Always Wanting You

Dry as a desert and thirsty like a coyote… Hunting for its prey with strength and envy My coat of fur is shivering from the cold My growl in the dead of night is so bold I'm changing bit by bit and no one cares anymore Deep down, I cry inside and I want to simply soar In skies of happiness, not this gloominess and despair, oh please I'm always finding myself wanting you...you are acting like a tease I'm always wanting you, Especially recently when you died away oh so slowly I'm always wanting you Because of the fact that I tried to free you from misery… I'm always wanting you - the reckless feelings inside say it's due to loneliness overdue We kissed and I missed you true… We hugged and I remember in rue I'm always wanting you - the restless thoughts of you repeat in my muse and you haven't a clue Who knew you and I would end up being together out of the blue… I wanted you… Did you too? Reluctantly, I decided to start all over again with my life By ripping apart peace from strife with this jagged knife Thought about all the dumb, thoughtless things I said to you I'm sorry in advance if I say anything hurtful to you out of the blue I'm changing bit by bit and no one cares anymore Deep down, I cry inside and I want to simply soar In skies of happiness, not this gloominess and despair, oh please I'm always finding myself wanting you...you are acting like a tease I'm always wanting you, Especially recently when you died away oh so slowly I'm always wanting you Because of the fact that I tried to free you from misery… I'm always wanting you - the reckless feelings inside say it's due to loneliness overdue We kissed and I missed you true… We hugged and I remember in rue I'm always wanting you - the restless thoughts of you repeat in my muse and you haven't a clue Who knew you and I would end up being together out of the blue… I wanted you… Did you too? Wet as the ocean and hungry like a shark, Swerving to and fro for a weakling to mark My skin of silver rubber is warm like lovely blood again I grunt and smell your scent - where've you been? I'm changing bit by bit and no one cares anymore Deep down, I cry inside and I want to simply soar In skies of happiness, not this gloominess and despair, oh please I'm always finding myself wanting you...you are acting like a tease I'm always wanting you, Especially recently when you died away oh so slowly I'm always wanting you Because of the fact that I tried to free you from misery… I'm always wanting you - the reckless feelings inside say it's due to loneliness overdue We kissed and I missed you true… We hugged and I remember in rue I'm always wanting you - the restless thoughts of you repeat in my muse and you haven't a clue Who knew you and I would end up being together out of the blue… I wanted you… Did you too? Relentlessly, I decided to end the insane pain in my throat Somewhat glad that you and I are on the same spiralling boat Caught myself thinking too much in this numb cranium...lazying around like a bum I just want to get drunk off of delightful desires and mix scrumptious coke with rum I always end up, wanting you once more I always end up, talking and being a bore I always found out that you didn't care much I always find myself, longing for your touch Deep down, I cry inside and I want to simply soar In skies of happiness, not this gloominess and despair, oh please I always end up, losing touch of tragic reality I always end up, realizing I'm going quite crazy I always found out that we were by our side You always are doubting yourself, but you are courageous and gracious in your glorious stride Without a sound, I pray fervently beyond my front door In seas of blissfulness, not these disconsolate clouds of unease