Depression Chasing Poems

I want to cry. I long to smile. 
Some feeling to wash over me for a while. 
Scrolling, relentlessly with my thumb. 
Every other part...

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I've tried a million times to reach the same stage
Facing the same lights 
Burning at the same pace

Whatever was left of me, got designated to...

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Always searching for another reason to feel guilty. 

Because there is some strange fear of feeling comforted. 
 
More struggles I wish to confess…

But never...

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Dangerous, violent, aggressive the storm;
Stuck out in the cold, seeking out somewhere warm.
I've drug my two feet through the rock and the mud;
Thought it couldn't...

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I want to see you smile,
Just like you did that day.
The light that had shone from your eyes,
Wish it hadn't gone away.
To see you laugh...

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I’m chasing ghosts.  You probably think I’m crazy, but you don’t know me.   I know me.  Like the inside of a...

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And who am I?
Am just another man with another name
With dreams bigger than his height
Hopping for the best
Trying harder to keep the faith
But fire rains...

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Chasing a rainbow 



Craving for respite in torrid weather, 
Some rain that could tranquil drought;
Memorising festal times revered together,
Wondrous moments of numero uno brought.

Nothing could...

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I spent so long chasing scars so I'd have more pain to write about
I needed new scars so I had more pain to fight out
It's...

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Georg Cantor. Chasing infinity. I must!

He was a very lonely man
Tortured by desire to understand
The world and the God’s mind 
Like a fearless seasoned sailor...

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Fragile hearts need time to heal
from an emotional fall.
For fragmented feelings feel
like you've no feelings at all.

Pining for forgotten times,
you neglect your broken heart.
And as...

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Who am I really
A complicated soul
Sinking in the mire and madness
The unrelenting sadness
No escape, no silver lining
No saviour coming
With armor shining
The spinning cog in the...

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Memories, once they're stirred,
are often bittersweet.
For lovers, break their word,
playing games of deceit.

Although your heart's in pain,
fate forces you to smile.
But pretense is in vain,
and...

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We could have been real close you know 
If you'd given me one chance.
I wanted to share so much with you
Most of all, to be...

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Depression wasn’t that a period of time?
Chased away with each clocks chime...
To chase the dreaded blues away
Go and buy a can-of yellow paint spray.

A glass...

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