Long Spiral out of control Poems

As I awaken
in the early hours
tossing and turning 
half the night long

I am feeling confused
I am zombie like 
as I slowly I arise 
and get up from my bed

Feeling just like the proverbial bear 
...

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How could it be!? I was sinking deep in sin, choosing a life that was never made for me. 
I grew up in a Christian family, in a household filled with morals, values and we...

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Your eyes on me


Before my eyes, Nine Inch Nails are live;
I am alive when I hear the sounds they make.  
In your eyes, I must be despised,
For not wanting to be the same as...

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Fun and laughter,feelings of a master,
smiling faces,going places
money to burn,things to learn,
lovely flat,lovely home,
safe inside a comfort zone.

Good clothes,good bones,good mobile phones,
feeling sweet ,life complete,
life getting faster, no thaughts of disaster,
a need to get higher,feeling...

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I pretend I'm alright
And put my best stance forward
Wear my brave face
Tryin to be smooth
Just tripped on my shoelace
What's a girl to do

Busted, razed, flat broke
My foot slipped off the pedal and into the spoke
Out...

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I married a man too early in life
and wasn’t prepared to be a good wife.
I believed he loved me and things would be fine.
My love for him would grow over time. 
The years passing by...

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Sounds of fear ring out of control 
in a world of many stolen souls.
I have no hold, no choice, 
no sense of remorse to feel the lives I've stole.
My cold steel avenging lives once yours...

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Solo and Ensemble contest was this Saturday
And I was asked not to go
My youngest daughter had a part
She sang her pretty songs.
My pickle is the bitterness in my heart I hold
Is more or less a...

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He loved you too, you know
Loved you like his very own
In away you were
You came into his life as my friend
Through the years you grew to be my brother in arms 
Along the way you...

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They say you can’t remember pain, but every time I hear your name, I can’t breathe, someone help me.
The memories won’t leave me alone, I’m beginning to spiral out of control.
It’s all too much the...

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Everything starts in our head

The possibilities never end

When thoughts mix with emotions

That's when they start to bend

Most times it starts out good

But ends with what we crave

Our thoughts spiral out of control

We're lucky we're not...

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Boiling the kettle making a drink
Standing alone with time to think
Dishes to clean floor to brush
Where do I start I need a push

Pull yourself together and tackle the mess
Dig out those marigolds and get rid...

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I see you
Sad and blue
So lonely
I feel your pain

Everything is so complicated for you
Nothing is straightforward or ever simple
You’re lost in a maze of your own doing
I desperately want to help chisel away
All the excesses...

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Can I love and will I ever feel want,
Smooth skin, soft with a perfect line.
I stand in the castle upon a sheer hill,
The castle of my own confine.

It’s a chilling reflection on water at night,
From...

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Your absence is my heartbreak
Without you, my life seems to 
spiral out of control.
I seek a path that can free me
to no avail
How can I let go if you continue
to live inside of me.

How am...

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the wrong end of the stick was got,
it did not take an awful lot,
the words that were misunderstood,
how could she get it wrong, many would,
completely got this one wrong,
the beginnings of an ugly song,
that would...

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Wings of hope fly not to high 
Oh brightened wings of hope
When far above the mist you fly 
Onto the mountain slope
For a storm may blow with violence 
And fill your breast with fear
When originally...

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