Is It

I don't know 
how much longer 
I can survive 
surrounded by those 
that hurt me 
and lie.
Is it considered suicide 
if you just give up and die? 
I have never been so alone 
I thought the cracks in me
would begin to heal. 
But they are reopened daily 
pain is all I can feel. 
Is it considered a homicide 
if they hurt you so badly 
that you wither away and die? 
I can't see myself 
growing old. 
I can't imagine 
living so long 
in so much pain. 
I can't ask for help, 
I have no one to turn too. 
I no longer trust 
those I thought
Would never hurt me. 
Is it considered living 
existing while you are dead inside?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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