Maybe it's with all signs Astro that their true ology elements precede us in our poor socio-crafted endless envies, that benignly beholds and molds us, encrusting our deep attention to non-nominal directed people preferentials--- for me, a March fish out of water, that traverses a lonley land of mindmeld ill consequated potentials, is more than doubt/dutiful in a weary design of guilded Awareness anarchies of emotide reversals of social fortune enslaved for an all quiet intent.
In all I am to not drown drawn in its cool wet incapassivtiy and away from its destitute, destructive denial and watery dismiss my essence
of all those things living aimless, seemingly without a concrete pattern, denying who they are in the Dairy Queen of things embolden.
Question?
It's lengthy, flawess, fluid intent to a cold calm countenance
and protective H2o prowess keeps it an
easy, forboding ill intact invasive; then shapes itself to all aimable vernaculars,
copious anomalies, traits, tolerences and tailored toils.
Not a year ago did I question my own life
Did I stop believing that I was even right
I questioned my own being my beliefs and all my morals
I know I had a reason but it didn't seem ligit
I figured that no one would really throw a fit
If I had just disappeared I knew how happy everyone would get...
Than you messaged me randomly I had no clue why
I figured I'd give you a chance since you really did try
You seemed like a fary tail a safe haven to where I would escape maybe just for a moment I'd forget all of the hate.
When I talked to you I felt no more pain
I thought you were amazing and hoped you'd feel the same
It wasn't long before you recognized my name
I had just started school and stared to feel ashamed
I walked down the halls staring at my feet
Hoping that I could go home and simply just retreat
I was so nervous I didn't realize who you were
For two days of attendance my attention was a blur
When you put two n two together and asked me in a date
I just wanna say there's no words for me kno how to express the words to say, how I'm feeling in my heart or how i see before its played, as its playing in my mind and it happens without say, living life in the moment with no rights to give or take, still i lived it untill my voice was heard, from the people who once listened and understood me for whom I really am,yet i cant help but to hurt n feel inside that they the ones I really don't deserve, I just like to take the time to say my thank yous for in times I know its u I've hurt. To be continued
If it was a demon from hell I'd be the first to face him
They keep the same nails
They crucified Jesus with these same nails
And I been in the same cell
And Blessings poured and then came wealth
All I can do is tell u whos been there when I'm in trouble
My pain dosnt heal but they say that love does
your sweet words i would love some
even if i had to go through hell to just to hear them|
Just to feel them,
Just to be able to say when I die"I heard love"
All these battles i fight inside my mind
And im tired
These days most women
They worry more about their outward beauty
I like damn it's useless
I give words of encouragment
Wisdom is'nt found in words
i not warring with the girls that wanna quarell
and i the distance created a creator
and im cradled in silence
stepping into another battle
actually im happy
my eyes has yet to see the glory
for this is'nt all that life can be
this can't be the main chapter of my story
life must have more in store for me
just when i thnk i'm done
and have pretty much sealed my fate
seems life has just begun
and some how i've gotten alot more on my plate
made it quite up in my years
still for some reason i can't let go
God has a purpose for keeping me here
is there somthing else i should know
havent i taken all life punches
i've already thrown in the towel
seem every ball life pitched at me
i wined up hitting a foul
and yea the mountians were too high to climb
but i never gave up hope
cause it seem at the hardest times i always find
myself standing on top of the slopes
so i geuss i must journey on
regaurdless of how hard the road may get
and even though it may seems i'v traveled so long
i know i'm not finished yet
< feet in the Sand
stars dance Planned so
take Hand my love
dock of the Bay
where we Lay catch
moon Rays nice hues
here comes the Sun
new days Fun I'm
not Done with you
Written by
Katherine Stella 4/11/2012
Entry For
Nette Onclaud's
Than Bauk
A Twilight Contest
G.L. All
Tonight I'm taking chances,
I'm going to risk it all
This may not last forever,
But baby, you are worth the fall
Hold my dead broken body
Spit on my incomplete soul
A question of sorts...
If you are as gentle as you say, and I am as cruel as I know...
In a World of Co-Existence, how do we not all melt like snow?
lost in a world of my own
destination unknown
you just dont understand
this planes never gonna land
levitating above
the world as i see it
the person i am
i dont wanna be it
im just misunderstood
dont act as i should
it hurts everyday
affects what i say
what i do
everything i ever knew
changed
my minds rearranged
twisted, contorted
completely resorted
nothings like i planned
in the beginning and
its worse than before
the point i called home
the only place ive ever known
that kept me safe
where i felt in place
where my life
settled in
where my days
pursued to begin
a new page
of a book
left blank by the gods
in charge of my destiny
those who gamble the odds
thats it
my life's just a game
a casino and i
we're just the same
a string marionette
played by those superior
a toy puppet like me
found only inferior.........
some other poem i m working on - its really short.
the water so turbulent
rushing to incite
a riot so rough
calms to a whisper
-------------------enough
quells in the still of night
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