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I stand, utterly hollow and alone.
Staring and wondering if he'll phone.
Why is it he has this hold over me?
Why can't he just leave me be?
One minute, I think I'm over him,
then all those thoughts and feelings begin.
The biggest part of me knows we can't be together,
but then I remember, we vowed it was to last forever.
I think of the name calling, and him being so vile.
Then here comes the happy memories followed by bile.
My throat burns, from the bile and from the pain.
A lump, stuck there as the tears fall like summer rain.
How does one get over the hurt and betrayal?
He's nothing at all like his first portrayal.
I thought he was loving, kind, and an honorable man.
Was his facade all part of some cruel, sinister plan?
How can you ever put your heart out there again?
I can not begin to tell you how heart wrenching its been.
I feel sorry for him, that he has to put me down.
Its the only way he can make himself feel renown.
I just wonder when the pain will start to subside.
I truly don't know how much longer I can stay on this ride.
One part of me still loves him, for I am still his wife.
The other part, can not keep putting myself through the strife.
A husband and wife are expected to go through dissension.
Love shouldn't have to be this hard though, its too much tension.
How do you say good-bye to a man you love and equally hate?
I never thought I would feel the love I have for him abate.
I fear a divorce is in order, as I do not feel he will ever change.
Its not like for the last two years we haven't been estranged.
I wish I could say that I want to wish him all the best.
But I don't since he's left this ragged, raw hole in my chest.
I know that's not the ladylike way to be.
However, you have no idea what he's done to me.
I once tried to see the best in people, and love fierce.
Well, with his coldness, my heart did he pierce.
I can only hope to one day, heal my broken heart.
He should be ashamed, for tearing my faith in love apart.
But I forgive him for all that he has ever done.
You see, it is I who will be the bigger and better one.
I only hope I can one day try my hand again at love.
And I hope its him that I will no longer be thinking of
A man will find one woman. and he will lay the fruit of his labor at the feet of the father and
he will return with the portion given to him by The Most High..and he will gain great joy and
pleasure in adorning this one Queen with this gift from God.
Scriptures reveal the weakness of the meek is the strength of timelessness
I feel the cool wind blow on me and as the strong sturdy oak..and sway and bend to the
rhythm of the wind
Although I stand tall
I bend low
Earth is the Lord and the fullness there of
But I was planted in the garden..and given dominion over all I see
The Metraton kneeled to pay me homage
Not because I’m worthy
but because he loved me so
And I looked and could see the throne prepared for me
and from my inner bone..he molded a mate to be my companion and co-dependant
Some one I could tell of HIS greatness
And she could teach the youth
So his praise shall be in my mouth continually
Every Day the Night replaced..every Night that is revealed by the Day
Opens the seals..so I can know him as my own!
Know HIM as myself…and He will be.
Prophecy. Prophecy!!
Ya understand?
Yes, I will
Written in the Torah as Surah
What was written..Shall be.. ’cause no word shall return to him void
For what echo returns different then how it was sent.
I am the echo of his consciousness… I must return filled with his redemption
With the resurrection…The reward…and revelation
According to the promise of the ages
He provides, you hear?
Come all ye children of God!!... Come out of your foreign ways..And submit to the Keeper of
your soul
No weapon formed can prosper against your sincere trust and faith
Walk and be not afraid... For no Atrocities shall come nigh unto thee
The lamb's blood on the door post...was the sign to pass me over Lord
And it could not snare me
It was I when there was none only my blood can be the sacrifice…only my sin can bring
curse to the world
People can’t you see and know…what is really going on
Who HE is…and who you are destined to be..
Ausar….Obatala… Adonai… Yahweh…El-Elyon…Elohim…Medhanie Alem….Jehovah
'Igzee'abihier, let Jah be praised
Form:
What happened to us?
Now I fear you, hate you, loath you
Really want to kill you
You disgust me
Distract me
Distrust me, hate me
Really want to kill me.
Always forever
Remember forever and ever?
Marriage vows
Exchanged in glee
Baby you and me made three.
Love we made twice a day
Exciting full filling
We both have to say
Time moved on-on we went
kids happened
Deaths, birthdays
Illness, PTA and job promotions.
Travel too much
Yes you did
Warn to much
Yes I did
Now my unhappiness
From you I hid.
Pay our bills
Build that house
Need new cars
And more charge cards.
Love we made
Now once a week
Some hand jobs
But still lots of heat.
On we went, time moved on
How your money I did spent.
My appearance now
did not care
Shorter skirts I would not wear
roots came in
Dull dark grey hair.
All my love
Hot to you
Instead to our child
Ok, I admit its true.
But I remember well
Your mistress tale
This deep pain for me
Never did heal.
Time moved on- on we went
All my love frozen cold
Because you said I’m
Getting to old
Love we made
Once a month
Probably less, its hard to guess.
So divorce papers you did file
I felt free
At first
Many new possibilities!
Thought I, maybe now love
I’ll find
Greater wealth
And peace of mind.
Lies we tell
Around about
Divorce is good
This we should
Therapists and
Friends do too-
Yes divorce
Is right for you!
So time moved on, on we went
And all our money
Our attorneys spent
Love we made
Not once this year
This replaced
With grief and fear
Now I despise you, loath you
Hate you
Midnight plots
Of you to rape you.
Win I will
And win I must
For now I know
What happened to us
Our love was planted
Yet left unattended
Rot to earth
Can’t be mended.
I alone this
Garden tended.
So why of why
Did you fail to tell
No gardener are you
Our love to fell.
Our garden of love
Rot and weeds
Hate, desert
Now you sow
These seeds.
Ironic yes.
I’m afraid it’s true.
Long at last
A gardener
I’ve made of you.
Form:
Seemed as if an perfect day, sunny, not a cloud in the sky. We go to have coffee as usual
and laugh and chat. We carry out with the Saturday duties and of course go shopping. But
when we left the mall, an gang of shots was fired and you fall to the ground. I run to you
and you've been shot and I'm having an hard time looking you in your eyes. I call 9-1-1
but it seems as if they can't come quick enough. As you lay there, looking death in the
eye, your body begins to lose temperature. And i throw my Prada blanket over you, cause at
this moment, nothing matters but you. Guilt seeps in my heart, wishing we would have never
went to the mall, i want to blame myself and take your place. You caress my face and say,
" You know i always wanted to be with you and i feel as if i wasn't good enough. I watched
your heart repeatedly broken and i never had the guts to tell you. Your so beautiful and
everything i want. But everything i can't have." Right after he finish speaking, the
ambulance took him to the hospital. I jumped in my car and attempted to follow but i had a
flat tire.
Weights shifted my shoulders and tears began to fall like the Niagara Falls. At that
moment i officially disliked myself. I walked home and was too shame to even go to the
hospital.
Days later....
He calls me from the hospital, begging to see me and wondering what happened. I drag
myself out of bed and do the best i can't with my outer appearance. Which is pretty hard,
when you haven't slept in three day's, due to pain. I put on sunglasses to hide me bags,
underneath my eyes.
I walk in and he smiles. He's like an cheerful little baby, you can feel his beams of
happiness in the room.
He asks me, why i have on sunglasses and when i pull the off, his voice cracks and tears
fall. He doesn't have to ask what happened because its all in my gestures.
He gets out of the hospital bed and gets on one knee and purposes. And i accept.
Years later, I'm glad we went to the mall, it took all of that, just to see he's the one
I'm suppose to be with.
Copyright by Sabrina Huggins 2009
Form:
On this dreary winter morning I sit on a bench in Central Park. Lost in my own
thoughts of the conversation I had with my ex-wife and her last remarks. I keep asking
myself is it my fault? What did I do wrong? The chilly wind fills my ears with it's endless
song. I shiver slightly and goose bumps crawl along the back of my neck. Her words have
left me an emotional wreck. I pull my leather jacket tighter around my shoulders. I feel it in
my bones this day will get colder.
I've seen several joggers getting in their morning run. That just shows people will
continue their lives never mind the rays of the sun. So many thoughts running through my
head. And I hold the morning newspaper I still haven't read. I contemplate over my life, it's
not always easy, and so-called-friends can be the enemy. Even your spouse living in your
house can betray you with infidelity. That is why my heart is aching like a cavity. Right now
I'm doing my best to hang on to my sanity, but I really want to shout profanity.
I notice an attractive couple hand-n-hand laughing and enjoying a morning stroll; and
for some reason I can't control, I feel a sense of peace glow within my soul. My insecurities
diminish from their dark hellhole. I begin to feel "whole," and suddenly this morning doesn't
seem so cold.
I get up from the bench shaking off the numbness that has set in. A very pretty woman
walks by with her dog and I grin. She notices and smiles back. Wow! A kinda smile that is
only meant for kodak! I watch her walk past me with her dog leading the way. Something
tells me "you better not let this one get away." As I'm listening to my inner voice, she
glances back over her shoulder, and I knew that she too was giving me a choice. Amazing
how just several minutes ago my entire world seemed so dark. I now knew everything was
going to be okay because of this bench in Central Park......
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As I start to arouse from a deep, deep sleep, I am unaware of where I might be.
Slowly my eyes blink awake, but my mind hasn’t yet taken control of me.
My senses are slow to start functioning; I am aware of darkness, yet, flashes of light.
My brain tries to put together the pieces of where and when I went to bed last night.
I am not even sure if, in reality, I can’t move, or if I just haven’t willed myself to do
so yet.
I realize the noise I hear in my head is the sound of pouring rain, and suddenly, it
dawns on me, that I am soaking wet.
Remember. Remember.
What was I doing yesterday?
Sleep embraces me again.
When next I awake, I am not sure how much time has passed;
It could have been hours; or days; or, perhaps, just a second or two.
I am on my back this time.
The rain is pounding on my face, preventing me from opening my eyes.
Then I remember; I was having dinner with you.
Flashing red lights greet my eyes when I force them open through the rain.
“I feel nothing”, I only think to myself as an answer to someone asking,
“Do you feel any pain?”
I was having dinner with you.
The small flashlight being shined into my open eyes by someone kneeling down
beside me recalls the memory of headlights coming at us from a truck going the
wrong way in our lane on the highway.
Now I remember – I turned and looked at you right before going to sleep.
“Where is my wife?”
I am not sure if I said that out loud or just thought it inside my head.
I try to sit up to see if I can find you.
There is that pain he was asking me about.
The lights are turned off again.
I am warm and dry when I awake again.
The sounds of sirens in the rain are replaced by the beep, beep, beep
Of the medical equipment measuring my vital signs.
“Where is my wife?”
I need someone to answer that question before I can decide whether or not to keep
the beeping going so I can see you here again or to drift off to sleep and join you on
a different journey.
“Where is my wife?”
I used to watch sunsets in your eyes. But something changed, I began to catch you in
lies. Don't act like it's strange, and seem surprised. Your tears can't heal my pain. So stop
the theatrics and tell me his name! It's a shame, that a grown successful woman succombs
to playing games.
You think you can destroy me emotionally by your infidelity? What goes around comes
around. You just inherited a new enemy! It's hard to imagine I was sharing my lady with
another man. How could this happen? But life goes on and my heart is strong like Conan!
Love is something I've tried believing, and looks can be deceiving. See, I thought I
settled with you in a comfortable place, but I discovered a devil behind a beautiful face! I
suffered from your deadly embrace, and your lies have left a bitter taste. Once upon a time
I would have sworn you were magnificent! It just blows my mind, that inside you're just
counterfit.
You must be sick in the head, and completely out of your mind. To return from his bed
with palm prints on your behind! I am appalled you don't even try and hide it. The situation
must make you sexually excitied! Do you get pleasure from hurting those in your life? I'm
willing to materialistically sacrifice, to close the curtain on you as my wife!
People ask are you a man or a mouse? Okay - I'll take the TV and you can have the
house. So no more fussin, cussin on who gets what. You can have it all and stick it up your
butt! I will find someone else, that's not an issue; and hell no I won't miss you! I'm out the
door with these nikes on my feet. Call me an athlete, because you're left in the dust! I hope
without me it's misery for you to adjust!
Congratulations, for a short time you caused me pain and misery. And all those people
who told you to S#$t on me, no doubt you'll need them when I get out, so you can wipe your
a$$! You nasty Jezebel with no class!
Roots
A beautiful rare flower
sprung up out of the center
of the desert only to be greeted
by the hostel environment of the scorching sun.
After days and weeks had past!
the brutality of the mighty desert had almost claimed
the very part of the flower that had brought it life.
Frail and dehydrated
the flower found what little strength it could
to call upon its roots.
Give me the strength to push on!
help me to defeat the inner blackness that surrounds me!
and give life to my soul once again.
Help me to breath beauty into my
surroundings
and may the light of the scorching sun
bring purity and protection.
Against all odds!
the flower survived the inner darkness
of the mighty desert.
Through the faith
of its roots and the light that
surrounds it.
The flower is forever Radiant!
L-O-V-E
by Amy Swanson (c) May, 1998
(dedicated to every woman who's ever had one of these!)
Hey now Mr. Satin Sheets, you think you're so fine...
wouldn't give you the time of day, here's the reason why:
You're a womanizer, pulverizer, think you're so sly,
but let me tell you something honey - your heart is like ice.
You try so hard to hide, but it's easy to see,
there's one little word you need to learn... it's L-O-V-E.
Now I don't care how sweet you talk, but honey it's your walk
that would make me come around, and give you my heart,
but lately, what I'm seein' just ain't lookin' too good...
it's evident to me, that your soul is like wood.
You think you've got my number, but you still need the dime;
gotta know for certain boy, you'll never be mine.
You try so hard to hide, but it's easy to see,
there's one little word you need to learn... it's L-O-V-E.
Now, I'll admit, you had me in circles for a little while,
and all it took, was just one look, and a sweet... smile.
But, baby, I've been down this road before;
I took the scenic route... but I'm not taking it anymore!
So baby...
take your velvet talk and groovy lines too....
I ain't playin' anymore, cause it ain't cool.
Said you'd give me the world, all I got was a lie -
You gotta know, there's just some things that money don't buy.
I was looking for love, but instead I found you
It's my opinion honey, you don't have a clue.
You try so hard to hide, but it's easy to see,
there's one little word you need to learn... it's L-O-V-E.
Yeah, you'll be cryin' baby, that's easy to see
til you learn about that little word, L-O-V-E.
go on back to school, learn a few things
don't come back to me.
I have some things I would like to say
Many of you have known me for a couple of years
You have watched me struggle, change and grow
I pretty much share everything about myself
The guilt I carried when I first got here
Was such a burden
I didn’t know how people would take me at first
You have got to admit I’m about as open and honest
As a person can be about themselves
For I wanted to be free of who I was
And I knew the truth would set me free
What I didn’t know is how people would feel about someone like me
And to be honest I expected to be ask to leave
And I must admit as I sit here tonight
That I was surprised at the open acceptance I was given
The love and understanding compassion that I was given
Truly shows what wonderful people that all of you are
I’m so blessed that the Lord led me here
I don’t think I would have made it without all of you
You encouraged me to see the things in myself
That I would have never seen on my own
I was struggling with forgiveness when I got here
And all of you not only forgave me you loved me
And showed me true respect
For the man I was so desperately trying to be
You motivated me to learn
About myself, poetry, life, love and the Lord
Tonight I was talking with my wife
And we were talking about all of you
And she ask me to do her a favor
She asked me to thank all of you for seeing the good in me
And for helping her teach me
To see the good in myself
She asked me to thank you for helping me grow
By giving me examples of the good that resides with-in
And teaching me how to be the man I am for her
There is nothing that my wife ask of me that I won’t do
And I am very proud to do this for her
Because next to the Lord, my wife and our family
You guys sure do hold your place in my heart
We just want to thank you
For the gift of you all