Save me
Save me from these thoughts
Save me from these feelings
I fear my mind will rot
I need to keep my wits about me
I need saving from this illness
I need the Kaos to end
I long for the stillness
I'm losing my passion
I feel my soul slipping away
I need saving from myself
More and more each day.
What name befits my current plight?
Cursed, broken, depressed, or a walking dead?
I've tried and tried to find an easy light,
Through this hard life, just to make it ahead.
Yet failure greets me, and it breaks me inside,
I believe in God, but He's too quiet for me.
Are my sins too many, His light to hide?
Or He turned his face and let me suffer silently?
Was I born at a time so wrong,
Where every odd against me does play?
Friendless, unlucky, unfortunate, I belong,
To a soul, mind, and life in disarray.
How plain can I speak for you to understand?
I'm struggling, financially, spiritually, thinking of DEATH.
But I'm too young to leave this land,
My family looks up to me with their hopeful breath.
What shall I do, peasant's boy, now grown?
God, hear this sinner's plea.
Rescue my soul, don't leave me alone,
Let me serve you, and let my spirit be free.
I dream of a life good and fair,
Have me experience that before my eyes close.
Change me, Lord, with your loving care,
Free me from this path of pain and woes.
My car was flying in the air upside down
Off the freeway, headed toward trees
I had never heard of black ice, had no idea about it
I was only twenty-eight-years old
But I knew I was going to die
I thought of my three young daughters
Yelled out “Jesus, please save me!”
the car flipped right side up
and landed with a whomp in deep snow.
A man waded fifty feet in snow to check on me.
He was amazed
Said he had worked in a pit crew of the Indianapolis 500
Said “I never saw a car do that before. How did you do it?”
I said it was like a giant hand reached out and flipped me.
I told him I had yelled out to God for help.
He took me to work, but that was the end of the conversation.
I think miracles are too much for some people to comprehend.
What is the purpose of wars!
to promote slaughter...
to decimate the inhabitants of the earth...!
"Though the journey's uncertain,
My love for you illuminates the way.
You desire me, and I know it's true,
Forever and always, my heart belongs to you.
I acknowledge past mistakes,
And vow to make amends, for our love's sake.
Longing for forgiveness, I wait,
To start anew, and seal our fate.
Save me tonight, take my hand,
Let's create a peaceful world, our promised land.
I'd sacrifice everything for you,
My love, my heart, my everything, forever true.
Show faith, trust me, and take a leap,
Together we'll craft a love that will forever keep
Please save me tonight"
Lord, Your love saved me
I'm so grateful for them all
Thank You in between.
From mind that seeks cosy ease, O save me,
From all such mental disease, O save me.
Easy toeing the tasks that seldom tax,
From ease that causes no crease, O save me.
When right, O to feel I alone am right,
From lifelong of such false breeze, O save me.
To miss mine and teach all duty their own,
To tee from such awkward tees, O save me.
When searching oasis, way lost in sands,
From pleading stiff heart, loose knees, O save me.
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Ghazal |05.09.2023|
Rip my heart out Save me,Rip my heart out Call me,Running,Heart beating,Eyes in hysteria,Escaping reality Into psycho chaos,
A vertigo leap,Maniacal voices calling,Laughing,Shaming,Rip my heart out Save me,Rip my heart out Love me,Dance To our tunes,Dance To our call,Absorb our tunes,Use our tunes To destroy. .... . yourself,
Go into psycho chaos,Love is there,We will love you,Maniacal love calling,Rejecting,Accepting,Escaping reality Into psycho chaos,A vertigo leap Of a wanderer,In a shaming void,Rip my heart out Save me,Call me,Love me.
Would you save me if you could, my love,
In moments of passion's fiery glow?
When entwined, our souls rise high above,
Do you see the depths my heart does show?
In your arms, the world dissolves away,
As love's sweet dance unfolds its grand design.
Intertwined bodies, we gracefully sway,
Sharing secrets whispered, oh so divine.
But love's embrace is more than fleshly pleasure,
It's the melding of two souls, forever entwined.
For in the realm of intimacy's treasure,
True connection blooms, a love undefined.
So, would you save me if you could, my love?
In love's embrace, we find life's meaning thereof.
I’m on the ledge of the bridge
My thoughts are of my yesterdays
The pain rips through my heart
I sweat and I yell out for help
Rescue me
Take me to a safe place
Where my haunts don’t manifest
Save me from Hell and the resistance
Be my arms and my legs
I lean over the edge
I don’t want to go
But I’m slipping
Tomorrow will never come
Please rescue me
You could save me, now,
Babe, with you dark eyes,
The flame of this bright candle
Making me read new words,
You could save me, now,
Babe, with your long black hair,
I discover another dusty road
To escape the grand desert,
You could save me, now,
Babe, with your silent red lips,
My silly questions, tomorrow,
Always get an answer.
It's 1 am and I'm trying to sleep
The stillness of night disturbed by shrieks
Noise that I couldn't stand
Why must I be so quick to cry?
Forgive me again, once more this instance
It's hard to live when things are like this
I want to cry to someone
But I just might be more of a burden
It's hard to keep it in
Trying to put up a façade is tiring
Sometimes I just want to let it all out
Is love truly gone & replaced by anger?
How petty to hear your reasonings
But who am I to judge when I don't know all
I don't want to resent you
But you're giving me reasons to rethink that
I prayed that I might not sin because of it
Should I just keep silent or speak?
Looks like the former is more appealing
But it still breaks my heart I might burst
Sometimes I think what would've happened
If your regrets didn't happen?
Would you truly be happier?
Maybe, maybe not.
Life has a way of interrupting your joys
No wonder others choose death
Worry not, I'm not stupid to do that
But it seems I might've already died inside.
(Strong Emotions Poetry Contest)
August 7th. 2022
For STRONG EMOTIONS POETRY CONTEST
By: Emile Pinet
Emotions chosen: Despair, Love
There are so many pieces
That make up my story.
What is recovery?
Can I recover my sobriety?
Save me from myself,
I'm slipping up,
slowly sliding down the slippery slope.
Spiraling the drain,
as the snakes lure me,
Let's see how much I have let go.
On the verge of
Lost progress,
I relapse on repeat, like a record,
Broken
Stuck on the same sound.
Save me from myself,
There's a lot more to live for
When you're living clean and sober.
Substances saturate my subconscious,
subduing my ability to fail.
Ready to feel,
I welcome numbness
and I refuse to comedown.
I'm sorry,
I hid getting high
And I'm sorry.
I lied,
Save me from myself
My talent is disappearing in space,
My ocean is slowly turning into ice,
Feeling as if am loosing this race,
Am doing my best to pick my pace,
Oh God! When will everything be nice?
My well is running out of charms,
There's no drop of rhyming poems,
Sitting down with my empty palms,
While watching love movies and films,
Am always waiting but no one comes.
I have seen many friends leaving,
And as time passes my life's fading,
When I say this am serious, ain't kidding,
There's no specific place they're going,
They are becoming part of my history.
I am really finding it so hard,
To find the gift of putting pen to hand,
I don't know if you can get to understand,
But hope soon I'll find the energy to stand,
And write a rhyme poem on my paperboard.
©Kelmwa
S - she was always afraid, of what, I do not know,
A- and she would always hide, from whom, remains unknown,
V- various expressions would cross her face, but never one of delight,
E- Emma, my saccharine sweet Emma, thou died of disease which still survives.
M- "Myalgic Encephalomyelitis", the doctor said, Ah! the reason of demise,
E- entire world may cripple! I cried.
P- people lively, world grinning in glee, what does it says about you, turning blind eye, to my grief?
L - less of happiness now darling, soul coated in agony,
E- engraved on your grave;
Emma Jhonson,
2001 - 2017
'its okay to be afraid sometimes',
A- and hither I'm, alone, gluing the broken strings, tending the cracked heart,
S- Such a misery! tiresome trajectory! O' lord how I'm gonna survive?
E- emptiness, the huge void, which your departure created honey, countless times I ask, is this how could you say goodbye?
-9/9/2021
MIA(Message in Acrostic)
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