My worries lies in the smiles I fake
The laughter that is inflicted with pain
The tears I hide
Words I choose not to say
Nights where sleep does not come easy
Days I wish to skip
Thoughts I dismiss
Actions I can’t explain
The anger that is filled within
Coupled with trauma , pain
Will I ever know peace?
Peace ?
That is foreign in my world
With voices that rule that land
Voices that keep me awake at night
That terrorises me
Have I become my own poison ?
What happened to the sunny days?
Calm mornings
Stolen by the voices in my head
My worries lies in my bleeding heart,
yearning for comfort
My worries
Liars hate the truth because it terrorises them
calling them out for who they are hiding behind
turns everyone of them into bullies hurling abuse
I live each moment speaking from the heart
imagine we are living in a society where contracted killers go unpunished
facts like murder they call them mercy killings to save suffering souls
what a septic rotten sewer we live in filled with rats
whom claim to have superior knowledge
They would push their grannies under the buses
to save their selfish corrupted ideas becoming transparent
bringing the darkness into the light twisted by conflict
with genuine evidence around human welfare
The circle can be spotted backing the liars defence
when addressing false narrative the devil silences the truth
my obedience is to God not to human error
Am i on my first chance
or will i have another
too young to be old
too old to be cold
Did the evil ever finds its heart
silence terrorises
eyes that blink
just to hide
from reality
In the land of o's and z's
Carroll's Hatter brings the teas
Pan's Freeze
How do villains get a happy ending
if they never try
Heroes spoke with words
that spake thy story true
Inevitability can
but i am ironman
words that shame the angels
and find life without hope
Winter beach
09/08/2018
Cool breeze, Leafless trees, Arctic freeze
White cap waves, crumple and cave
Solemn solitary Seagull, pestering peckish people
Sandy seaweed soaked, covers beach cloaked
Frozen fisherman, fearlessly on rock stand
Baby carriages creaking, silent sleep waking
Boxer dog proud, breaks silence loud
Terrifying tike terrorises on her bike
Vast vista view, living large a few
Clear sky cloud free, wind swept jet stream
Smelling salts from sea, rejuvenation for me
We have grown to love has shifted face
brothers and sisters lost in all that is valued
under human reality chains shape shifting
Firstly murder has become a tipping point on our scales
meaningless news edited by wheasels to alter opinions set
incorrectly twisted falsehoods aired liars speak
Where truth and family based structures are attacked
good is considered a bad state of belief to be in
as it does not stand in favour within stones thrown sin
Human error has crept up upon us bringing destruction
every where it goes it terrorises living souls
unaddressed mass murders they are living lavish lifestyles
Do we learn anything from past mistakes made
Looking through the portal of mirrors
our flesh will perish immortal spirit rises
A field of entanglement forces against justice work around
the clock clouded visions ticking every minute closer
one time bomb ready to explode
Now the gates are opening to Hades
ignorance now is used as some sort of intelligence tool
Where boundaries have been removed for ugly reasons