BODY AILS YET SPIRIT SOARS
I know where I am due to be going
Despite my sins for which I’ve paid
I have ailments that cause me pain
But at least I’m still considered sane
Even with the penances I’ve made
The river that takes me, is flowing
I am merely human with many flaws
But salvation has not been denied
The recent changes have been tough
Survival with dignity will be enough
There’s a future when one has died
I know my body ails yet spirit soars
I am concerned with the structures that sustain the universe,
with the mighty river of time,
the tablature and the compass of souls
dispersed in their endless penances,
the enigmatic smile of doubts
overlapping the fragility of certainties,
the detestable silences that precede painful decisions
and with the thick amalgam of pain
that poisons our days with the most varied enigmas.
What worries me is the shock
when I wake up from the nightmare of living,
the need for millimeter precision
in counting the steps until the freedom of not thinking,
the innumerable precipices
that surround any and all will of the mind
to keep away from the fainting, falls and stumbles.
What I am concerned about
is the indifference of entities or deities
that could undo the deception of atoms
in condemning us to finitude,
constantly and habitually
expressing unmistakable signs of contempt
for creatures who have given them a supposed superiority
over their own destinies.
my concern is about the extension of the shadow
that negatively illuminates the path
we should follow under the light.
the rest don't worry me.
my latest anti CCP turtle poem--
CCP Turtles Grassing Line
China’s virtual hotline
Report online remarks
Slander Communist Party history
Crack down “bygone nihilists”
Party’s 100th centenary July
Grass line allows society report
Netizens “twist” Party’s history
Attack governance policies
Denigrate national heroes
Deny superiority radical socialist nation
Clandestine motivations old nihilistic parodies
Malevolently garbling
Denigrating contradicting Party history
Internet operatives administering people
Devotedly report dangerous info
“Historical nothingness” public doubt distrust
Chinese Communist Party’s earlier dealings
China’s net forcefully censored
Overseas social media networks
Search engines news outlets forbidden
Penances persons conveyed
Netizens prison lawful punishments
Placement content acute
Nation’s leadership procedures antiquity
Legal amendments folks
“Slur smear invade on” memorial
China’s national heroes’ martyrs
Face three years gaol
Positive outlook brings
Permanent joy and peace
Purity of mind, heart
perpetual fine-art
Perfection possesses
Pursuits and penances
Philanthropy be life
04/08/2021
You are blue
And hopeful for new
Remember what Taylor sang
When she said “Begin Again”*
Now you met him
Such a difference
From paying your penances
For all the ex’s annoyances
How wonderful is appreciation
Without qualification
Forget the last guy’s negativity
About your creativity
Now you know one who likes
All your quirks and your vibes
Gets all your laughs
Doesn’t ask for polygraphs
How were you so mismatched
With that guy from the past
All those years that went under
While you missed out on wonder
Chalk it up to bad judgement
And forget all those contests
Tried to prove you had love
To one who only knew shove
Enjoy this sweet time
You’ve found one who chimes
We learn from our pasts
It gives us a map
To chart new courses
And fight off bad forces
Point your sail to good waters
Collect the best now from others
*reference - “Begin Again” - song written and sung by Taylor Swift
I let you go I have no remorse
Your selfish actions I will not endorse
How many women have had a love demise
You're lying in bed but no compromise
Your soul is sick your heart is burnt out
No blood in your veins but a septic gout
You bled us dry depleted our finances
Gorge on our labor to the devil pay penances
You conceited arrogant malfunctioning male
Lies dropping from your lips like winters hail
Bedding the innocent and unsuspecting fawn
Your condition spread out on the world's front lawn
You said this is healing and a new beginning
But they were just words empty of feeling
You ask what it is I need you to do
Nothing since I can't trust you to be ever true
nice little things~
good little things
that go please
in the light
bad little things~
wrong little things
that go taking
in the night
only the righteous~
only the bad
who is left in between
because good little things
can't see with out
a night light
and the bad little things
always go bump in the night
so what a in between to do
but make the devils come
after you
its been fun now
i must go
and hell awaits you
so you must
be on your away
there will be penances to pay
and you may ask
who might i be
and i only can say
a in between
maybe a goodie
not real a baddie
but a pushier of
sins just the same
and what will my father
do when you reach
your laid out place
why not one little thing
you may your only
little heated fiery place
by
just the little bad things
you do
so ta-ta
i can't say its be fun
but i can say
were your going
you will have lots
of fire to light your way~
and think
of all the little bad things
you've done~
by:lyricvixen