Just judging myself
Just judging myself
I know it’s just a shame,
that I waste my days, losing all my pride
I push others aside,
that affection can’t compare to those beautiful eyes
I think of him, That voice and that grin
And I am hooked right back and then,
I’m wondering when he’ll be in my life again
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Categories:
toxic relationships, boy, dedication, deep, devotion,
Form: Free verse
A Eulogy for the Toxic Ex
A hundred thoughts echo through my mind
A hundred emotions I cannot unwind
3000 yearnings, 9000 turns of regret
Walking in the shadow of death
I walk slowly with a cold mind and angery heart
At the crossroads I take the broken sigh
Waiting as I wait for the one to show up
To die
I plot the death with poisonous
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Categories:
toxic relationships, abuse, boyfriend, depression, fantasy,
Form: Elegy
Please, I Don’t Wanna Cry More
In shadowed depths where silence wraps its cloak,
My heart, once strong, now aches in quiet plea,
For love’s lost light, a fading, gentle smoke,
Has left me cold and longing to be free.
You came like dawn, a promise of the spring,
But left me caught in winter’s cruel embrace,
Your words were warmth, yet now a bitter sting,
Each memory
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Categories:
toxic relationships, emotions, heartbreak, heartbroken, longing,
Form: Sonnet
Toxic Relationships
You made my love a convenience just needing me whenever you want me
used and misused, selfishly
I knew there was something fishy
But I didn't want to explore the fish in the sea
But now I see what you truly wanted I just refused to believe
Why do we let others continue to hurt us when we know
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Categories:
toxic relationships, depression, metaphor, poems, poetry,
Form: Free verse
Save You
Do you need anything? How can I help?
Is there anything I can do?
Have I fulfilled my job? Been good enough?
Have I made an effect on you?
I wanna be good at something
And I don't want you to experience pain
It's second nature at this point
I'll create sunshine though I'm made of rain
It's about time I give back
After
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Categories:
toxic relationships, angst, anxiety, conflict, depression,
Form: Rhyme
Toxic Relationships
Sorry, mom says I can’t
kiss you - even with grape,
Lysol, safety lipstick =/
Harsh pandemic facts
and parents stand against us.
What a hazardous waste!
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Categories:
toxic relationships, 11th grade, angst, humor,
Form: Senryu