Fear Numb Poems

Hey Hey

I woke up with a story
Something lingering on my lips to be told.
I pondered on how to sound convincing talking about it;
Or, as in...

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I'm still here, count the seconds, now I know
Not for long though
"How long?"
Your guess is as good as mine
Time to dive deep
How I miss that
Not...

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Sometimes I find 
That the thoughts deep in my mind
Makes concentrating becomes a little tough
At times makes it rough
To do the things I need
Doubt plants...

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Sensing the death of something
That once brought more life than 
The heartbeat or breath, faith
In the beautiful and intimate places
Where light kisses away the darkness
And...

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I like seeing myself
smile

Happiness was new
I 
Only felt it for a moment

Fleeting feelings deep inside

Emotionally numb
As
I ran away to a dark place where I would...

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If I had to explain to a child 
What is fear?
I could not 
I would not

But for the adult 
Fear is all too familiar 
Yet...

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it seemed i was dreading what was to come,
      i witnessed sin and yearned for redemption
    ...

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In the middle of the cold night
I pray the dark my dreams to keep
For when I wake I fear my thoughts
Of my mistakes and my...

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I sit in the sun, but I feel no warmth. 
I sit by the moon, and I feel no cold. 
Only depression fills my soul....

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I don't know 
how much longer 
I can survive 
surrounded by those 
that hurt me 
and lie.
Is it considered suicide 
if you just give up...

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There’s a place I go
A haunted house
Alone in the woods
Nobody seems to go but me

The fear inside 
Is not of shrieks and screams
It’s a different...

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You could say you love me and I'll be like "so what"
I've been hurt so much that now my heart is locked
The key is gone,...

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Why did He let me break?
Was it for a future's sake?
How did you all get here?
Are we all lost in epic fear?

Keep pressing on, my...

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Fear and violence
the scent
that seeps through my soul 
numb and desolate
time spent
an emptiness that finds me
Oh, the roads... oh, the avenues
Without you
Before you
Because of you...

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Forcing his way through a ocean of iniquity and negligence,
As malfeasances and misconducts concoct a deadly storm of uncertainty,
Demons and guilt torment him,
Obstructions and obstacles...

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