I Do Not Know Poems

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There was a time I knew nothing about rhyme, in a place with drugs and crime and I was crawling through the grime. Like looking through a kaleidoscope cause my only friends were alcohol and dope, I was on an...Read More

A drop in the ocean,
gas on the fire,
perfume on the breeze,
sunset on the horizon.
You're here for all of them,
sharing body heat between us,
sharing sob stories.
You're the friend I always needed.
The soul mate I never believed in.
When I'm going under,
I see...Read More

As young as she was left in the dark alone and scared and left out 

She found a light to guide her way,

As cold as it was that day she was young not understanding

She found a light to guide her...Read More

Have you ever felt like you needed to talk to someone?
Someone whom you could open the closet to and unveil the skeletons that you have been hiding
Someone who you could connect to soul to soul
Someone who would never get enough...Read More

The silver lining soundly sewn
Look into the skies 
too worlds unknown
           **softly gaze**
This will amaze!
In the airs sparkles play
Scintillation, effervescence
Within you is that essence 
Concrescence cool flame
   ...Read More

Voices cloud my head talking over one another, hermetic scales of illusion are composing still here, there and over there but then I needed saving, I yell aloud but no one comes but I get stares and vindictiveness so I've...Read More

Poetry comes and flows beautifully,
beautiful Iike the sun setting 
beautiful like the sun coming up
beautiful like the dawn of dusk
setting with the background pink with purple rays across the horizon streaking across the sky
strong, beautiful and unique
I am like my...Read More

Men are commonly known for being a protective and prideful shield over their women, but not all men are the same and their attitudes in a relationship or towards their partners differ greatly. Some men can trust their women with...Read More

You opened up to her, 
And let her walk in the door. 
Promised you’d never hurt me,
But I’m more broken than before. 

A simple ‘I’m sorry, I ed up’
And I’m expected to forget. 
Nevermind your lying,
As you continue with no...Read More

Falling in love,
To falling apart. 
Always ending up, 
Back at the start. 
I’ll face the window,
You face the wall.
When pride is strong,
Apart we will fall. 
Falling out of love, 
Two hearts on the ground. 
Still we get back up, 
To...Read More

She lays awake on tear stained pillows. 
He says you know I love you right?
His words don’t sound the same, 
His apology insincere tonight. 
Lost in her thoughts again, 
It’s back to fight or flight. 
The laughs have expired, 
With...Read More

An unknown place that filled my empty place with temptation and desires just waiting to be foretold. 
Land of dreamers I may have roamed yet lost and eager to find. I look around and see Ray's of sunshine peeking through...Read More

The bite of triumph
Truth declared thoroughly
Through those choco-cocoa chunks
Thank you for this beautiful day
I am longing for silence
I hope my days improve
Through your constance...Read More

Tones blare
Heart pounds
Prayers sent
Station bound

Turnouts on
Nomax too
Helmet, gloves
And rubber boots

18-15
That is me
Sirens sing
Engine gleams

Airpack on
Arrive on scene
Cars on fire
Patients scream

Hoses pulled
Scene assessed
Flames put out
Jaws of life spread

Patient care
EMS on scene
Life-flight inbound
Punctured spleen

Patient gone
Hospital bound
Head back home
Til next time around

2/19/2020
...Read More

i walked in
through the
open double

doors 

and heard 
a disembodied
voice ask what can

i do

you for
as car
hoods

were

left open
as mouths
at a dentists

and

other cars
were on lifts
being examined

letting out

bodily fluids as if
a proctologist
snapping off

her gloves

speaks saying
let it all run out
then after we will

refill

but i at...Read More

i'm not sure
how pain
killers
work

how do they
when swallowed
know where to follow
the quickest path to just that

that very spot
other then 
being dis
tracted

by finger joint
pains and only
lower back pain
but how do they

really
know
that
it's

my
heart
that is
broken...Read More

i find
myself
waking
crying

i find
myself
lost and
feel the

weight
of dying
why i
can't

move
even
more
makes

me think
of you in
a night
sweat

regretting
that you
can't
move

either...Read More

i start to hear
the nervous
tapping of
rain fingers
on the roof
above me

thinking
the world
must be
stressed
to cause
such a

thing but then
the ozone has
a hole in its 
head and
not self
inflicted

no one believes
in climate change
and mistakingly
names it global
warmer so don't
bother or worry

but here it is
february and
instead of
soft...Read More

my feet are on
the floor as
the plane
rolls

down the run
way and at
some point
a feeling

of giving way
let's me lift
off of the
ground

now i'm
looking
down
on

clouds...Read More

putting my
backpack 
back on 
my back
takes me
back to
days
past

i can't re
tire because
i've never been
tired of this kind
of living which 
always gives
me not a
feeling

of a rush
but one of
slowing down
the pace and
knowing that
somehow i've
been here
before

life of
a once
i was
told i
was
an
old
soul
...Read More

A twinkle within the polluted luminous starry sky reflecting a single star dangling of like on a skyscraper caused my eye to attract thee,
heaviness and relief fell with my eye slowly as I inhaled looking back at you due to...Read More

My father says

I'm soft.

Too sensitive and my skin is too thin
Whether to keep out or hold in
I'm not sure. 

I'm soft.

My stomach is well lined
Practically bursting at the seams

I'm soft.

My being soft makes you softer
You being soft makes me softer
Practically...Read More

Ants crawling on the dashboard
You're a little much for me

i am, i am, i am.

Cars passing on the highway
I don't know how much further I can run

i am, i am, i am.

Sun falling on the horizon
I'm trying my hardest, baby
It's...Read More

She has everything you don't.
(we never had what they have)

Sleep is more important than me?
(it's 1 am & you're not my lover)

Why ask if you weren't interested?
(my father was missing & politeness)

I'm tired of trying. 
(interesting role reversal)...Read More