Pain Wanting Poems

Stretching tip and Ativan and Norco
Laundry in the dryer
Crows and squirrels looking in the windows
And a good book to disappear into

As always pain, walker, cane...

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Dry as a desert and thirsty like a coyote…
Hunting for its prey with strength and envy
My coat of fur is shivering from the cold
My growl...

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In spite of me
He makes her his
And responds to
My leggings
To cause me pain
Might I speak her
As mine
Might I speak her
As mine
Opened to
Suggestions
That it pains me
To...

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I wanted to reject expected pain
So pushed away the feelings of my soul
But as I did not look,they came again.

To unreality,  my self was...

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Yesterday is a distant memory.
Tomorrow, a small glimpse of hope. 
Today, in your arms, is all I've ever wanted.

Yesterday is an ever present, unbearable pain....

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Wanting   Waiting

Waiting for my lower back to heal 
Wanting to work to much pain I feel
Two slow weeks gone bye still I cry...

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Wanting…
Fills up time and clutters my mind.
Make me happy, I don’t like waiting.
The unknown hurts.
Not knowing my heart – the worst pain of all....

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What cruel trick is hope;
that brings both joy and pain?
Residing in our hearts,
it can drive us insane.

Disenchanted with life,
we seek ways of escape.
And when fate's...

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Wanting.
Only she
will do
to slake my thirst.

Needing.
Her love
to save me
from my pain.

Weeping.
She is not here.
Do I want to live
without her?

Dying.
Alone
pure white light
no pain....

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I gave in again
After holding back so long
Retreating to my old habits
Carving messages on my arm

It's hard to admit now
Because I have such a good...

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I see you in my mind,
Every moment of every day.

It hurts so much,
I never thought it'd be this way.

I never wanted to see you hurt,
I...

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Old habits die hard, 
I guess at the end of the day,
I'll never truly understand why,
why he is this way.

The psychology behind it,
my theories are...

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Need
Revisited before and again
Dreams as pain
Longing like rain
On desert's dry sand,
Breeze in the heat
Refresh and hope
Words come like rain, flowing so naturally
Puzzle together a Monet
A...

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Author: 
Fernando Ceballos Lachica

Poem:
 
WANTING


I sit alone here in my lonely room...
Confused and alone...
No one to hold...
No one to feel the warmth of my soul...
No...

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even now the smell of your hair 
is as prominent as the whiskey on my breathe 
looming like the smoke from a midnight cigarette
I've tried...

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