My Thoughts

Hidden for so many years, But here are those tears. Seen only by my eyes, All my lonesome cries. Never heard by anyone's ears, Hidden away with my fears. Silence is always my shouts, Delusion is just a part of doubts. Why, is truth so hard to speak? Because said, I may feel week. Afraid to even open up my heart, Emotions hiding away in the dark. And my strength I've shown is a lie, Not showing i'm weak is my will to try. Life's so hard when it comes to reasoning. To wake up another day and keep breathing. Lord, why is this life so never knowing. Unanswered questions, but I'm still going. Lost in emotions, an doubts that may never leave, finding in something that i must believe. For all that this lonely life will ever get better, Rains are long walks, waiting for good weather. Everthing comes it's just a matter of time, All questions answered and for peace of mind.