Oh My Numb Cranium

Why did He let me break?
Was it for a future's sake?
How did you all get here?
Are we all lost in epic fear?

Keep pressing on, my dusked Dawn
We welcome the sun, that's what we look upon

Do away with these thots of you
Do away...do away with these thots of you
Do it...do it again...do it again...
Do away with these feelings so true who knew
Do away...come on and do away with all of you
Do away...do away and go astray in the pathway of virtue 
Pathway of narrow virtue
Merry winter day this doomed day of disarray...
I've been a naughty, naughtier than you in dismay
I don't believe in Santa Clause 
I don't expect any applause
Do away, do away with me and my sinful nature
Do away, do away with the old me - gullible and immature
Depression happiness comes and goes
It's just a snow cloud away...another breeze blows
Obliterate the eustress distress and morph it into joyous gladness 
Don't make me give up and give in to my insanity's madness...gloomy, negative 37 sadness

Sooner or later, you'll all understand God's plan - don't repay evil to our devilish actions of brainwashing adrenalin's satisfactions 
Don't repay evil for evil, but good  and evil for wholesome good and don't forget to forgive your enemies, despite what they put you through through thick and thin...
There will be a new dazzling dawn, you doubtful dusk 
Let me rephrase that: Dawned dusk...
Let go of your daily, passion-driven lusk (lust during nightfall)
Work hard to the core
We are on each other's team
Confident humility we need more and more and that's what we swore in our heart of adore that opened up the corridor of imploring peace-war
Only you and I can look forward since no one has faith these days in age...this spiteful, rebellious age will never quite put a finger on our believing spirit of awe-inspiring success and making bottomless progress in the making more or less
Always look forward to illuminating dawns and vanish away our dimming dusks before our time runs out

Keep pressing on, my dusked Dawn
We welcome the sun, that's what we look upon

Do away with these thots of you
Do away...do away with these thots of you
Do it...do it again...do it again...
Do away with these feelings so true who knew
Do away...come on and do away with all of you
Do away...do away and go astray in the pathway of virtue 
Pathway of narrow virtue
Merry winter day this doomed day of disarray...
I've been a naughty, naughtier than you in dismay
I don't believe in Santa Clause 
I don't expect any applause
Do away, do away with me and my sinful nature
Do away, do away with the old me - gullible and immature
Depression happiness comes and goes
It's just a snow cloud away...another breeze blows
Obliterate the eustress distress and morph it into joyous gladness 
Don't make me give up and give in to my insanity's madness...gloomy, negative 37 sadness

We are in temporary pain,
Waiting for His healing rain
We are like a terrain-wandering train off its rusty train tracks
Put us back on track and let us carry love and good works on our tireless backs 

Keep this in mind before you get left behind just as Jesus Christ was by many unbelievers -
Never give up and give in to positive radiance from above love, love above
You got this, keep going to and fro in God's road of ever-brewing paradise and it doesn't fall into the lives of sinful lusters  
God is our gentle, loving Father and Shepherd and He has heard our voice and what they speak...of
(He's not self-absorbed, but an incredible Judge that gives credit to the faithful overall) 

Keep pressing on, my dusked Dawn
We welcome the sun, that's what we look upon

Do away with these thots of you
Do away...do away with these thots of you
Do it...do it again...do it again...
Do away with these feelings so true who knew
Do away...come on and do away with all of you
Do away...do away and go astray in the pathway of virtue 
Pathway of narrow virtue
Merry winter day this doomed day of disarray...
I've been a naughty, naughtier than you in dismay
I don't believe in Santa Clause 
I don't expect any applause
Do away, do away with me and my sinful nature
Do away, do away with the old me - gullible and immature
Depression happiness comes and goes
It's just a snow cloud away...another breeze blows
Obliterate the eustress distress and morph it into joyous gladness 
Don't make me give up and give in to my insanity's madness...gloomy, negative 37 sadness

We are trekking this journey together in unison
We are on God's team and we are living the dream of welcoming the sunlit son
Oh God - I heard You during nightfall's calamity
You spoke through me and told me to be free...free from my captivity 
I'm warm and in His blankets of miracle blessings gratefully 
Not cold with my everyday pitiful downfalls...oh so thankfully
Fear Him wholeheartedly
Epic is He who gave us Wisdom, Prosperity and Ecstasy 

Feeling my restless regret
Debt piles up in my mind's eye
He tells me not to worry I bet
Debt is everywhere in every aspect of life - that, I can't deny or that's not even close to a lie

I can't sleep,
I'm a sheepish sheep
Probably asleep with His spirit on my pillow's side
He's my helping hand and my river, a refreshing ride, rapidly...swiftly...flowing side by side 
His Empathy I need
I need a giving heart instead of arrogant, sly greed
My suffering self waits for His healing grace to give me a backtracked bemused Shame without a name to praise 
I pray for peace and prey upon His traits of blissful pleasure and a hidden meaning of thanksgiving and desire from freezing fire ablaze 
Please save me from harming me emotionally 
You did me more good than harm mentally 
Off you trot, you angst and envy that buries me alive
For I am lonely at night in my own numb cranium and that's where I willingly thrive 

Naturally, left to be alone...with no backbone
Eventually, we won't be on our own 

God's speaking - 
Sh, yes, listen!!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015


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