Where Were You God?

Yo God, you there? Didn't think so, you never are, where were you when I was cryin, when all my family was diein, you weren't there, nobody to support me, how am I suppost to believe in somebody never there, so what are you a fake, some man behind a curtain, how poetic is it possible to get, when "god" just dissed you, and got you mad, where the hell were you when I was sad, and I had nowhere to go, how come you never helped me, or comferted me, how could I be such an idiot to believe in you, so I hate you god, I don't give a damn, your nothing more than a stupid christian belief, just like everthing else, hell, maybe this life's a dream, maybe I'm really dead, if so good, I can end this any time.