You can't kill
a man with soul
They forgot to engrave
His fate on his forehead
And draw the roads
To a proper life on his palms
But he knew
He knew that life belongs
To those who could touch
Touch bodies, send messages
Through skin
Seek one another in sense
Taste the fibres of dreams
Through the mist
And drink sweat from
The man who has taken
Against the mountain
One who isn't afraid to dream
he watches her in his sleep
she is the example of steady fate
Eyes sharper than razor blades
A mouth quicker than a whip
But smiles like the sun
Could rise from inside it
Bringing with it rays
Of happiness and hope
She says its a place she's seen
De ja vu or a dream
Something,
Its untouched and oh so new
She fears it
She loves it
He wants to see it
Feel it
Bodies wrestling against
The staccato rhythm of the hearts
That ask to be spoon fed
From the pot of molten feelings
Trying to find their place
In eyes all too familiar to the quest
But not looking to verify
Its findings nor its confinements
You can't kill a man with soul
He knows
Walking along the road Free
but yet so broken
Listening to the words that had
been spoken
So many hurtful things had
been said
But this time in life they could
not make a mend
Trying to look forward on what
could be
But also remembering what I
shouldn't have Seen
Should have got away earlier
Or not gone there at all
At this point in life is where I
fall
To pick myself up and make a
new start
And believe in myself with all
my heart
Hidden for so many years,
But here are those tears.
Seen only by my eyes,
All my lonesome cries.
Never heard by anyone's ears,
Hidden away with my fears.
Silence is always my shouts,
Delusion is just a part of doubts.
Why, is truth so hard to speak?
Because said, I may feel week.
Afraid to even open up my heart,
Emotions hiding away in the dark.
And my strength I've shown is a lie,
Not showing i'm weak is my will to
try.
Life's so hard when it comes to
reasoning.
To wake up another day and keep
breathing.
Lord, why is this life so never
knowing.
Unanswered questions, but I'm still
going.
Lost in emotions, an doubts that
may never leave,
finding in something that i must
believe.
For all that this lonely life will ever
get better,
Rains are long walks, waiting for
good weather.
Everthing comes it's just a matter of
time,
All questions answered and for
peace of mind.
no sleep,
can't eat
wont think
nor walk,
I don't want to breath,
or believe
I wish I could feel something,
but all I feel is empty and alone
how can this moment be true
when all I hear is ice in your tone
this sickens me to my bone,
my innermost core
from me, this baby was tore
to think of all the days I speant wishing, praying
but now look at the price im paying
how is this justified,
for you have sucked the honey out of life so sweet
and hurt the flower so it could never be whole again
what made you so mad, in what way did I sin
did he or she hear your call
and decided you were better after all,
was I that bad, that I didn't deserve this child
am I that worthless that I can't care for this baby,
this question drives me mad,
and I now know the real meaning of crazy,
now my life will soon crumble,
and my memories will become hazy
Everyone seams to be in such a hurry,
Here, There and Back with no direction they scurry,
About thier loved ones, friends, and selves do they worry.
So lost in thier own lives are they,
Rushing about day after day.
Forgotten about words like please, thank you, & excuse me,
why are you in my way don't you it's all about me.
Beeping thier horns as they drive down the street,
If you come to close to them they tread on your feet,
Just can't take the time to a stranger greet.
Rush, rush, rush to get to thier destination,
They will step over or around you without hesitation.
Why hurry through life it's short enough,
Why live your life like it's a rush,
Take in all the things that you can see, hear, and touch.
For life is not a race to see who will win,
Just take the time to look back over your sholder & see where you have been,
Life is ment to be enjoyed for the journey not hurried to the end...
Moon Dog Art
So sweet memories that lie within the lines, the lines of fate and the lines of time,
for if we were just one life in a long line of lives then we would be helpless within a
long endless vine of emotions and calls that falls away in the dark so this one word
you say becomes a broken piece of art.
What does this heart show what does your life mend into a stretched out lie where
your web was woven so tight around your neck where every voice in your head
starts to crash, like a memorized lecture that was supposed to be said word after
word goes straight through your head unlike any other your heart has gone bare
with another dark line you end in a glare for ever word you say stretches the truth
for everything you mean is just another lie by you, your inner mind a voice of
wisdom and a waste of time,
Here is my column of a warned and wounded life a worrying and painful
empty mind… here lays my strife intertwined with danger how sweet this dark is
when it’s mixed with a stranger within the mirror image
Many thought processed
few were understandable
confusion corupts comprehension
leaving my mind in shambles.....
Loss without explanation
or explanation for the loss
whats suppose to be free to all
for me has a cost.....
Love to live life as life is to be lived
or life never lived due to loss of love
where do we turn when the world turns
and there's nobody left to trust.....
Fighting an endless battle
for the battle within ones mind
why doesnt anyone understand
for the battle took my life....
my soul was sold for mere less than worth
as i was quick to give it up
for i am so quick to give
not realizing i sold the me I used to love.....
then my mind began to slip away
and I got lost in my thought
i seemed to over analyze the depth of each word
until my mind got completely lost.
and then my heart faded til it was gone
no longer passionate like i was before
passion ran out and before is gone
and being rational is the biggest chore.
As it stands, I am alone lost someplace
or maybe someplace is alone and lost
and I happen to be there
I could be wrong about what going on
or what now happening has me a little scared....
Insignificant,superiority
I' don't want you to not say
please don't not walk away
I unsurely don't know
I don't not love you
and it isn't unclear
we haven't found yesterday
why can't we lose our tomorrows
why didn't you not stay
By: Jeremy Siedlecki
this is what I am going to call a Hydromoron
P.S. did you notice that the subtitles in my "The Darkest Rain"
were their own poem portraying the life of man while
the haiku's portrayed life itself?
What you might be thinking
Is greasy food and headaches
Along with delayed flight drinking
But that is a common mistake
The One essential power of essence
Retains no part of things organic
Are feeling of pride among all present
All you deserve is the same manic
Stressed out life of the homeless peasant
If you looking down you should Be giving
So put down your hatred
Take a long look at yourself
Don't grasp reality
Its a fools way to limit themselves
Those who choose to stay deserving
Among all of life that wanders hell
His soul is judged and sent for burning
And the thing is they judge thyself
So when you ready to board
Like luv fields best set way
No assigned seats, no meals ordered
Just remember on that day
Leave all things petty right were they lay
Because only the truth may enter
No personality no rank or pay
This is for the humble sinner
So if you ever find your spot
And get a boarding pass
You can get in but bags can not
We know it wont last
Now board the spirit plane
Forgot the reason why we're here
Because to me, it was never too clear
A life we tire ourselves and continue to steer
A world where men refuse to help their peer
A realm where everything known and unknown is to fear
Give me the reason why we stay
Why we simply don't run away
Through the gate of death and live another way
Eternal life, at least what they say
And leave this place today
But we can't be sure
Of what the future will incur
For now, it's all just a blur
A happy life is something we must defer
To continue this path we must demur
We came into being
We laughed through the leaping
We cried through the grieving
We died, existence ceasing
And then the real life begins
Is what I did the right thing?
In the end will you sand with me till the end?
I know that I messed up but I just need to feel your touch
I sit and ponder in my mind and I wish that I never made you cry
I know that I love you
and need you in my life but I also need to make this sacrface
I know that it is not fair but I wish that I could just make it go away like thin air
If life was only that fair than you would be here
But as I see that is not that easy
So I ask myself Is this what to do?
Lives come to an end,
Love fades away with years,
Still life is worth living.
Freedom dissipates further into dream,
No heart is without its undeserved scars,
Still life is worth living.
God lingers in the shadows of our impurity,
Heaven is the white leaf on a tree too tall to climb,
Still life is worth living.
She looked up
From her cup
It was night
Was that alright?
She was healthy
She can be wealthy
The curtains dropped
Has life stopped?
She wanted to cry
Her life was dry
There goes the bell
What does it tell?
The bloom in her died
She killed it with pride
The hollow gaze
Is it a maze?
Time moves slowly
Days go without melody
Life is not moving
Is it worth living?
Old age will come
It will be good for some
She has nothing to tell
Does it matter if the tree fell?
I decided to let go everything I know
I chose another way to perhaps begin anew
Yet… so much memories returns to enfold
To choice another life… will I know to be real?
Work be the first I gave up on
With over years of experiences learn
Another life in dire hopes to belong
Yet I wonder is reality to endorse times’ earn
Love as well… if I can be as forgiving
Did I know what I meant to start afresh?
Living reality to know what dreams will mean
Then my life as I know… I have live less
My way of living if I knew so well
Deserves more of me than I know myself for
Simply of years as heavy as unto me fell
Reserves nothing more but a memory I now recall
Whence decided to let go of everything
Did I know how to begin anew?
When nothing ever could be what it seems
Choicing another life… if I can but make it real
Every day I wake up in fear
Sitting on the floor with no one near
Facing the wall in terrible pressure
Remembering all the things that happened last night
Being frightened calling your name
You didn't answer and walked away
As I was being tortured you didn't come
I thought you was because you are my friend
Why did you have to put my life to the end
I am tied up and begging for help
Every boy in that club was beating me up
Hitting me with there fist
And punching my spine
I went at the edge of the line
And rolled to the door
One came out of the other room
I saved my own life
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