Fade To Black

My whole life has become one great big panic attack scramblin' along hopin' i don't fade to black but i know i will but i still scramble and ramble maybe for the thrill up until i am the kill down to the last minute i will still be in it to win it but the odds get greater and i doubt myself the great debater colder bolder my beauty is now in the eye of the beholder i'm getting older i cannot recover my losses or rehire any of my bosses i can now only shoot for a star suck up the pain of my scar and hope that i can go really really far wondering where i'm going wondering where you are i can't take it all back i can only hope to stay on track for what? to be at peace when i fade to black