Conclusion Part 2

I know you hear my thoughts now and things that I suggest but there's nothing beyond this unfixable mess I'm just telling what I ain't told to get it off my chest I suppose I leave an insight to what caused me the stress and whatever effort you make now it makes no difference cuz the actions I remember hold much more significance I suffered, changed, fell apart and appeared in the distance that's how far I had to get for the pains disappearance I lost years whilst all you see's a friendship forfeit it got so bad for me that I can't have anymore of it and things would be so different now I am very sure of it amongst the change that age brings it's fallen very toxic mates that don't communicate are mates I cannot walk with the pain they gave was off the chart, ignoring me what bull, they can't see how the pain installed took the bond and tore it they didn't think I need a cure for 13 years left haunted sometimes in life you've got to say it how it is you gotta let the truth out, just say it how it is cus if you know it happened then just say it how it is, the strongest stand alone and they will say it how it is