My Confusion

Many thought processed 
few were understandable
confusion corupts comprehension
leaving my mind in shambles.....
Loss without explanation
or explanation for the loss
whats suppose to be free to all
     for me has a cost.....
Love to live life as life is to be lived
or life never lived due to loss of love
where do we turn when the world turns
and there's nobody left to trust.....
Fighting an endless battle
for the battle within ones mind
why doesnt anyone understand
for the battle took my life....
my soul was sold for mere less than worth
as i was quick to give it up
for i am so quick to give
not realizing i sold the me I used to love.....
then my mind began to slip away 
and I got lost in my thought
i seemed to over analyze the depth of  each word
until my mind got completely lost.
and then my heart faded til it was gone
no longer passionate like i was before
passion ran out and before is gone
and being rational is the biggest chore.
As it stands, I am alone lost someplace
or maybe someplace is alone and lost 
and I happen to be there
I could be wrong about what going on
or what now happening has me a little scared....
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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November 4, 2012 at 1:58 AM
This is very good Jessica, i can relate very well to your words. I wrote apoem on these lines, called, the day that i fell down, check it out, blessings, Carl
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