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Why?

Why does it seem that all guys are the same? 
That in one way or another in the end theyll 
always end up breaking your heart into a million 
tiny pieces, && not even care? As much as you cry to them,
as much as you want them to get back with you they wont,
&& you cant understand why.

They have that way of convincing you how 
much you mean to them. About how they just
cant live without you. You take a chance if you 
choose to believe it because as soon as you do 
your heart slips && you eventually start to fall for
him. 

&& the worst thing is you know you shouldnt 
fall for him because of what happened the last time 
you fell for a guy. && your still not over that one 
special person. Is amazing how you can still love 
&& want to be with him when he made you cry. 
How youd still get that butterflies in your stomach 
kinda feeling every time you see him. 

Until you see him walking down the hall with someone
else. You smile at him and imagine everything is okay
but deep down inside you know it isnt. You will never 
be able to face the fact that you two are done && he is
in love with another girl. You stand there && inside you
are crying. 

Your heart is breaking. You think about
everything you && him were. You think about the 
memories that you two had once shared, which are now 
shattered. Even though he may have already forgotten 
about them && moved on, they will be in your heart forever
and so will he. 

You ask yourself why was he doing this to 
you? Not just him but all the other guys you have dated. 
They have all cheated on you && by now your heart is so
bent and twisted that it seems completely unfixable. All
you want to do is lay in bed forever && cry. Nothing 
matters to you anymore. You could care less about 
everyone && everything...

Copyright © Renee Simmers | Year Posted 2008

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