She heard the first heartbeat, a tiny, steady rhythm, A sudden, heavy weight, but a future coming with it. At fourteen, the world feels loud, sharp, and quick to judge, Yet standing in the doctor's room, she refuses to budge.
Scared of every step ahead, of how her world will shift, Everything is changing now, a sudden, permanent drift. Let them whisper, let them talk, they don't walk in her shoes, She holds her ground, protects her own, with everything to lose.
Her life is rearranging, the quiet room grows still, A mother’s love is waking up, a strong and steady will. "It’s mine," she says into the noise, clear above the fear, A promise made in silence to the beat she came to hear.
A door opens into morning,
and stillness rushes in~
not silence, but a soft rearranging
of what the world wants to show.
Light slips across the floor
like a thought finding its shape,
and the trees outside lean closer,
as if they’ve been waiting
for someone to notice
their patient, breathing presence.
I step through the threshold
without knowing the lesson,
only sensing that something
has shifted its weight~
a small, exacting invitation
to walk further into the day
and let it reveal
what I’m ready to hold.
One night, I awoke remembering
the end of a dream like a movie trailer
Between shrouds of murky clouds unfolding
I saw the ancient wooden face carved on a totem
Perhaps an anonymous spokesman at death’s door
Perhaps my projection, just my reflection
or a phantom, a disturbing conundrum, I dare not say
I felt a withering mortality at my core
Yet, it contained all my living tree rings within
my years of stories, husky or thin
This shaman totem mask began to slowly speak
At first its mystical verse was somewhat oblique
Then in rich, tranquil tones, in humane inflexions
the face spoke, redolent and subliminal in my thoughts
Breathing deeply, I intuited what I was taught
Some seek refuge in still flower gardens
in stationary reflective pools of quiescence
in glistening golden altars to numina
But these material places are ever-changing
Illumination is the great revelation rearranging
of the consciousness animating all things
This should not be hard.
Anticipate me, for I am open.
I have hidden nothing, and am a creature of habit, predictable.
There is nothing too difficult to discover about this soul.
Nothing sequestered away from any prying mind.
Speak to me gentle.
Everyone surrounding me talks in a decibel that I associate with my head cradled between my palms.
The pressure attempts to mash every invasive thought, inevitably they fail.
Melt into my mind.
I've spent all these many years explaining myself.
Even with these oh so fragile words at my mercy I cannot make you hold them truly.
I slice into myself when you fracture them apart, rearranging what was intended.
Be delicate with my heart.
She has endured far too much, somehow persisting in what some may consider to be an inhospitable environment.
A fragile broken thing, untrusting of every encounter because- what if it happens again?
What if it's worse?
Love me softly.
I long to be held in tender hands, that just brush against my skin.
Searching for the lost pieces of themselves in me.
It is a kindness I have never known.
Perhaps I am undeserving.
Maybe it's harder than it sounds...
I found it by accident~
a shimmer in the air,
a thin silver seam
stitched between two ordinary moments.
The wind paused,
holding its breath
as the world bent slightly,
like a page turning itself.
I stepped closer.
The seam widened~
a quiet, glowing doorway
opening into a forest
I had never seen
yet somehow remembered.
Trees looked like columns,
their bark filled with lavender fire.
Leaves drifted down
in slow spirals of gold,
each one humming
a note of welcome.
A river of light
threaded through the undergrowth,
its surface rippling
with reflections of stars
that weren’t in the sky.
I crossed the threshold
and felt the soft rearranging
of everything I thought was real.
Behind me,
the seam closed
with a gentle sigh,
but the forest remained,
alive in my pulse,
glowing in the quiet places
of my mind.
And now I move
with a hidden threshold
woven through my ribs~
subtle proof
that the world stretches farther
than its sun-bleached hours,
that enchantment lingers
in the slender hollows
where wonder leans forward
and parts the veil.
My mind is a dark labyrinth without torches or welcome signs
Only corridors that remember my footsteps
Better than I do
I enter thinking I am the architect
But the walls shift when I turn away
Rearranging themselves into old questions
I thought I had answered
Some rooms are locked with keys I swallowed years ago
Because I was tired of losing things I couldn’t afford to name
There are mirrors here that do not reflect my face
Only versions of me I almost became
In moments I survived poorly
I keep walking anyway
Because stillness feels like drowning
And even confusion feels like movement
If I ever find the center
I suspect it will not be an answer
Only a quieter version of the same darkness
Finally learning my name
It’s easy keeping things the same;
There’s comfort in the knowing
Exactly what you should expect
When coming or when going.
Yet many choose to shake things up
And find a joy in changing
By purchasing some brand-new stuff
Or simply rearranging.
While I admire those who have
The gumption for the shake-up,
To switch things out is not for me;
It isn’t in my make-up.
The weather is an old wind-whisperer,
beckoning beside the cedar trees
murmuring into their bark and roots
to get the wind back on stage
to play its part, within the ring cycle.
He bargains with the brooding clouds.
Rearranging the props and painted scenes,
trying to coax a shower of rain
to soak my head and ruin my coat,
forcing me back into winter clothes.
An old wind chime rings
recasting the storm backstage,
summoning the rain on wind at dusk
to mock the clothes I chose to wear.
But I'm riding on the north wind,
drifting warm, happy to be care free,
skimming like a skipping stone
across the silvery shimmering sea.
Oh wayward wind—please carry me
where the weather suits my clothes
far away from the cold wintry chills
back to where the warmth of sunshine thrills.
lingering embers lay smoldering out
fingers searching through ashes
rearranging, but always in doubt
to find all of the matches
re-piece all that matters
the dull glow lingers, hanging around
forcing my hands to shake
scattering remnants, moving about
escaping my baleful gaze
forever til the end of days
the lovely burn, or what so was thought
has drained me of all my ways
forever in flee, but finally caught
shes caught me, and so i'll stay
never to go away
rekindling a fire, set it ablaze
see how long its tongues last
no, not yet, I'm not ashamed
the warnings shall never pass
our love has shaped the glass
let sands pour, sinking in time
extinguishing all the fire
a grain for each second that i'm,
slowly becoming the liar
slowly becoming so tired
and once more the flames have gone
forever to never be anew
the future in the smoke has shown
of eyes so coldly blue
forever without you
Christopher Pitts 12/1/12
What you wanted
arrived quietly in my room
and began rearranging the furniture.
The books I once praised
closed themselves without protest.
I learned new songs
simply because they lived in your mouth.
Even the rain changed accent.
It knocked softer,
as if afraid to wake
the version of me that came before you.
I started choosing mornings
the way you choose flowers—
with patience,
with unnecessary tenderness.
Your laughter taught my silence
how to open its windows.
Your happiness became the weather
I checked before stepping outside.
Now when I say I like this,
I hear your footsteps inside the sentence.
What I call preference
is only love after it has settled in.
Set your pace to grace,
A metamorphosis is taking place,
Changing the view on space,
Breaking the barrier we face,
We evolve the human race,
The chase has begun,
Embrace the new season,
The reason you're here,
Don't run from fear,
That's the clear sign,
You're aligned,
Designing your destination,
Destiny truly a narration,
Use your imagination,
The creation station,
Always in transformation,
As information builds the new,
On top of what you already knew,
The view becoming askew,
Queuing in change,
Rearranging the projection,
To fit the current perception,
The conception of a new way to be,
Seeing you in every body,
Muddy water starts to settle,
As we meddle with what's around,
Learning to ground our vessel,
Nestled safely in place,
Erasing an old way of being,
Seeing the change coming soon,
I've already changed my tune,
An opportunity to set the pace,
With forgiveness and grace.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
A single ant, black as charred bark,
parts the silver skin of the puddle~
its legs dimple the water,
each step a tremble of tiny ripples.
The leaf, wide as two ants side by side,
rides its back like a ship’s wrecked sail,
tipping with the weight
of a world too large to name.
Legs piston through water,
dark and wide, a sea to him,
with this leaf, his bride.
Each step is a tremor in the tiny world.
A current whispers, but the ant
does not listen.
Shadows of giants loom above~
a boot, a wheel, the indifferent sky.
The ant pauses, antennae tasting fear,
then presses on. The far shore
is a myth worth drowning for.
Halfway, it pauses again~
not to rest, but to recalibrate,
rearranging the world
one stubborn millimeter at a time.
The wind’s rough tongue licks at the load,
yet still he drags his emerald barge
to the far shore,
to dry earth.
The far shore is everything.
Sheep are herded into masses,
Then divided into classes,
Declassified as entities,
Trained as the countries amenities,
Aiming to please those in command,
Branded by the flag they carry,
The truth is pretty scary,
Downright dirty and hairy,
Where's my fairy Godmother,
Come smother the fire I see,
What is required from me,
I've aspired to be change,
Rearranging my perspective,
Acting within the collective,
I'm becoming quite effective,
Selective of my thoughts,
I fought the hardest ones,
It wasn't very fun,
I'm done being divided,
Guided by "The Help",
I collided with myself,
An elephant with emotions,
Tired of all the commotion,
The plan is already in motion,
Another wave in the ocean,
Hoping to open the hearts,
And start seeing who they are,
Far more then they've been told,
And the old ways fade away,
Into the individuals we're here to play.
Alone I hold space,
Embracing the openness,
I grow into wholeness,
A witness to all of this,
Existing as a whole,
The space I hold grows,
Illuminating my shadows,
The light goes everywhere I do,
It comes to share the view,
Through 2 eyes space arises,
Surprises at every turn,
Learning to focus my emotions,
Flowing through the commotion,
Within this ocean of energy,
Only alone can I see,
The truth within reality,
The gravity of the situation,
And my relation to this creation,
The space that I play in,
Are just atoms in vibration,
The brain relaying information,
A simulation in formation,
Silently growing a foundation,
Echoing through the nation,
The station is changing,
The world rearranging,
To fit a reality we are creating.
Twist and turns in the environment
A world on notice
Fate has risen
Skies rearranging
Darkness over shadows daylight
Rivers and Oceans reseed
Unexpected happenings
Caught the world by surprise
Scientist worried
Scientific Data clueless
Rhetoric on despicable
Mind can’t tackle matter
Approach is a step back
Mountains crumbling from their foundation
All happening across the globe
Earth on redemption
Phenomenon for sure
The event is nothing to ignore
Ironic roar.
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