Tamara Poems

WHERE ARE YOU WHY CAN'T I FIND YOU
WHY DID YOU LEAVE  WAS IT ALL TRUE
YOUR SMILE, YOUR LAUGH, YOUR SPARKLING EYES
 NEVER COULD HIDE YOUR DISGUISE
DON'T YOU KNOW YOU WERE A STAR
WE ALL KNEW THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE
AND IS...Read More

The mind.  A chamber where thoughts are held,
And dreams are made and destroyed.
Where secrets hidden from open view,
And emotions of suffering hide in an endless void.

Grief and love flourish,
Black, white, and gray in every shade,
Music and color, logic and...Read More

The signs are all around me—
skies are suddenly gray-white,
and I smell snow is coming,
maybe on this very night…

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What is this ambiance of awe
when viewing those first flakes
swirling softly t’ward the earth—
a white blanket soon to make?

It’s not as tho’, these...Read More

This is Part-II

Yes, I tell the truth even if you throw stones, but I have to keep my headgear clean. I am going to Princess Anne’s marriage. Princess Anne, you know, the queen of Liechtenstein had chosen her as his...Read More

Gray soldier-stones now guard 
my child through seasons lost.							
                               ...Read More

I didn't see Tamara today
But I may see Tamara tomorrow....Read More

I didn't see Tamara today
But I may see Tamara tomorrow.
...Read More

Do you hear them, Mom? he asked.
I was busy doing a household task,
but I stopped to listen
seeing sweat on his forehead begin to glisten.

The room was quiet, and I’d say, even cool,
his lips trembled— at each corner was drool.
I paid...Read More

Wounded by the words of hate 
For you to change I will not wait 
I guess I was the one you didn't need 
Too blinded by your ego and greed 

Its the same thing with all you guys 
Filling my...Read More

Life is complicated 
We love it, we hate it 
And hate each other 
And every other person we meet 
Cause we think 
We have to please them 
And we dont want to 
But we dont got to 
So we dont...Read More

Looking in the mirror 
I peer into my soul 
Who am I now? 
How did I get here? 
I fear I'm lost 
Tossed into this world like nothing 
Something worthless 
Like I'm worth less than bread 
And I dread tomorrow...Read More

I feel 
the pain 
of absent truths 
the proof 
is in my actions. 
The lack of feelings 
I'm dealing with 
make me realize 
theres only a fraction 
of happiness. 
but I want it all 
cuz I recall 
the better days,...Read More

 dont understand 
and cant stand 
cruel hearts 
and for the most part 
dont care too 
im not like you 
dont miscontrue 
the way i feel 
to be real mean 
cuz i mean, look 
u stay a closed book 
take...Read More

I dont understand 
and cant stand 
cruel hearts 
and for the most part 
dont care to 
im not like you 
dont miscontrue 
the way i feel 
to be real mean 
cuz i mean, look 
u stay a closed book 
take...Read More

  

This year, at the holidays
of course, I miss home,
surrounded by sand dunes,
and Iraqi mosque-domes.

But I willingly came
to guard against fear—
not let terrorist conquer
everything I hold dear. 

I know my mom worries
about me over here
away from family, 
and good...Read More

She’s crying
With indignant eyes 
And a tumultuous heart
He’s sighing
With restrained thighs
And a perplexed start
It slams
With a thunderous noise
And a conspiring choice
Do I end this mess? – 
Or give it a Holy redress?

She seems not to care
He seems to dare

From here,...Read More

An ol’ cowboy once told me,
“Son, keep yor’ Saddle straight—
cinched up tight ‘n squared away,
an’ don’t depend on fate.

For if yor’ a straight shooter,
yor’ life will be real tame.
A handshake will be good ‘nough
ta trust yor’ family name.”

Now, I went...Read More

In days of old, when nights grew cold,
men told a dreadful tale
of  Trapper Jim—how they buried him
on a night the wolves did wail.

It seems at the time, Jim was checking his line,
and stopped to camp for the night—
He heard...Read More

Age 6…..	Passing the mirror, 
	she pulls at her cheeks, 
       	sticks out her tongue—
       	blonde ringlets encircle 
          ...Read More

In the year, nineteen an’ thirty-nine, 
in a small town that seemed not to care,
a little girl tried her very best
to dress well, and groom her dark hair.
She’d fight for her life—whatever it took,
an’ survive her father so cruel,
her heart...Read More

The clouds are moving away
The race is almost over
I willingly kicked the pride away
There's no more time to hover
When the elements are on your side
We've swam across the tide
Relax, and breathe deep for the time is now

Look back and look...Read More

this is about not a girl
but a woman
a mother
a mother with an addiction
an addiction that took her away
with her gone the system came in and left 
but left with my siblings
who's to blame
is it!
a negligent brother with harbored feelings toward...Read More