Scars

Wounded by the words of hate For you to change I will not wait I guess I was the one you didn't need Too blinded by your ego and greed Its the same thing with all you guys Filling my head with all your lies Telling myself that all is well While words were said that bite and yell You never hit me; you wouldn't dare But you left scars if you care Scars that constantly try to hide Scars that are forever burned inside The days I'm unhappy to be alive Are days when thoughts of you arrive Days when i pull my hair and yell Knowing, of course, nothings well A new idea like smoking pot Brings my mind to other thoughts Scars that are forever burned inside Bring thoughts and attempts of suicide Your memories have made me insane Constant thoughts and constant pain From memories of you I cannot hide Bringing scars to the outside Knowing of course nothings well An apology you came to tell But wounded by the words of hate A sorry from you came too late. All this time you always knew Haunting you what i went through Memories of my awful life will burn inside Until you drive yourself to suicide Two lives filled with scars and hate Was it chance, or was it fate At least the pain and wounds are no more Two lives ended ends a war. _By Tamara Brown_