Numb.... Lonely
Staring at the same gloomy rain
dripping down 2 different
window panes
over 300 miles away
Feeling alone & ashamed,
full of regret because of how
we hehaved
but not giving up
bc this Actual, Magical,
One of a kind love
is just too unfathomable
to not crave
its right there out of our reach,
our plans, wants & goals
so easy to speak
but walls of fear deadlock life's gears,
and we rolled backwards
without even realizing we were
so far gone,
my dear
we did this together
but you gotta honestly tell me
if climbing back up w. me by your side
is going to be too heavy
I can only love you if you let me
I need you just as much,
You're the only one that gets me
and accepts me,
and my damaged beyond repair, crazy drug addicted brain
we drive eachother insane
but it could be so much different
we can be happier than ever
its an uncontrollable animal instinct
I wish that whenever you got mad
you'd just shut up & kiss me
before the bullet filled words
rip through my heart
& every single one hits me
like im marked with a bulls eye
all we need is stability,
but the chaos continuously emerges instantly
Categories:
eachother, crazy, fear, feelings, future,
Form: Free verse
Strung out tired & emotional
dont even know what we fighting for
Brain fog over-taking the both of us
Tempers short
Sayin mean sht
But don't even know
the reason for it
2 broken souls-
Been through Hell & back
Still love & kindness in their hearts
Is never lacked
Fate pulled them together
Bcus they were made for eachother
That's not doubt a fact
Grew up learning
to survive in this toxic world
Never got a chance
At the life they deserved
Broken but not knowing
Slowly turning colder & colder
As they were growing
Had many masks they wore
Feeling like being loved
was too much of a chore
She lost her faith in the Lord
as his strengthed as he matured
2 souls created and fated
To one day cross paths
And help one another heal
From their undeserved pasts
Categories:
eachother, emotions, i love you,
Form: Free verse
I'll need a beginners guide to love
you can't shatter a mirror and expect it to reflect
so, how can you break my heart
and it expect it to feel
the same way about you
over and over?
you've run out of luck, this is a dead end,
and the graveyard is nowhere near here
aren't we so lucky to know eachother?
here we are today,
battling one another in the mud
trying to get all our words out
and strangle eachother at the same time
Categories:
eachother, age, art, betrayal, feelings,
Form: Lyric
Do you remember saying you love me,
Cuddling till we fell asleep in eachothers arms. laughing our hearts out, getting eachother gifts everyweek. I know the answer to that,it's no because all the ugliness we have had covers every single good thing about us. You shoudnt let the ugliness, cover all the goodnes. but you do
It's like you think you can't let things get ugly even a little bit, or it will run away from you.
Categories:
eachother, break up, feelings, first
Form: Free verse
My bewitched heart is bleeding
The burden of the banished
Bubbly times we buried into eachother
The butterfly of my dreams
Though bleak times never seemed so bad
Categories:
eachother, extended metaphor, feelings, longing,
Form: Free verse
We’re at this place where we thought we’d never be.
The world crashes down around you and me.
The dreams that we made and the promises that we did keep.
Will soon be ash of the power that runs too deep.
The world is full of fools and that includes both you and I. We create pain to hurt ourselves and pollute the sky. We’d suck blood to survive then drive a stake through our own heart. Rather than feel disrespected we’d rip eachother apart.
We’re at the place we’d thought we’d never be. Killing pure, innocent love in the name of human insanity.
Categories:
eachother, abuse, crazy, cry, dark,
Form: Free verse
It was always too late for us
can't be true love with zero trust
...confused
wondering if it was just lust
after not feeling good for so long
it felt too amazing,
for it to be so wrong
but reality hit us extra strong
both wanting the other so badly to be the one
and to finally feel like we found where we belong
even picking out our wedding song
like we didn't already know
that the highs would never block out the lows
holding onto to pain and resentments that we promised we'd let go
purposely hurting eachother
with words of ignorance constantly thrown
like a stabbing a knife into eachothers hearts and souls
more and more distant with every lie told
wanting us so badly,
neither would ever fold
knowing each bluff before it's even sold
something that was once a blazing fire
now feels freezing cold
that hollow love quickly got annoyingly old
convinced you just kept me around
for a warm body to hold
Categories:
eachother, emotions, fate, feelings, life,
Form: Rhyme
The world has gone mad and it’s on our watch!
The world has gone crazy and humanity’s in a ditch.
Leaders for money, power and wealth.
Leaders for people… don’t kid yourself.
We’re looking at a future that has played out before.
We’re being driven against eachother because there’s so much profit in war.
Billions of lives that don’t matter at this billionaires table top!
Billions of cries that they enjoy like they’re listening to Mozart!
The world has gone crazy and this is our ride.
The world has gone crazy and soon they’ll be no place to hide.
Categories:
eachother, abuse, corruption, crazy, evil,
Form: Free verse
You call me on one random night.
And I answer.
You tell me you're sorry for leaving and it was a mistake.
Just as I had hoped.
Because how could you forget when we were in my room, laying on my bed.
Tracing your fingers with my finger tips.
Sharing secrets and the journeys we have made until we found eachother.
Your face looked beautiful under my fairy lights in my bedroom.
Remember, March ninth?
Your face will look even better standing at my door under my porch light.
Maybe this picture was just a dream.
Categories:
eachother, first love, i miss
Form: Prose Poetry
Someone is walking around the earth,
knowing how you smell.
Someone is walking around the earth,
knowing your body better than you knowing yours.
Someone is walking around the earth,
knowing your deepest secrets.
Secrets you never talked with your siblings about.
The look of your body your mum already forgot about.
The birthday of yours your dad forgot.
But still he does love you deeply right?
Someone is walking around another world,
who smells you everywhere he walks through.
Someone is walking around another World,
who walks down the aisle with your children.
Someone is walking around another world,
knowing when the shine of your eyes disappear.
Someone who does not know your beginning but can tell your future.
Your mother someone who forgot your beginning but can tell your future.
Your dad someone who forgot about your beggining but can tell your future.
Someone is walking around another World with you.
You guys must have met before when the hearts where not let out yet even though they where pleading and promised to find eachother.
But who is next to you right now?
Categories:
eachother, 9th grade,
Form: Free verse
I noticed that you didn't like it when we, your kids, kissed you.
Or said I love you.
Till the age of 9 you let it slide.
Above you found it less important for your mind.
When people were asking you why you won't hug us,
and my older sister leaked that you don't like doing it all.
You even laugh along and say, you just don't like it.
Growing up I thought kissing is gross.
Growing up I thought dad and mum don't love eachother.
Growing up I thought holding hands is wrong.
But still wanted so much love.
Categories:
eachother, 9th grade,
Form: Free verse
God is missing,
Come hither there’s whiskey, drugs, sex, twitter!
Those who bewail we’ll banish in a cage
God's vanished in thin air, it’s all the rage!
He's nowhere to be seen and hate has spread
Everywhere, questions left unanswered
North of here, in the Tropic of Cancer
Those who’d high hopes
Medicate with dope and pills
Try not to tie a rope ‘round my throat
What say ye kills pain whilst His return
Loss of life in hurricanes
I’m calling missing Gods and God Amber alert
God is missing,
Where’s thy bearded hermit
To see thus proof permit me that
or commit me, one of the two
Gone is the gothic holy ghost, poof!
Why thy existence needed most
What did in dinosaurs, where is
Alien intervention to end wars?
God is missing,
With good reason, we’re worlds apart
An adrenaline rush, O throbbing heart
This is my story of a ghost unseen
It’s what I came up with for this Halloween
We Must, respect eachother by listening
“In God We Trust!” although He is missing
Categories:
eachother, angst, cheer up, crazy,
Form: Rhyme
My dad had a sister, who married a boy not from their nationality.
Her friend convinced her, well they were young and she was inlove? I guess.
She didn't even consider to talk to her dad, mum, siblings.
She left with a:"I will marry young", she was 18 that time.
So she moved to bosnia.
Her dad never wanted to see her ever again, sadly he died still his daughter leaving home.
---
I remember when I was 3years old, her kids and me and my sister and some other cousins sat in the hallway playing cards because we didn't understood eachother.
--
She visited her homecountry more less.
I mean her boys are already 18 and 20.
And her daughter married at 18 too, with a bosnian boy too.
We communicated with her in english.
She came once when I was 13 years old.
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My auntie broke up with her man.
Her daughter broke up with the man.
My uncle never wanted to see her again.
Categories:
eachother, 8th grade,
Form: Free verse
I would love it if I could just smile at you back and talk with you whenever I feel the: "want to".
I would love it If we could just sit next to eachother and laugh.
That I could joke with you too.
I accepted that I can't forgive out loud,
I accepted that time can't change things and make me feel better,
I accepted that I can't ignore even though I'll try to forget.
Still I expected a explination,
A apology,
A communication.
Categories:
eachother, 8th grade,
Form: Free verse
Going ahead walking through the cold,
hearing "you got this" from someone who got told,
to tell me this to tell me that,
maybe because I didn't allow someone to let out a pat.
On the shoulder never.
I never forget to take a jacket with me,
but when he started to be all I see,
even though he came by accidently,
and just tried to treat me kindly,
when he saw what I built up for my proudly,
Who was I to tell that what he does is groundly.
On the shoulder forever.
So the bow came with effort harshly,
I did already broke my knee partly,
but I would still do it halfway,
and he would enjoy till he reached the pathway.
Were I might get full rage,
and get with women faced.
On the shoulder spread fever.
Like the last time letter spit "see you again",
And I will read into it too much sea hand,
"I wish", or "hope", or
"If we would"
Because when we see eachother again,
There wouldn't come amounts of sweets per Hand,
By my hand.
Since god chose another main.
Categories:
eachother, 8th grade,
Form: Rhyme
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