Pain Of You Leaving

You leaving me destroyed me It's more than my heart can bare All I want and need in this moment Is a true friend who will care Someone to help comfort me But there is no one here All that is here for me Is a painful and growing despair Why you wouldn't stay I don't know But I can't keep you out of my head It was always worse late at night While I laid alone in our bed I'm so hurt and broken To the point I can't sleep I never could have imagined Your leaving would cut so deep You left a wound on my heart That I doubt will ever heal How can I be so numb But this heartbreak I feel I'd give anything in this world To make this hurt go away This is pure agony on my soul I struggle to get through the day It has me praying to God Who is a stranger to me I beg and plead for him For some kind of mercy I can't keep myself from crying Because I can't stop thinking of you I want for this nightmare to be over But you swear we are through This headache is dragging me down Deeper and deeper into an abyss What did I ever do in this life To be hurt and destroyer like this I'm stuck hurting and alone While you are out there moving on Your life never slowed down And I can't get over you being gone