Im Not Okay

I really hate to say this, But I lie to you almost every day. I say I’m always honest with you, But that sadly is a lie as well. I tell you that I’m happy, Or that I’m fine and or okay. You never seem to see the truth, But that is my own fault. I really wish that you could see, That I’m never really happy, Cuz truth is I don’t want to tell you, I want you to realize it on your own. I know that I should tell you, But telling you is so hard. Because you always become upset, And ask me what is wrong. I don’t want to explain myself, I don’t want to hear “I’m Sorry” I want you to make it okay. Because you’re the only person that can.