Heart Of Hell

I needed some stability My inner mentality was cracking inch by inch My nerves were starting to pinch Unraveled and full of doubt Fearful not to work it out My past kept catching up with me Scarring my heart painfully With no relief anywhere Wishing for someone to care About my life--what I've been through Lonely, hurting and so blue Slowly realizing I could end-- Up with a soul that will not mend The insanity I have been living Kept me hard and numb from giving MY love to someone special Because of the times I fell For lying hearts too many times Learning of their cheating crimes Piece by piece and week by week My emotions slowly leaked Into a puddle on the floor My wings clipped and could not soar With an angel of pure love That wont lead to push and shove On a heart becoming brittle Protecting the only little Heart corner that's still alive Knowing it can only thrive If a new and bright tomorrow Overshadows all the sorrow Bringing hope back to a shell That has only known pure hell