Coasting

I pretend I'm alright
And put my best stance forward
Wear my brave face
Tryin to be smooth
Just tripped on my shoelace
What's a girl to do

Busted, razed, flat broke
My foot slipped off the pedal and into the spoke
Out of focus, idling, coasting on fumes
Myyyyy, mmmm, my oh my
Must retreat to my bedroom
For slumber; ugh - that noxious perfume
I sprayed on today
In the department store
I don't need to tell you
It reeks
That's a big pee you 

Oh my
My plan has gone awry
I try to write
After listening to Vile
He inspires me
Perspiring
Thinking bout how to
Ink brilliance
Such as he
Slamming on the brakes
My leg itches
Ya damn flea

Bravado and all
I seem to fall
I spiral out of control
Resilience reels me back in

I'm a bouncy, buoyant, headstrong girl
Go ahead and believe what you want
Self deprecation is my defense mechanism

Keep playing
those cards close to your vest
You're bluffing fool
I know this by now

Prevaricator is a might big word
For liar
As you try to set the world on fire

I see you race away
And turn my head
Pretending not to see
When you visibly disgust me

You're not proving anything
With your ostentatious
Obnoxiously awesome self

Annnnnything
I ain't seen before
And won't soon forget
I'm a rhyming
tonight
Maybe filled with fright
Or could it be boredom
Delirious laughter

G'night
Sleep and clarity are what I desire
Slough off this crap

I know it's beyond time for a nap
My RPM is slowing
My aching for REM is growing

Copyright June 17, 2023 Lori Steindorf
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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