Hard Times

Today is not a very good day.There has been a lot of things that have happened in the past few years. We have had tragedies and troubles.It has been very hard on all of us.All of us are blaming each other for what is happening.I know we all have different ways of coping with things and we don't always do well trying. I do know that I have caused a lot of stress around here but I am not the only one.I'm just trying to do my best to make the right choices and deal with one thing at a time.I have had my share of trying to do the right thing and it has been no walk in the park let me tell you. Anyhow,I am tired.I can't keep going like this any more. You can call me a coward or whatever you want because you have a right to your opinion.This is the way that I want to deal with it.I'm sorry to each of you that feel like I did them wrong because I sure didn't do it on purpose. I only did what I thought was right.I don't know what it's like in the after life but I hope it's peaceful.I love you all very much and I really hope you believe that.It is none of your faults.Please be strong for each other after I am gone.I know that you will all be ok.I will be watching over you everyday.GOODBYE. COLLEEN MARIE BONO