Long Absences Poems

Fundamentalists compete with and through struggling evolution
as Transitionalists would further peaceful revolutions.

Fundamentalism:
A patriarchal-historical view
rooted in interpretation of sacred scripture
written by nondual co-arising NatureSpirits
dipolar appositionally rooted
of and for regenerative naturehealth = spiritwealth,
that would err on the...

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Memories of My Parents

Memories of my father
Bring forth the autumn walks.
Shades of nature on the crunchy leaves
At the man-made lake down the hill
From the little white house
With the green picket fence,
Which our large family lived...

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To find enchanting integrity,
She transparently confronts her disenchantments
with present and past toxic flow,
disempowering absences of synergetic experience,
like rape and enslavement and aggressive commodification,
disharmonic songs
without time and space
for proper therapeutic dance,
desecrating liturgies of everyday.

Disenchantment
unveils what and...

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In the quiet of a small room,
she learned to hide behind walls,
her mother’s voice, a storm,
thunderous with anger,
cutting deep like winter winds,
chill casting shadows on her soft skin—
a fragile flower buried in heavy snow.

Each morning...

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Written: September 18, 2023
Unwritten Absence Poetry Contest              Sponsored by: Ink Empress
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In the absence of ink—in a nexus of poetic dreams,
Anathematized by disconsolate...

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In the Winter of Night of Darkness -
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I do not ask You for light, O Lord,
but for the shadow that remembers it once was light,
that darkness with memory,
trembling in the corners of being
like a wounded golden memory.

I do not ask for forgiveness
but...

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She sits on a street corner with a teardrop in her eye
Wishing she were in the cars of the people driving by
Her mother left with some john about two months ago
The man with the eviction...

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She thought I loved her for the texture of her hair 
Yes, but I also loved her for her flair 
We thought that our love will always float in the air 
We were sure, and...

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The Gate
Story by  and character by Tyrone Estevez

You never know what’s out there lurking and escaping on the other side of the gate I remember when I was 11 I had a friend name...

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The Open door (My life’s Maze day)

Yesterday I painted my dream with the colors of the earth
like many I was afraid of the unknown’ land of dreamers’
The walls of doubt surrounded my thoughts
But to kill...

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Rage… that’s all have now,
The loss of what could have been, 
And the youth that will be affected.

Memories fragmented, pieced together…
By an imperfect mind
Information from others,
Filling gaps…

Misery is all I have now.
The loss of what...

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My Papa's a "Rockstar" but I never saw his show,
     yet people sure would stare at us wherever we would go.
He was the world to me for him my eyes shone...

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Dearest Adrian, do you know the ache,
The way you left my heart, a shattered flake?
Each tear I cried, a river flowing deep,
For in your silence, I lost the will to sleep.  

You were the...

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Where are you going, my Little Ones?
        Oh, my precious, dear Little Ones ...
            do not dishearten...

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You brought me here without telling me why,
to a world where even light bleeds,
and darkness is just another way of asking.
I, a wanderer among fragments of extinguished stars,
search for Your face in every crack of...

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He promised me the moon and stars
All the love I could ever hope to know
He knew the way to reach into my heart
With a oath that he would always be there

I was filled with joy...

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I wonder sometimes if longing 
is no more or less than misplaced belonging,
on my list of absences
that are more honestly presences
we have deferred owning right now,
you and I,
Left with Right,
without even knowing this absence from...

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Choices
 
In the beginning,
  His representative greeted me
  His intentions intrigued me
    His senses consumed me
  My associate did not mind  
  My goals were far behind
...

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Tentacles of feelings dig in my heart
I feel them still now we're apart
I hoped this would help cease all the pain
But I feel them still all over again
Trying to let go and cut these ties
Its...

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We must run up all our credit cards
Spending real money has become much too hard
And we must play the stock market
Trading happiness for lies
Believe not in all those politicians who are promising us peace
This peace...

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He saw several loving what they heard and it bothered him.
They were dancing and having a grand ole
thyme. People clapping, dancing, getting along and singing along with the music.
It bothered him , I mean it...

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I guess when I’m sad 
I get stuck
I waste time thinking like a sitting duck
Then I quickly and effortlessly get everything done, plus one 
Perfection is still a mystery of illusion
I hold as mine
It's an...

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Turn Back The Clock

Six months have now passed since I learned of your death
Still grapple with the reality that you no longer draw breath

Taking your own life left me feeling bewildered and shocked
If I could...

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Song by Forro Cedez and 
Arriere Assai and Composed by
Ausdruck Zu Lieblich
of Jingle Dheeze Music Fame LLC
a Soothing Music Company



In the absences of choice
I raise my voice
I kneal to proclaim
asking you this
the only one on...

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