Long Unfixable Poems

If anything, just believe in me
I’m almost everything, but free
Fix me, for I’m oh so broken down
Fix me, for I’m stronger on my own

I am recovering...I am recovering
Get rid of the stigma of suffering
I am...

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As you glance down into the black emptiness that awaits inside your soul,your mind. 
Will it come to you and clench your words now,or will you ever escape the tangled web they continue to weave,the...

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To be a polylepis tree you gotta know 
You're a polylepis tree & this knowing 
Cements by being a polylepis tree,
Knowing between diagrammatic cracks
Fork'd already info knowing during descent.
Mud run through alpine meadow. Rubberized 
Crunch...

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I nearly fell apart, felt despair
Picked myself back up and focussed 
Just split seconds can devastate when resilience is low

My teenage daughter hadn't got ready on time, I tried gentle encouragement, step by step advice,...

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Why does it seem that all guys are the same? 
That in one way or another in the end theyll 
always end up breaking your heart into a million 
tiny pieces, && not even care?...

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4/20/24


The truth not fictional
If you don't get the principle
Then it's not clearly visible

No it was not biblical
Or mythical

Zero to do with being political
Yet they'll treat you like a criminal
Making themselves look cynical

By being analytical
As well...

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The thousandth time rerun
The crying
The apologies
The unspoken regret
Yet you stood
Like a statue of marble
Your eyes quiet
So shut down from emotion
So ruined by what you felt
Just an empty shell

She stood screaming at your face
The one that...

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The thousandth time rerun
The crying
The apologies
The unspoken regret
Yet you stood
Like a statue of marble
Your eyes quiet
So shut down from emotion
So ruined by what you felt
Just an empty shell

She stood screaming at your face
The one that...

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[I’m an idiot; I can hold a conversation though I always stutter, I’m average looking yet I hate every molecule I possess. I’ve healed, yet those memories still haunt me. I’ve made impacts and shared...

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There was a man driving late one night.
Inside he was on the verge to break down.
He thought that everything was falling apart.
Broken pieces in his life seemed unfixable.
For all his problems he blamed the world...

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It's nothing, the tear can be wiped away
The emotion neatly swept aside today
Discreetly dealt with, it's alright
I cried out my eye colour during my plight
The only indication of my altered state
Don't talk about it, or...

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A poem, I just wrote now.
To my son, Samuel Khairuddin 

Mrs. Khairuddin, you are pregnant!
Those joyous words,
Made my dreams come true,
Wanting this since I was 
6 years old,
A born Mother,
Some said,
In training for 33 years.
"Don't...

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patched up. got all patched up, they say. running like a jack rabbit, ready to go. because here comes spring! here it comes! gotta get patched up and ready. hammering around my chest cavity, my...

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Mistakes have been made in life unfixable most of the time hopefully learn from.     Thoughts in your mind going over and over wondering what if I did this or what if...

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Technology that is useful,
Is built by hands that are purposeful.
Technology that is helpful,
Is designed by the insightful.

Technology can still be mastered,
If enough of us don't get plastered.

Technology is a tool, that has more blades than...

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I know you hear my thoughts now and things that I suggest
but there's nothing beyond this unfixable mess
I'm just telling what I ain't told to get it off my chest
I suppose I leave an insight...

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You can’t fix stupid 

something unfixable local gems 

To this day
There are some people
Who believe that COVID
Never really existed.

That it was all a horrid libtard plot
To lock down the economy
Imposed draconian controls
On everyone.

That vaccine mandates
Are...

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My frustratingly obstinate hubby 
Drives me crazy
Always loudly fixing the unfixable 
Without any success.
He kept on tinkering stubbornly 
Under the kitchen sink
Despite my fervent plea to... 
"Just call the plumber already!"
True to form, he dismissed...

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I woke in the night
"I've lost something" fright
With amnesiastical thoughts
I try to remember with all my might

My bag is missing
I can't remember the design
Perhaps it became a butterfly and flew away

I wake in the night
"I'm...

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Thoughts of A Lingering Heart...
loneliness, fear, brokenness, self deception, blinded by one's own deceptions

Thoughts of A Lingering Heart check it out tune in (turn-up) as the young people say...LOL

Stop trying to fix something old that...

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I find myself remembering, 
my sixteenth year of life.
It seemed like we were the only people in the world,
driving home at so late at night.

That’s when most of our conversations happened,
discussing the future, life and...

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as if it was so easy to 
trade & throw around the
vulnerability of a
human being who’s tripped,
fallen
crashing
down
with
face
to
cement,
as if the life of the doctor
mattered more,
as if giving advice
(however relevant or
helpful)
warranted a monetary 
reward,
as if there was...

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such heartache
I feel so often
Can't forget never will
It lingers a reminder
so deep inside
I can't run, i can't hide

Endless lies
Broken solence,unheard secrets
Scream aloud, hidden misery
Shows itself after all
The pain it caused
To longlingly

Lost dreams
So hopelessly wasted away
Thrown...

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All these thoughts running around my head in a sadistic fashion 
sitting me down and force feeding misery to the shallow doll that is me.

What a tea party, what a way to spend my days...

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‘Reborn here now without  baggage’
But I had to do a lot of self-reflection.
I thought I was unfixable and damaged,
I changed my thinking, got a new connection 

However, I know I’m not perfect at all,
Reborn...

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