Why?

Why does it seem that all guys are the same? That in one way or another in the end theyll always end up breaking your heart into a million tiny pieces, && not even care? As much as you cry to them, as much as you want them to get back with you they wont, && you cant understand why. They have that way of convincing you how much you mean to them. About how they just cant live without you. You take a chance if you choose to believe it because as soon as you do your heart slips && you eventually start to fall for him. && the worst thing is you know you shouldnt fall for him because of what happened the last time you fell for a guy. && your still not over that one special person. Is amazing how you can still love && want to be with him when he made you cry. How youd still get that butterflies in your stomach kinda feeling every time you see him. Until you see him walking down the hall with someone else. You smile at him and imagine everything is okay but deep down inside you know it isnt. You will never be able to face the fact that you two are done && he is in love with another girl. You stand there && inside you are crying. Your heart is breaking. You think about everything you && him were. You think about the memories that you two had once shared, which are now shattered. Even though he may have already forgotten about them && moved on, they will be in your heart forever and so will he. You ask yourself why was he doing this to you? Not just him but all the other guys you have dated. They have all cheated on you && by now your heart is so bent and twisted that it seems completely unfixable. All you want to do is lay in bed forever && cry. Nothing matters to you anymore. You could care less about everyone && everything...