Bendie and Twistie

I’m sorry
I know that it’s a little dark
And my words are too sharp
I’m sorry
I know that you’re averse
I know that you’re averse
I’m sorry
I don’t mean to distress
Or get you thinking less
Of me
I just suppose I guess
I’m really not the best
With words
I’m sorry oh it hurts
I’m really just the worst

I know that it’s too much
I’m a little out of touch
Aren’t I
Who am I
Don’t want to make you cry 
Don’t want to make you cry
I’m sorry
I’m really such a jerk
Such an idiotic jerk
I’m the worst
Hurting you all yet again
And making you all bend
And making you all bend
I’m sorry
I’m sorry

I’m bending out my back
I’m running out of my mind 
I’m sorry
Got some nails and screws all loose
And yet I’m tied up like a noose
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
Don’t be mad
I never want
I never want to make you sad
I’m not doing what I can
Or acting like a man
I’m sorry
But I’ve got some nasty thoughts
And I’m not feeling so hot oh no I’m not
I don’t know when I died
But I don’t think that I’m alive
I’m sorry
I’m sorry

I’m messed up and disturbed, far past the point of going back
My body bends and twists, and oh I think it’s showing cracks
I’m twisting out my bones
They start to creak and groan
Oh god
I’m bending out my back
Panic heart attack
Pull my limbs out on a rack
And throw my body on the stack
Because I’m all bent out of shape
And it’s not something to escape
I’m all bent out
I’m all bent out

I’m an ugly child
I’m a nasty little freak
With a dirty mind
A mouth too wide
And crooked eyes and teeth
I’m not enough like others
And I’m too much like myself
I’ve got too many problems
And I don’t like getting help

I’m such a bad person
Sorry
There’s nobody that’s worse than
Me
Sorry
I don’t really mean it
I don’t really mean it
Maybe I’m just dramatic

Copyright © | Year Posted 2024



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