Long Relapses Poems

You ask how I really am when you damn well know,
My world is crumbling right now.
But I'll be fine,
Just give it some time,
Just take it one day at a time.
This isn't the first time,
Nor will...

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I can't seem to hear the dial on this broken telephone, 
staring back at the brick walls in this greco home, 
The tone becomes ominous the further i progress,
the depths of a broken soul from...

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my lottery
gentlemen need loaves bread
others wishes to be civilized
i myself wishe ur deployed
                      ...

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I need you in my arms
I need you by my side
I will cause you no harm
Understand my pain
"Only in this lifetime"

Along this path 
I was absorbed through misery
I became known as 
What you all call...

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Without malice nor forth-thought,
     no wide dee what aye will write
and thus would gladly take suggestions,
     hence coon sitter this

     manifesting poetic effort...

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TIME
TIME
TIME

 

Time again; Time again and again; Time the sigil of violence, Time begets silence

 

TIME: 'twas the word was spoken

TIME: the line that has ended

TIME: the separatist guerrilla

TIME: the racking of gaunt mind, spuming...

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You’re so hard on me
You don’t see the good that I have done
You’re ashamed of me, I see
And you don’t acknowledge that I’m your son

Maybe, tomorrow, you’ll see me in another light
And apologize for making...

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I never should have left.
I belong here.
This is my home.
When I left,
I left you in the dark,
In the unknown.
I left you behind and alone.
I caused devastation,
I thought it would lessen the burden, 
I hoped it...

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Going my way
02/09/2018

I’ve always known better than others,
I smirk to myself in the corner.
Of a meeting of like minded souls,
But one which I think kinda smothers.

Follow these steps to be like us,
It’s the one and...

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Eulogy

	                             Old is my aging mind
	 ...

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I'm still fiending
i'm sitting in a dark room
1 window
wrapped in a blanket, staring at the moon
it hurts my eyes
makes me bleed tears
I meditate on the feelin' you've instilled in my life
just once I felt everything...

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Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his words
Killing me softly and it hurts
Killing me softly So come home

Momentary relapses down memory lane
got me singing songs like "i'm going down" to erase the...

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Addictive poetry


I suddenly wake up and it's midnight,
And my heart is still at the poetry site,
Quietly get up and look for my mail,
And then into drafts and notes I trail,

Words and sentences my passion,
Traverse my...

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People were 
Disconnected 
From the flow of 
Years gone by. 
Nothing is reflected. 

The tower of this land 
Collapses, 
Leaving nothing left in it’s place, 
It’s gone now, 
Time relapses. 

This body is 
Frayed and...

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like some junkie
on the side of the road
hiding in the shadows
alone in the cold
i suspire the same

momentary
relapses 
cravings
solitary
weakness
pleas on my knees

downcast eyes
swelling
with the voids
of life
in trails
of droplets
falling
off tips

too weak
in mind
body
spirit
to push
the needle
in

the weight
of thoughts
beneath
the sighs
of...

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