacks
and bring 'em on out.
You begin to party.

After a few bottles of the alchohol,
your feelin' a lightheaded.
Everybody's dancing and music is boomin'.
And in the confusion a hand takes your wrist.
You're dragged up the stairs 
and thrown on a bed.
Your captor rips off your clothes
and from there it goes.

You awake in the morning in your mama's bed
and there's an unfamiliar hand resting next to your head.
You had a hangover; your head was pounding.
Then you looked down and realized,
neither were dressed, both naked as birth.
You look at the clock, it's seven O'clock!
You rush to get dressed, the other's waking up.
He looks around drearily
before his eyes open wide.
He scrambles to get up,
dressed and then left, 
and you never figured out
just who your first was.

Two months later
your in the hospital because you've been throwing up.
You're sister says you have a virus,
your mama's not so sure.
The the doctor came out iwht a sympathetic look.
"I hate to say this, miss, but you're pregnant."
You drop in dead faint.


Should It

Could I have been telling lies all the time
When needed most, the truth cost a simple dime?
Shall I ask more, could this character do me wrong
Or shall I keep silence run deep long?
 
Who would have thought this would fly by,
When all I knew was hi and goodbye.
Cant really accept, but this got me real into
And I but swore to Heaven's ground, play is what I do.
 
See it coming though, the whole scene as I say
We all know the price is sublime as we pay
I do a lot, and running in between is never to deny
I too was foolish to be living a soul of lie.
 
Refuse as I hate to say, this was once in me
Didn't regret a thing as a smile lives deep by the sea
You did pretty well within the puzzle as to what I see
May this all never end as you're My first to be.
Form: Monorhyme

Hold On

How do you hold on to the one you love when that’s not all you’ve been dreaming of?

Is it wrong to wish for something new or is this just something I have to do?

The number of times I tried to go and then you fed me stories and put on a show.

I hear the words you’re trying to say but I’m really not sure I want you to stay.

I’ve been trying to get you to comprehend that this is life, it’s not pretend.

It’s not a game of love and hate it’s about my dreams, my hopes, my life and fate.

I want to live and explore my life and I’m really sorry I can’t be your wife.

I wanted a baby but from no other, I wanted to be your child’s mother.

I wanted a life we both could live, I wanted much more than you could give.

I hoped for a miracle but you couldn’t see, the hurt I was feeling so lonely, just me.

I hate to say this without a doubt but I’ve lost all hope that this will work out.

I’m so afraid to be alone for this broken heart wasn’t made of stone.

You say you love me so if it’s true, then please just do what you said you’d do.
Form: Rhyme

Im Not Okay

I really hate to say this,
But I lie to you almost every day.
I say I’m always honest with you, 
But that sadly is a lie as well.
I tell you that I’m happy,
Or that I’m fine and or okay.
You never seem to see the truth, 
But that is my own fault.
I really wish that you could see,
That I’m never really happy,
Cuz truth is I don’t want to tell you, 
I want you to realize it on your own.
I know that I should tell you, 
But telling you is so hard.
Because you always become upset,
And ask me what is wrong.
I don’t want to explain myself,
I don’t want to hear “I’m Sorry”
I want you to make it okay. 
Because you’re the only person that can.
Form:

Me!.!. (Redone)

when i met you you took
my heart and
then you tore it out
thinking you would
not hurt me but you did
you said you love me
i beg to differ 
i gave you my heart
my soul my love
that time mistaken 
for giving you a 
heart worth breaking 
but i did i cant go back
and change it it is done
i have to move on with
my life and forget about you
and all the ways you hurt me
i need to fix my heart and forget
about it im tired of being used
i thought i found the right girl
but i didnt i ended up being used
like always i hate to say this 
but it is true im tired of it 
you treat me like im nothing
when im better than you 
i would have died for you
i would have fought for you
i would have lied to a cop for you
i would even cry for you which on
the end i did cry for you all night
i loved you so much it wasnt funny
then have you break my heart
i wont let it happen again

She's My Life

She’s My Life


She thinks she’s not fancy
and she thinks she’s not pretty
and that she’s not good enough for me,
but what she doesn’t know is that;  I don’t like fancy, 
that she is pretty, she’s way too good for me
and that she’s my Life!

We’ve been together for what seems like forever
and I know I’ve gotten a little lazy
you know; I think I don’t even remember
what it’s like not to have you as my wife.

I hate to say this but sometimes I make her cry, 
don’t ask me why 
I guess I just take the struggles of my day
out on her 
you know, the job, the bills..just everyday life!  

Then I get to thinking.....what am I doing?
I must be crazy
what would I do if I go too far and she leaves me.
I can’t live without her, 
Sometimes I can be such a slug.
Quickly I must say I’m sorry & give her a kiss & a hug
and let her know that she’s too good for me
and let her know that I love her.
That she’s my Life and I Need Her Forever as My Wife!

C Gill
10-16-2008
Form:

Packer " Fan"atic

My dog he usually lays by me.
But when the games on he will flee.
He climbs up on a different chair.
While lying there he'll watch and stare.
I'm sure he's wondering what I'm doing.
He grabs his bone and begins chewing.
I wonder what goes through his mind.
Cuz mom is normally very kind.
I grab my beads and put them on.
He knows for three hours mom is gone.
He watches and waits till the game is over.
Then once again well over comes rover.
I hate to say this stories true.
I'm always a fan however they do.
Don't get me wrong I want them to win.
But I'll be there through thick and thin.
The green and gold are in my heart.
They have been from the very start.

The Blues

I can't put together my last clue;
of the reasons i have tried to show u what I've been through,
walking alone in my very own two shoes-
as my desire of a burning passion has breaking free to prove to you,
no matter how you should be somebody completely new,
there's rarely a very few,
of true, loving and promising life to shared; whether there are thousands of us, or only two-
you have caught my poisoning potion i have made for you to fall in love as it pulls you closer to by my baby boo;
for you've fallen out of your ways just to be amused. 
Have you reached the door of hell and heaven back to earth to look for me, too?
Trying to see the reality of my living proof of the view..
In fact, you have shut your mouth with glue,
for someone you used to care has taking its toll of a waving the goodbye cue;
Can't you understand the main reason why you were meant to do?
I have to keep going to walk to the road of empty paths, but no fears to have and live a life
that will I ever feel I'm alone and lost in my mind with thoughts of hateful and confusing blues;
It's way past due-
to get over your tiring and dying attitudes,
if you don't change the demon with no soul inside, I will be the only judge, the last survival to 
give you my promised, and utmost, the daring thing of all the extreme challenges for me to 
watch you go through the most tortuous and burning feeling as u expierenced slowly as 
you taking ur way to your new grave; and as i have been through more hell in life, u will 
have no strength left to get your sweetest revenge as you tried to move;
for i hate to say this, but you just made me show u the feeling of a ghost around as your 
spirit had giving up for the poor you that u just been used-
as you will hear my last, and sinful gratitude.

Premium Member Just Let It Be

There are those who speak without thinking. I have often thought, "If I could only be such a person sometimes".  I cannot be that person because I think that I think too much.  One occasion presently comes to mind.                                                                            

There was once a candidate running for political office with whom                                                                        a dear friend was greatly opposed. It appears my friend had drawn                                                                     certain conclusions about me and assumed that I would be a supporter of the said candidate. The two of us had never discussed the politician.  Yet my friend, in an apologetical tone, said to me, "I hate to say this, but, ....."  To protect the identity of my friend, I cannot be any more specific than that.                                 

She felt that she needed to inform me of such candidate, hoping that I would change my mind about him.  In reality, I was as opposed to him as was she, and since I believed that she never realized the magnitude of her offensive assumption, I did not respond.  I deemed a justified reaction would only have alienated the two of us. So I decided to just 'let it be' and move on.

                                                                                           07122018PoetrySoupContest, I wish I had the balls to tell them what I really think, Line Gauthier
Form: Narrative

Happy Birthday To My Bff

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BFF
Today she turns... 5? (I promised not to say) 
TONI MARIE CUNNINGHAM
And much to many's dismay,
This little grown lady was here to stay. 
YES!
Here to Challenge life, she wasn't here to play. God had a plan for her, and through some hardships, she slowly grinded out a way.

A true born leader, helping folks through it all.
She worked to establish her mark in life, never missing Gods call.

Sometimes perplexed, at the female sex, she chose to open her eyes and see.
She went out and sought, just how men thought. And by fate happened upon me.

Since that day, I have been grateful,
for if it wasn't for her, my life wouldn't be stable.

To call her a friend, Id say would be a diss to her, 
Cause she's more than a Homie, she's an amazing woman, my sister. 

My love for her is different in ways I Could NEVER EXPLAIN!!
She has taught me how to see life from above and thus ease the strain.

So today, I just want to say.......Happy Birthday " T.C. " 
Thank you for at times of Strife? Being the the 
BEST BFF Any man could have IN HIS LIFE!!  

PS(I hate to say this cuz I know you already know, you cause the best of me to continue to grow!) 
PSS (WHEN THIS CORONA Pandemic IS FINALLY OVER?
WE WE'LL CELEBRATE like we just learned the Crossover!!! 
(lol) Happy Birthday! 
From yes...Me!
Form: Rhyme

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