Hurting Pain Poems

my neck hurts
often
  somewhere 
   in the complexity
of my moving parts 
  is the problem 
     ...

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I wish my brother
The best of us in a damaged family
Hadn't died
He was my best friend through the years
He kept me level headed and laughing...

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I needed some stability
My inner mentality
was cracking inch by inch
My nerves were starting to pinch
Unraveled and full of doubt
Fearful not to work it out
My past...

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In my bed, I hear the floor creek
Closer and closer toward my bedroom door,
I try to stay quiet hiding under the covers
Though I know he...

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SUFFERING PAIN GRIEFS HURT DEFINED I WAS-

Suffering pain griefs
Hurt I was defined
To inflict with mental pain: Wounded
Was seriously hurt within my physical self

You're hurting my...

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IN-SANE-SEE-TV 

You call me insensitive 
For sitting here 
Instead of being out there
With all the others who trying to give, 
a piece of their minds...

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If I didn't have the pain I'd have nothing.
Nothing to prove that I'm still alive.
The day I finally no longer feel that pain,
Will be the...

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I've given it my blood, sweat, tears,
It has taken every ounce of self-control,
I've been so close to relapsing but I didn't,
I did all that I...

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there’s no pain in love
     it’s lying about loving
          it’s the lie...

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It’s a very saddening feeling.
Loneliness.
You want to go out,
but you don’t have anyone to call.
You want to get out of the house,
but you don’t have...

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You told me I was beautiful - "
in the beginning of our story. 
And though I couldn't see it-
you did all you could to show...

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I take a walk 
every morning, 
anticipating I'd 
fall with every step. 
Well, it has been 
a year now and 
I'm yet to. But I...

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My misery doesn't need company 

They say misery loves company, but see, 
My misery works alone just he verses thee, 
He thrives on the bleakness,...

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For Brian Blankenship, a heart worth remembering


Stronger than I could imagine being,
Reminding me that love isn’t always agreeing –
But it is fiercer than a roaring...

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prolonging pain 
ongoing insane
subverting hurting
ain't working
dodging the day
gets me no pay
prices up wages flat
elect a democrat
who does better than
what's done by republican
spending more
on making war

apolitical...

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