Chasing Zeros

Who am I really
A complicated soul
Sinking in the mire and madness
The unrelenting sadness
No escape, no silver lining
No saviour coming
With armor shining
The spinning cog in the attic
Screeches to a halt
Burning up precious memories
Once saved in the vault
My dead eyes stare for hours 
At the dead wilting flowers
Saved for the lover who never arrived
And here I am alone
Just a complicated soul
So deep in this hole
I scream at my mirror to make my image 
Run away
But it just snickers at me
Says it's here to stay   
Mockingly raises his glass
Here's to the hollow man
To the hero chasing zeros.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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January 6, 2016 at 11:01 PM
Carl, this is a depressing write. To see others and feel as empty. At one time, I had all kinds of doubts about life, every flower was dead and gone. I was chasing nothing, the way you describe above. Your words above are deep, I'm not going to lie to you. I love the write above. The imagery's dark and gray. The way I like my poems... Sending hugs my friend... LINDA
Fraser Avatar
January 7, 2016 at 12:03 AM
I thank you for your comments Linda. I'm glad you understand. Nothing speaks louder than the truth wether it hurts or not. I always love you dropping by.Carl
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January 6, 2016 at 1:55 PM
Loved it...especially the conclusion :)
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January 6, 2016 at 12:33 PM
carl, nice to read you again..deep sentiments and reflection make this fine work ever graceful..huggs
Fraser Avatar
January 6, 2016 at 1:10 PM
Thank you Nett. No fun in the dark place. I appreciate your stopping by.Carl
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