Long Burdening Poems

Where art thou anonymous benefactor...to offer me succor?

Ah... methinks legal tender 
could be a boon to help me bolster 
mein kampf with necessary material equipage,
which prospect to acquire essential 
commodities sabotaged 
at the altar of...

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Crumbled like dust and I began to stumble like ashes with a gust of wind – that’s what I felt before exchanging smiles and goodbyes…
Oblivious obviously…removing the plank from my own eyes of deep-inside-prideful lies
Memorably,...

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Unique
Hi An Cest Or,
Have you heard of the mediator?

       An Cest Or
Of course, unique, 
He's the mender of techniques.

         Unique
Did you...

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How 
Is it possible to harness energy sufficient for a simple mispronunciation?
Made from miscommunication...
at best.

At our best we tend to fear; succumbing to failure's hardship. 
Countered by an offensive degrade;
shortly mind-coming definition.
Afraid for conformity's confrontational...

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There upon the blasphemous 
grassy knoll, a maiden, 
her lovers' temptations
of the past.  
Amidst a silky
silhouette, a dainty stroll
flaunting a crimson masquerade.

"Your invitations of subtle romance,
be they adventurous, unfulfilled,
shall we not exchange vespers?" 

The...

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Forget age as a tool for ignorance; relationships for conquest, position for respect, wealth  for social gain and all else forwarding the current rottenism of living, pursuing, presenting and im-prisioning all others u deemed...

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As far as the eyes can stretch
Sand shines and glitters white to torment the eyes
In the ocean of land barren without life
A determined line of black souls 
Forges ahead their efforts
A sole upon sole they...

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February 22 Relationship to God Bible Meditations 
Based on Deuteronomy 20-24

Key Verse – Deuteronomy 20:1 When thou goest out to battle against thine enemies, and seest horses, and chariots, and a people more than thou,...

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My eyes grow weary with the days.
Ebbed of youthful looks, I dare not despair.
    I live my life alone now, surrounded by the loneliness.
      Time was all...

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Feeling the cold winds on the feet is bearable
There's always a blanket to shield the hail

But what about the cold hearts that once emitted warmth?
Whose presence was like sunshine ripping through the grey clouds

Safe to...

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I thought I stood on top of the world
But it was only when I fell
That I realized how small I am
Every success feels unearned
And every failure long overdue
Lifelong passions feel like anchors
But I have nothing...

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The loneliness is unbearable
The misunderstanding is crippling
All the years of active rejection
Slowly engulfing the being 
How I thought them to be the worst
But it’s the passive rejection
That’s what’s really killing me
The quiet shunning of who...

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Despite challenging threats of World War III crises...
Let’s seek God* Who compassionately blesses  
As we show good works’ practices
While clinging to His promises
Indeed relying upon what His “Fear not” expresses.

Despite discouraging gloom brought by...

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July 27 Relationship to God Bible Meditations Based on Jeremiah 27-30

Key Verse – Jeremiah 27:22 They shall be carried to Babylon, and there shall they be until the day that I visit them, saith the...

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My love and all that was mine, is obliviosly wound in labyrinth subservient conditions for a sane love story yield
     My love and and all that was mine is tilled beneath...

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Once, so long ago, in love, we did believe
A union was forged, forever to conceive
But shattered dreams and promises untold
Betrayal's wrath, our story now unfolds

With heavy hearts and melancholic gaze
Standing amidst the wreckage of our...

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If she knew your address,
Her limbs wouldn't get weary to come.
Piece by piece her heart tearing apart,
Shame and her friend guilt crushed her heart.
Daily her face is gloomy,
Inside man stood short within. 

She climbed mountains...

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handing me over through the next 
door waiting for my fight to give in

injections to soothe it all away
demons flowing through my veins
changing my DNA
from careless want
to endorphin need 
purgatory

the space between caring and giving...

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If I gave it time, I suppose hundreds of things would come to mine.
Like the old two-story mansion where my father's friend made moonshine.
Like the feel of blue, an escape route, that turned many to...

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See the crimson sunset seething against the white
Cloud scant of history, a blazing fire 
In the salt sea of my veins, dark shade in the night,
Voiceless and invisible, my desire
To be began in her mantled...

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Burden

Would anyone notice if i were gone,

How long before anyone would come,

What if i just slowly became withdrawn,

This game of chess i am simply a pawn,

Is it easier for them to just ignore me,

Not acknowledge...

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The unbeatable feeling of solitude to a wandering mind
The silence that feeds motivation
The peace that comes from that five minutes in which thoughts are left to evolve to ideas
Those few unbeatable meetings in which the...

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Staring at my reflection, but she will not look at me,
Maybe she knows something that I’m too blind to see.
That look of disappointment for the things I haven’t done,
Bitter sweet resentment for what I’ve now...

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Walking aimlessly through crime filled,
city streets, a lost soul, wondering in
the dark, having no purpose in life, nor
a place to sleep.

  His hands trembling, from indulging, in
alcoholic binges, trying to forget and 
escape, a...

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Hazy,
fading 
pictures 
awaiting 
the 
justification 
of 
an 
artist
Strange 
echoing 
voices
demanding 
some 
clarification.
A 
microscopic 
assertion
of 
a 
kaleidoscopic 
impression 
drawing 
a 
break 
through
from 
a 
labyrinth.......
......i 
pity 
the 
poet 
in 
love

I 
pity 
the 
artist,
burdened 
with 
the 
onus
of 
drawing...

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