My Thoughts

Hidden for so many years,
But here are those tears.
Seen only by my eyes,
All my lonesome cries.
Never heard by anyone's ears,
Hidden away with my fears.
Silence is always my shouts,
Delusion is just a part of doubts.
Why, is truth so hard to speak?
Because said, I may feel week.
Afraid to even open up my heart,
Emotions hiding away in the dark.
And my strength I've shown is a lie,
Not showing i'm weak is my will to 
try.
Life's so hard when it comes to 
reasoning.
To wake up another day and keep 
breathing.
Lord, why is this life so never 
knowing.
Unanswered questions, but I'm still 
going.
Lost in emotions, an doubts that 
may never leave,
finding in something that i must 
believe.
For all that this lonely life will ever 
get better,
Rains are long walks, waiting for 
good weather.
Everthing comes it's just a matter of 
time,
All questions answered and for 
peace of mind.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Brown Avatar
May 21, 2012 at 1:57 PM
It was a pleasure to read your poetry this Monday afternoon Jason. I wish you much inspiration that you may continue with your writing endeavors whatever they may be. Have a wonderful fun loving week and keep the old pen flowing. Love, Carol
Salinas Avatar
May 22, 2012 at 11:06 PM
I do And seeing that I am not alone for many others have said they to know these thoughts, these pains, and wish me the Same peace of mind we all care to have. Thanks for reading my work, take care and God bless ya
Salinas Avatar
May 22, 2012 at 11:04 PM
Carol, Thank you, I will keep writing it has comfort me on many levels, I only hope it helps others like myself. Thanks be to God, that I've learned to open myself on blank pages and Faith, an pouring out my thoughts that I've found peace through these types of writings
Williams Avatar
May 21, 2012 at 11:24 AM
Jason it comes to those that wait..David
Salinas Avatar
May 21, 2012 at 11:39 AM
David, thank you. Also for taking time to read my work, bless ya
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