My Confusion

Many thought processed few were understandable confusion corupts comprehension leaving my mind in shambles..... Loss without explanation or explanation for the loss whats suppose to be free to all for me has a cost..... Love to live life as life is to be lived or life never lived due to loss of love where do we turn when the world turns and there's nobody left to trust..... Fighting an endless battle for the battle within ones mind why doesnt anyone understand for the battle took my life.... my soul was sold for mere less than worth as i was quick to give it up for i am so quick to give not realizing i sold the me I used to love..... then my mind began to slip away and I got lost in my thought i seemed to over analyze the depth of each word until my mind got completely lost. and then my heart faded til it was gone no longer passionate like i was before passion ran out and before is gone and being rational is the biggest chore. As it stands, I am alone lost someplace or maybe someplace is alone and lost and I happen to be there I could be wrong about what going on or what now happening has me a little scared....