Your suppost to be
looking after number
one
Than why do you feel
like number zero?
Zero pounds
Zero calories
Equals zero regret
Outside the sky is clear. Its dark tonight, at least from in here
There are millions of people doing millions of things
But somewhere there is a girl, sitting alone, wishing things could change
I dont know how long ive been here
I dont know how long i'll stay
But i know that it seems like things are never going to change
Somewhere someone is happy
Somewhere someone is sad
There are people falling in love
There are people being bad
As i sit here all alone, i try not to be mad
But its hard when everywhere i look, everyone appears to be glad
It seems as though i dont fit in
Maybe thats how its suppost to be
Maybe thats why im here
I try to find the answers i look and look and look
But everytime i see the light, it quickly disappears
So what do you do when the right thing cant be found
What do you do when all you want is to be found yourself
Somewhere someone is happy
Somewhere someone is sad
And somewhere there's a girl sitting on her ass
Yo God,
you there?
Didn't think so,
you never are,
where were you when I was cryin,
when all my family was diein,
you weren't there,
nobody to support me,
how am I suppost to believe in somebody never there,
so what are you a fake,
some man behind a curtain,
how poetic is it possible to get,
when "god" just dissed you,
and got you mad,
where the hell were you when I was sad,
and I had nowhere to go,
how come you never helped me,
or comferted me,
how could I be such an idiot to believe in you,
so I hate you god,
I don't give a damn,
your nothing more than a stupid christian belief,
just like everthing else,
hell, maybe this life's a dream,
maybe I'm really dead,
if so good,
I can end this any time.
I'm sorry for the things I've done
I did not want them to happen
I care about youso much
that is has to be a passion
IF you could take me back
i could love it so
I cant sleep at night
knowing how i hurt you deep in you sould
It was suppost to be us too
and know one find out
I was talking
then i blurtted it out
all i have to say is im sorry
but i know that is not enough
I will give you time
all the time you need
just know i care about you
and i want to hold you and never let you go
Goodbye is where I lie
when forever wasn't suppost to die
Goodbye to all the pain
that lies within
for me to shade
Goodbye to all the scattered lies
you left behind for me to find
Goodbye to all the dreams
we once shared
that will now thicken the air
Goodbye was always there
for me to find, Yet it hid
in what I thought we shared....