Best Sadhope Poems
If I had the words to speak of a new beginning,
I would crawl inside that inspiration and cry the tears that elude me,
I sometimes wonder if my daughter will know the horror of a soul that won’t cry,
I hope not, I hope she knows nothing but sadness and joy,
I once dreamed of a Christmas morning adorned with all of my friends and family laughing
to the sounds of Earth, Wind, and Fire.
And soon that may come.
But now, I see dreams just beyond my reach,
And hopes that look impossible,
This sorrow is a wondrous antidote to the horror of my refracted consciousness screaming
that I am hell bound,
For I may never know the joy of dreams fulfilled,
But in the meantime, I feel God’s tears pitter patting on my window sill,
And I leave my window open, so that he knows I’m listening.
Extreme pain and agony consumes me,
this state I'm in will soon ruin me;
though I want to live a long healthy life,
I may not make it through the night.
The pressure constantly builds inside,
upon my face lies dried tears from my silent cries;
though I pray for things to be alright,
I may not make it through the night.
They say surgery is the answer,
or medicine is the cure;
somehow I know it's not that simple,
to end this will take much more.
The fear is overwhelming,
when the time comes there's no place to hide.
I hope that I've accomplished,
all that I've had in mind.
I hope I've lived my life to the fullest,
loved with all my heart,
and made things right;
if I don't make it through the night.
Darkness
Darkness of an uncaring universe
Cold and endless without a single sphere of light
Total silence that rips through unheard noises
It is truly a world of darkness and nothingness
There is nothing to hear
Beings of thought long ago died away without uttering their final words
Nothing to say
Mouths have been sealed shut from an eternity of apathy
No reason to be
Life that needed the light of hope could never bear the dark
The laws of existence are unknown and unwelcome
Thoughts drift through a million miles of nothingness
Alone and never discovered they are lost to time
Even dreams, the ideas of Heaven cannot survive
They wither and die in the grip of fear
Never given the chance to grow and become a new reality
The only thing is the darkness and all of the loss it causes
With no escape and no hope of survival
It is better to accept what fate the gods have decreed
Suffer the darkness of the universe until the end of time
If it ever comes
Today is not a very good day.There has been a lot
of things that have happened in the past few years.
We have had tragedies and troubles.It has been very
hard on all of us.All of us are blaming each other for
what is happening.I know we all have different ways of
coping with things and we don't always do well trying.
I do know that I have caused a lot of stress around
here but I am not the only one.I'm just trying to do my
best to make the right choices and deal with one thing
at a time.I have had my share of trying to do the right
thing and it has been no walk in the park let me tell you.
Anyhow,I am tired.I can't keep going like this any more.
You can call me a coward or whatever you want because
you have a right to your opinion.This is the way that I
want to deal with it.I'm sorry to each of you that feel like
I did them wrong because I sure didn't do it on purpose.
I only did what I thought was right.I don't know what it's
like in the after life but I hope it's peaceful.I love you all
very much and I really hope you believe that.It is none
of your faults.Please be strong for each other after I am
gone.I know that you will all be ok.I will be watching over
you everyday.GOODBYE.
COLLEEN MARIE BONO
Beneath this gloomy sky, I can feel the warmth of that shy sun hiding between the clouds,
while sick breezes of hope ached the loneliness the dwells in the heart, mercilessly
burned the only memory that’s left of tomorrow, and I .. I was just trying to smell the
air of the eclipsed dawn, trying to breathe what is remained to breathe till I cross the
finish line.
And a touch of grief brought tears to the eye, seeing the life that had been shrouded in
somewhere else, oh, what have I missed! What have I missed in this cruel land!
So many joys I saw that never were mine, so many pains that bruised my nights, yet I never
thought they will be mine, and still I yearn for a life I believe exists in somewhere we
don’t know.
And so I closed my eyes beneath the wings of night, departing away, forsaking my deluded
dreams, burying my soul with the ashes of love and life, with all the dust of what is left
behind, sleeping silently as if no one will ever know that I was here in somewhere they
don’t really know.
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Whoever said two wrongs don't make a right,
Has never truly said goodbye.
To cut all ties let hope reside.
Tell the truth -
There's no longer need to lie.
Crash and burn,
I pray death comes slow.
And in the end I hope your alone.
No one there to hear your last moan.
And I hope,
you wonder
What if.
As
you die -
Alone.
The cloud was thick and dark.
The rainbow has refused to come up in the sky
The sun of all would not even shine anymore.
There are no traces of a star in the sky.
Suddenly, like an angel, she appeared from
amidst the thickness of the clouds, she came forth
bringing with her the rays of hope and faith and joy.
Little did I know this hope wasn't going to last.
If I had knew, would I have built a beautiful world around you?
Would I have made you the pillar of my strength and joy?
Would I have allowed myself to be carried away,
If I knew it was going to be short-lived?
I fell for the deceit of assurance over again.
Then I realize how painful it is to see those we truly love
walk out of our lives.
There ain't anything as painful as it, but you know,
What pains the most is when they make us believe they love us
when in the real sense of it, they don't!
The dark merlot stains my lips blood-red
Casting me in a vampire light
The bottle sits half empty by my elbow
As silent and motionless as I
We keep each other company, the bottle and me
Two cynical sentinels keeping watch over the shadows of night
Passing the endless minutes between the witching hour and dawn
I am the only soul alive
Or so it seems
My heartbeat keeps time
An errant scudding watch piece
The blood flows sluggishly through my veins
No, not blood
A distilled mixture of regret and impotent frustration
My life has been a farce
A series of cruel jokes played upon me
By some Puckish divinity
Hurdle after hurdle has been erected in my path
Wall after wall has loomed before me
Against which I slammed my aching head
Beating out my brains with no hope of reward
Or comfort
With no respite from the arduous grind
Struggling, always struggling
That is the story of my life
Striving in vain to rise above the ash-grey mists of despair
Well not any longer, not anymore, oh no
Now I sit still
Quiet and masochistically content in my failure
You could almost say I’m wallowing
With nowhere to go why bother to travel
Why take even one more bitter step down this screwed up pointless road?
It all amounts to nothing in the end
We all finish up just skulls with a few withered strands of hair
The wind whistling between our browned teeth a grim mockery of breath
Why waste my final resources in a valiant attempt at resurrection
There is no hope for me
I am lost, I am dead
Another nameless face amongst the wandering dead
With no one to soothe my aching heart
No one to rub salve into the bloody weal across my soul
Only this bottle of wine beside me
Dulling the agony of a thousand defeats
And sopping up my dusty tears
As the endless Night slides, serpentine, by
Raindrops on my window,
footsteps in the hall;
Teardrops on my paper,
and holes punched in the wall.
Lying on my bedroom floor
the lights aren't on at all.
Crawling through the darkness,
I can't see wall to wall.
The bed is up so high
and the ladder is so tall;
I think that I'll just lay here,
and hope that I don't fall.
Fall into a state of mind
that's not so far away.
Fall into the mind frame
that keeps happiness at bay.
The safety net of friends I have
got lost amongst the fray
of battles raging in my head
through each and every day.
I get up every morning,
to don my faux facade.
But outwardly it's obvious
that things are not okay.
I cling and try to hold on,
but its all to no avail.
Yes falling's unavoidable,
as gravity wont fail.
I toss and turn, my stomach churns;
soon now I'll need a pail.
My gaze draws to the window.
Therein comes forth a wail.
For in the windows sheen
I see myself now deathly pale.
Out on the ocean all alone,
no one to tell my tale.
Sacrilege and blasphemy
are all one needs to fail.
No matter how the wind blows now
it will not fill my sails.
I'll be herded down to hell by dogs
with flames upon their tails.
The air itself is stifling;
It chokes one to the end.
I find it overwhelming
for myself I am to fend.
There's others like me down here,
yet a hand not one will lend.
Slithering the shadows' veil
a fiend with not a friend;
Brooding on the thought that
my demise it will attend.
Pensive yet on when to strike,
my heart it seeks to rend;
Upon the pounce all hope is lost.
There's nothing left to mend.
You’ve broken my heart
You’ve broken my soul
You used your hugs and kisses
And all of the lies that you told
The promises that you made to me
Are now dust in the wind
Look at all of my broken pieces
How can I ever love again
I have nothing left to give
I have no love in my heart to share
It’s a hollow, empty shell
A home that’s walls are bare
Nothing lives here now
Cobwebs are forming thick
No flame can ever burn
In a candle without a wick
I hope you’re happy now
I hope this pain you’ll never know
Because now I live day to day
Until God says it’s my time to go
so lonely,so sad.yours feelings are hurt, can't trust to love
no more.
have a beautiful smile but hurt inside,trying to make ends
meets.
thinking life is just like a drama soap opera on tv.
you wanted somebody to shelter you,somebody to hold you
your sad and scared,you hope one day that true love will
ever come towards you.
you wish and wish and wish.
you wish you can fly away where no one wouldn't bother you no more
you hope to be happy but can't be.
but there is somebody who will shelter you,all you gottah do is
trust in them.
Life’s encompassing goal
Seeks to make the soul a whole,
In a hope to regain
What is its true frame,
Created as one
Torn apart to almost none,
It dies within the depression of time
Losing itself is its only crime,
No control that it has
Makes the loss only last,
Seemingly longer
With no way to grow stronger,
In the hope from a moment
Flies a peaceful comet,
Returns the soul
From bitter pieces
To once again a whole
A lifelong lesson it teaches.
You'll always have a place in my heart.
I'll never forget you.
You were like my brother, my protector,
my homie when times were hard.
I hope your spirit is free and you
can finally relax and let down your guard,
I guess I'm selfish, because I never would've let you leave.
I know you're in a better place but I can't help but be jealous.
I just wish you could've stayed a little longer but
they what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.
I love you and I hope you never forget.
You lived your life to the fullest and with little regret
No matter who I talk to or who I meet,
there will never be one like you.
You got all them suckers beat.
My whole life has become
one great big panic attack
scramblin' along
hopin' i don't fade to black
but i know i will
but i still scramble
and ramble
maybe for the thrill
up until i
am the kill
down to the last minute
i will still be in it
to win it
but the odds get greater
and i doubt myself
the great debater
colder bolder
my beauty is now in the eye of the beholder
i'm getting older
i cannot recover my losses
or rehire any of my bosses
i can now only shoot for a star
suck up the pain of my scar
and hope that i can go really really far
wondering where i'm going
wondering where you are
i can't take it all back
i can only hope to stay on track
for what?
to be at peace
when i fade to black
Why did you mean so much?
I hope one day you look back
and see the good times you
spent with me. While i look
back and see you were my
everything. You were the only
one i needed then things got
so complicated. I tried my best
to save it but i fell short my love
couldn't save us so heres to the
past where my memories lay i
hope they rest in peace
cause they're here to stay.
Heres to the past the Eternal
resting place of my memories