Best Sided Poems
How do you give solace to a girl with a broken heart
when your heart has not yet mended from her falling in love with him?
How do you answer her questions for advice
when you know the best advice to give further damages your chance?
How do you lend a shoulder for her to cry on
when your entire body aches to embrace her lovingly?
How do you listen to her plans for making up
when you wish your friendship could be replaced by romance?
Silently, you suffer the torture of one-sided love.
Stoically, you pretend to be happy as her friend.
Selflessly, you let her go when you desperately want her to stay.
Stupidly, you swallow those three words you want to say.
You try convincing yourself you are happy by her happiness,
even though her happiness with another makes you depressingly sad.
You wear the mask of a brother-like relative
even though the jealously is driving you mad.
To leave her far behind would mean your freedom and your end.
Never to know her as a lover, you will suffer lonely as a friend.
she makes my heart quiver
she understands me more
at the mention of her name my body did shiver
but my feelings is developing into a deep sore
she wants me not,i'm not her type
she's far richer and cute
i use facebook,she uses skype
at the sight of her,i become mute
i told her how i felt
she laughed and discarded it as a joke
i hope that she would soon melt
even if i'm rich or broke
this piece i write from my heart
with the hope and humility of a dove
and i pray we would come together never to depart
and put an end to this one sided love
One Sided Love...
Her dazzling saccharine smile...
Her tremendously appealing hairstyle...
Her varicoloured melodious voice...
Her serene coruscating eyes...
Oh, this excruciating one-sided love
When will it be a felicitous two-sided love?
One-sided love is sore and two-sided love is treacly
Just you know, one-sided love is not ugly
Do you have any idea how thrilling it is here?
Pretending like the sky and sea is crystal clear
While the clouds and waves are always in rage
The heart that forever remains mystery like Stonehenge
Have you slept with this atypical feeling on your face?
Being the cushy grass beneath her gentle paces
Being her true-blue shadow when she's striding lonely
Being her hyaline-like tears when she's crying sadly
Have you ever thought of the benefits?
This innocent feeling will never cease to exist
Gratify each other's desire, the end of two-sided love
Awaiting her one cherished smile, the fun of one-sided love
Wondering how to survive this thunder strikes?
There is no rose in this world without incisive spikes
For you, maybe its like a pathetic worthless war
For us, its a struggle severer than star wars
Whats a love without a forfeit?
One-sided Love is a love without deceit
You don't need to prove it with a receipt
You can always be in conceit!
I put you on a pedestal;
You take me down a notch.
I love you with an aching heart,
You know it never stops.
You are my one my only,
You probably have a few.
Well, today, I think I’ll say
I really don’t need you.
Emotions numb, I've come undone a long time ago.
In a trance, this is a second chance it's all I know
I've got to make it this time, keep my feelings blind
turn off my heart and listen to my mind.
Mountains weren't made for climbing with string
I've got to have strength to reach my everything
Close doors on dreaming make things happen
Set sail to the oceans becoming the captain...
what about me says the little voice inside my soul,
the free spirit I've buried in the suppressive dark hole,
chemical passivity blocking the energy
staring at the mirror just wanting to be me
I'm a clown with a fake upside frown
changing the ground so I won't let you down
But what about me! what about me!
Validation of my frustration
This is the situation, product of generation
I'm not a robot, someone you forgot,
Pills sedated, I f*king hate it
retching repeat I need to break it.
I can't be a stupid drone
who cares if I'm alone
I'm not the enemy I just want to be me
Break it! Break it!
But what if there's better on the side,
what if I can make if I tried.
teeter on the edge, a thin ledge,
I'm falling! falling!
where ever I will land, that is where I will stand.
for now I'll keep falling, falling.
seeing from the outside of your story, hearing the words you use,
only knowing what you tell me, only seeing your point of view,
the hearts exaggeration without acknowledging our part,
you know, the part of the story from the others view, and how your words affected their heart,
this is the part where it gets twisted and influences the outsiders view,
because they don't know the other person, they only just know you,
i've seen the selling argument that wants you to sympathize,
please justify these feelings, understand me, and take my side,
i can't stand standing in the middle when it wasn't my experience with you,
i will erase in my mind what you told me, and start out with you brand new,
where your heart was at in that moment is not where it is now,
your in a different time and place, with new experiences to be found,
shift your concentration and live your life to be,
experience new experiences.....experience them with me.
I can still hear you calling my name.
but... I can hear you with both ears now
One side calling me telling me you would always still be here for me if I just give in and the other side is telling me I can have all my interment desires that I crave so much for but...
I know both are one
I decided along time ago I would put a leash on myself with no other intention but to find the one who would be able to take it off and replace it with something more precious.
I remember when I gave into the one that was there for me when I was down. I could and would find the other that I desired and... now I do not want either if that means given up my soul.
So I will wait patiently for what I truly desire
With all my Love waiting
blind
sided
our sweetheart
Sandra Bullock
credits others, humbly accepts Oscar
throws kisses to her husband from the stage
cheater revealed
days later
lonely
star
*Entry for Chris’s Double the Fun Tetractys contest
(Bullock won the Oscar for her performance in "The Blind Side.")
Life unfurls with timely elegance.
Attractive blooms herald the branches revival.
Flowers bear fruit for sustenance.
Soak your eyes in the exultation of the universe.
Behold the glory of this creation.
We will reap the order of the sun,
and glory in this garden,
where the nectar of life we will own.
I have inhaled the ether of Heaven!
Illusions I must not drink.
Our source of warmth will someday expire.
Long term survival of the fit is futile.
The dust of this race will float,
in the perpetual frost of the aftermath.
All life, knowledge, and perception will sleep.
This clump of world will disperse,
throughout the endless chill of space.
I have inhaled the smoke of Hades!
. What a fool I am
Clinging to a broken dream
That can never be the same
Coming all this way
Thinking I could change your mind
Oh! so true that love is blind
Sitting here alone
Starring at an empty chair
That throws the truth in my face
It hurts! To love you
So I’ll board the morning train
And forget you once again.
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Written: October 9th, 2009
For: Brian Strand’s Imagine Contest
Inspired by: Edward Hopper’s Painting: ‘AUTOMAT’.
1st Place
There are two sides to a story,
A truth and a lie;
I will perish no religion,
What shall come ahead,
I will fight hard to survive;
I would make a secret potion,
That I have brewed in my mind;
It is a wild poison,
That I shall drink every night;
I know it isn't random,
For some spark to ignite;
The power of one sided love,
Shall jubilate the night sky.
I will pray at the church,
I would want him to be mine;
The feeling of contentment,
To look at him;
Standing on the street,
Flawlessly fine;
A blessing from the Heaven,
The brightest star in the sky;
I could be in denial,
I know it's surreal,
To want him by my side;
I could be selfless,
For the love that shall invoke,
Some sense into my mind;
Giving life to this body,
Through emotions that are divine;
I could beg for his mercy,
I am done with the crying;
A liberation from this Hell;
A rescue from this plight;
But the saga of one sided love,
Has defeated the repentance of time;
I wouldn't mind shedding a few tears,
The hail and the rain,
Shall pour altogether,
The thunder would rise;
But he would be the calmness,
Pertaining in the wild;
It might be dangerous,
To veil the thunder,
I would not be a coward,
Hiding in disguise.
It is satisfactory,
To watch him breathe the air;
I would want to be the reason he smiles,
How could someone be so beautiful;
Enchanted and alive?
A glimpse of the Universe,
In those captivating eyes;
I would need an antidote,
To escape it for a while;
The magic of one sided love,
I wouldn't dare to try.
I could keep creating,
Prose to describe;
How we fit together,
Our spirits intertwined;
The heartache shall be my renaissance,
The lust and desire;
Every last ounce of hope is a sin,
A toxin in my vein;
That would cripple my heart into pieces,
To gently remind;
The saga of one sided love,
Has always been unkind.
You all say I'm the devil,
But he says I'm a saint,
You all say that he loves me,
For something that i ain't
You all say I'm a nuisance,
Even lower than a weed,
But he says that I'm everything,
That he will ever need
He says that I am beautiful,
Even better than Cinderella,
But you say "Get your eyes checked mate,"
"Feel sorry for you fella"
He says that I am kind,
Even to the paparazzi,
But you all say that I am mean,
Three times worser than the Nazi
He promised me his everything,
His life, his heart, his all,
But what have you guys done for me?
You've tripped and made me fall
But I think that i should thank you,
Because in the end,
You've taught me how to be myself
And not to just pretend
I wish I knew which man you are, at times when you are here, cause if I knew which one you were, I'd stay or disappear.
At times you show me that you care with all the love you hold, but then out comes this rage of fear, that's evil and it's cold.
If you rid the angry man, I'm sure that you will find, and honest man that's always true, the one that once was mine.
An angry man is full of hate and lives a life of sin, he likes to hurt and cause you pain no matter if it's kin.
An honest man is full of love and lives his life for you, and he will give you everything to help to see you through.
Do you know which man you are, the one this poem is for, see I still hold my love for you, but different than before.
I want you now to look inside and join your heart and soul, once that you can feel them both, you'll fill that angry hole.
That is when you'll feel Gods Love, you'll trust yourself within, and God will help the honest man, to live his life again.
I know you read the word's I wrote, someday I hope you see, this poem was wrote with both our love, to you, from God and me.
Such beauty that I see in you,
white feathers gleam in misty dew.
Above the water’s sparkling edge,
I see you stand amongst the sedge.
You think that I don’t see you there
and sway like reeds in open air.
Your heart I wish for us to share,
I know inside you really care.
Please let this be a loving start
and never more to be apart,
the feelings that we both could share,
much more than just a love affair.
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I see you swim beneath the wave,
my life I know that you will save.
Now quick I reach for you and then
it’s down my throat it’s you I’ll send.
11/08/2017
Love that I had & have,
Doesn't seem to fade soon.
The violin that plays in my heart,
This string never does it untune.
Your one glance at me,
In every way, lights up my world.
Your glance if lasts more than two seconds,
Ah! Spellbound I be!
I sway, I dance, my eyes glitter
& I pass my days dreaming,
To be in your arms.
In la-la land, myself I tend to see.
Questioning my one sided love,
Is no more pleasurable.
Now I rather notice and live,
The power of this emotion,
Which sure is immeasurable.
This love is sure loyal,
None can betray it,
Not even thee.
This love is mine,
None can take it,
Or outshine.
I say it again & again that,
I love thee & that I do!
It doesn't die,
Even if you show me days so blue.
With each passing year,
This love adds a brand new hue,
To one day form a rainbow,
For you to cause a remembrance,
Of pure love & a girl,
Who was madly in love,
Despite knowing the odds
& that it can never make do!