There's some days you wish would never end and some you wish you could begin again
Some days you think could be just a dream or even some days you feels as if you're never seen
Some days a smile resists a frown and some with paths we wish we never went down
Some days our eyes just won't stay dry and those we refuse to let ourselves cry
Some days we are wise and some days we are weak and some days the dishes pile up in the sink
Some days everything goes as planned and some that slip through our hands like sand
Some days we wonder how we got to where we are and some days we wish upon a star
Some days we think we know it all and some days we set ourselves up for a fall
Some days we are free to just be and some days we get stuck on what we think people see
Some days we are strong and some days we feel like we just don’t belong
Our some days are happening now, not tomorrow or yesterday
So don't let your some days fade away
Get out there and live your some days today!
Some days it’s just hard,
I deserve it,
Every raging word being spoken,
Only answering all the promises I’ve broken,
Most days i take it well,
But some days, like today, i fail.
I’ve wished on a million stars,
To mend every scar,
Hoping to replace what runs shallow and deep,
Praying to be enough to give you
The love you so wistfully seek.
This line i swore never to let anyone cross,
But now we are here,
Suddenly it’s not so clear.
Some days it just hard,
Because in that moment,
Your love for me is lost,
Some days i don’t do so well,
Because on these days,
I’m honestly shown,
How much I’ve failed
Somedays it’s good
Somedays it’s bad
Somedays it’s bearable
Most days i’m sad
Thats how your brain works when you’re depressed
Trapped in your mind struggling alone. Depressed
It’s hard to tell you how I feel
When all I want is to bleed, I kneel
I hate how it separates myself from the rest
In a crowd yet alone, my minds not the best
I wish to not have this I despise it so much
The self-loathing self-hatred, breakdowns
I can’t take it it’s all too much
As it changes my mood and I cease to be me
Replaced by an irritable depressed confused version of me.
How diverse my universe
Some days a blessing
Some days a curse
The ups the downs
the round and round
Some days so boring
Some days profound
The daily grind
can be so unkind
Some days we focus
Some days we're blind
So come days end
we break or bend
Some days we fall
Some days we mend
Somedays I sprint to class
Just to sit next to you
Some days I get to school early
Just to spend an extra ten minutes with you
How can you not notice all of the things
I do just to be with you
Somedays I pick up the phone
Hoping to here your voice on the other line
Somedays I go to the mall
Hoping to see you there by chance
How can you not notice all of the things
I do just to be with you
Somedays I offer to babysit your sister
In hope of seeing a glimpse of you walking out the door
Somedays I trip on purpose
In hope of you helping me up
How can you not notice all of the things
I do just to be with you
Somedays I call you when I know you're away
Just to hear your voice on the answering machine
Somedays I write poetry about you
Just to have something to read about you later
How can you not notice all of the things
I do just to be with you
Somedays I write your last name with my frist
Just to see how pretty it looks
Somedays... like this one I fantasize about absurd things
Just to be happy...
Somedays I wear you in an opal ring
with gold and with fire devoid of it's sting.
Somedays I tuck you in pockets of wool
reminding me privately I'm but a girl.
Somedays I show everybody your smile
gregarious nature, impeccable style
Somedays I hide in a nocturne and sleep
(Those are the days when I can't help but weep)
Somedays the moment you left is quite clear
you without memory though physically near
Somedays that moment is blurred and erased
leaving me silent, dumb struck, and in haste
Somedays I miss you like half of me's left
I'm stuck with the other half, beauty bereft
and somedays I know that you still are my voice,
the whisper of conscience I chose as my choice.