Best Pain Love Poems
we found eachother,
lost in pain that we both knew,
we loved eachother,
but the distance only grew,
i was here,
and you were there,
no word of conversation,
i still remember all those things you said,
they gave my heart a reincarnation,
you were my love,
my sweet vampire,
the wind that carried off my rain,
you whispered to me,
and i felt your arms,
as we kissed away our pain,
though we loved eachother,
we wrote together,
of love and pain and blood,
the distance only seemed to grow,
and then to tear us apart,
you found a girl,
it broke my heart,
i cried and accepted the inevitable,
you and i would always be apart,
there was nothing i could do about it,
i fell in love,
i didnt mean to,
but it was one of the best mistakes i could make,
i broke your heart,
and still i miss you,
but perhaps this was our fate,
i never wanted to forget to say,
that i love you and i always will,
i never wanted to forget to say,
im sorry, i wish we could have worked out,
perhaps if things were different,
and this land mass wasnt so large,
perhaps if we had held tighter,
and had a solid heart,
we found eachother,
and fell in love,
lost in a pain that we both shared,
my dearest Wind im sorry for this,
that our love, could only last here...
tears are burning, my heart is breaking
sadness shows all, it knows no bounds.
mindless fury, ignites in your hand
it scares the soul, it scars the mind.
fear love pain and grief
all mixed up within.
my love tries to override
yet the pain is all consuming.
fear and grief come hand in hand
stripping away all of my courage.
how to take the the love back
and throw away the pain.
how to take the fear and grief
replace them with happiness.
its said time heals all wounds
yet love heals them faster.
i love with all my heart
i hurt with all my soul.
i'm afraid the hurt wont go
scared the love wont come back
Pain you got me through with love
Has made all the Angels sing right above,
The pain and sorrow that I have been with all my life,
Have been challenging to deal with,
With your help, my spirits has become alive
I know if I succeed, there would be power that I can survive,
Images in my head had been difficult to live with all my life
They have been shooting me down like an arrow going deep into my heart,
Right now you've helped me through this tough past,
I just think if I can get through this, with your help forever,
This pain and sorrow will not last, and it will never come back ever,
Please never stop helping me,
I just love the way you help me,
As I get through this, their will still be good days and bad days for me,
Not just for me, but for everyone in this whole world,
But if they have help like I got, when they have pain and sorrow,
They will feel better inside and not feel like they had been shot with an arrow,
So to all the world just like me,
Just let a special person that you love help you,
And one more thing,
Pray for the Lord to set you free!
I saw a dazzling rose,
Whose red petals cast blinding hues upon me.
She shot her cupid arrows from the Kabaka’s backyard,
And punctured the cocoon of my innocence.
My heart burnt for a feel of her spangled petals,
My ferocious passions lost their sturdy grip on restraint as
I, like a pollen-famished bee, sniffed her whiff;
I gorged on her rosy scent, like a Don Quixote.
Then, I plucked her off the tribal bough;
And navigated the Nile River with her,
Tacked in the valves of my heart,
For a cross boarder allogamy.
What a welcome from my kinsfolk!
Furrows ridging the faces of my kinsmen,
Spittle of disgust masticating the hungry soils,
Grey beards wagging and waging a silent war;
Alien!
I knew a girl who lost all she had
Leaving her lonely, lost, and terribly sad
Having no one to talk to and no one to call
She fell in love with the blade releasing it all
She found peace in the pain that came with each cut
Behind her bedroom door, always securly locked and shut
The sight of the blood left her satisfied time after time
But she found that just one wasn't enough to clear her mind
She cut more and more each time hiding the scars
For fear of a padded room, surrounded by bars
So finally she thought why not end it all
Sitting in her room she planned her last letters and calls
She wrote of her sorrows and how she couldn't let go
And how sorry tonight she was giving her soul
Then she ran the bath water and locked all the doors
Knowing that she wouldn't see tommorrow or feel the pain anymore
Then she climbed into the tub and grabbed that faithful blade
That she'd grown to love and find refuge in each day
As she cut down the middle of each wrist on each arm
Not thinking that this would cause anyone else any hurt or alarm
As she began to bleed she became weary and weak
Fearing that maybe this shouldn't have been her release
But it was to late to turn back the damage was done
For her love with the blade had left ehr to far gone
As she began to slip she began to weep
Wishing to finally sleep into an eternal sleep
As she finally slipped away the blade fell to her side
Leaving a cold reality that the love of her blade left ehr to die
So now as I sit I think back to her
And her beautiful life now jsut a blur
That blade that she'd loved had pushed her so hard
That her ivory arms weren't all that were scarred
first love's false flame burned way too hot
and left me nothing but the want
for fiery passion to remain
to keep me bound in love's pleasure-pain
like chasing an addiction high
more and more but always just shy
I find that I am in a cage
I have lost this ancient war you waged
so injured, I then licked my wounds
to passions heat I am immune
all warmth leaked out with your goodbye
too frozen to fall, the tears I cry
I can still feel that dizzy spin
the world revolved around you then
I feel so lost all just a blur
I did not see the black hole you were
yes, my whole world revolved ‘round you
you weren't the sun that I pursue
I guess I had my eyes shut tight
and did not see your dark heart of night
the warmth I felt upon my face
was not the sun but my disgrace
thank God your gone and He forgives
and true love, so warm, inside me lives
Sucking away vitality destroying your soul;
His delusions and anger cannot hide what's inside;
Vehemence in the face of adversity his demeanor breeds fear
Apprehensive, what next? Violence erupts once again
Diabolical meanderings, picturing situations untrue;
Poisoning the atmosphere, with no thoughts visible to you
Twisting fact and fiction, in his mind, is it really true?
Jumping from conclusion to conclusion keeping his anger fueled
Is it guilt feeding his mind? His conscience troubling him?
Accusations stem from nothing! He really has no clue!
Shutting down emotionally turning numb thru and thru
He keeps the fire rolling, breeding contempt nothing new
Running from the fallacy, of what life really means for him;
Threats and ultimatums destructive to all on his whim;
Forces the confrontation another hell night to live thru
Stay awake, or hope and pray he falls asleep before you do?
Don't contemplate what harm sleeping may cause for you
Only retaliates is there nothing you can do?
Screaming although its late it's time to pay your dues
Demonstrates there is no debate, saying lies that are untrue;
Can anyone relate, to pain once it begins?
No way to escape fate, the broken record never ends;
Accept now what is, not longing for should have been(s),
what was, is not, what is, what a tragic end
There never was a what was, its an imagined should have been
No more left
I’ve wrote much than once
Fonts tears and love
And little…just a little comfort
I’ve locked in your eyes
For one look for one part of pain
I’ve made scandalous picture
In white letter words
One second dream
And little…just a little smiling
For myself and misfortune
I’ve kissed your distances
Thousand and hundred days
Still we didn’t made pain
Untold love and tears
Thousand and hundred night’s I’ve seen
Leaving into mix cure stars
I’ve been on earth moment more
Wouldn’t had why and how
You haven’t learn alphabet of pain
Give the name to love and don’t forget
Let me be a faboul of stoun
Dust under your legs
I’ve been one time and many time
In one pain time
In one life reception equality with death
Has been songs and words
And little…o God how much
Autumn in my life
I’ve touched your eyes and pain eyes
Words and tear and love
And…today and tomorrow day
My thaw and doorstep spring
In middle of flower strings cinders of remembrance
And anything and no more
No waiting for and words, no tears and love
No more left
My little treasure with such large and needy glistening eyes
She has an angelic face so soft her rosy cheeks do beam
She is short of stature though within her she encases a large loving heart
She doesn’t ask for the world just that I am a part of it
I held her only briefly too short a time for such an abundance of love to share
She asks nothing impossible of me only to be held and loved
Sadly abandoned by those she trusted and loved so dear
Her eyes so deep and yearning as if to beg me to steal her away
So far away where hurt and pain dare not follow
So far into the quiet solace of her little dreams
My little treasure so young and fragile she is
I feel her slipping away can I save her from where she hides
Can I help her find her way to the paradise she needs
Much pain in her sweet little face I can barely glance
I pray I can save her from this cage that is her little life
In death I lost my own little treasure so many years ago
My granddaughter needs that love I saved and buried so deep inside
A love that stands the test of time never to depart
I pray now for solace and wisdom from my grand creator
Great courage and strength I pray will lead me in this journey
This is going to hurt. As the catheter was inserted into
my groin, I screamed, I cried and I was forgiven.
I watched the whole procedure in awe, There before me
was my heart, vulnerable, beautiful. I saw what Dr. Dib
called the snake, come to a stop within my heart. Dr. Dib
said, " do you see the snakes tail? Yes I said. Just ahead of it
is a 100% blocked artery,Now watch! All this time which was
actually a couple short minutes, which felt an eternity with
the heart attack still in motion, he pushed the catheter
through the blockage, " I'm going to pull the catheter out
now and attach a balloon and what is called a stent. ( he showed
me what it looked like later) And re-inserted the catheter.
As the balloon arrived back at the partially open blockage,
Dr. Dib said " Are you alright?" Yes.. " Then here we go"
" Keep watching" The balloon was inserted into the blockage
inflated a bit, deflated and pulled back into the stent. The
balloon and stent were re-inserted and the balloon re-inflated
until the stent locked into place in the artery. As soon as the
balloon was removed from the in place stent, the pain was gone.
From massive pain to no pain in an instant. I felt that
voice again, " You still have work yet to do" I prayed, I
thanked God, I thanked Dr. Dib for saving my life, he smiled
and said " You're going to be fine, rest now" As I was
now whisked to the Cardiac ICU all wired for sound,
The hand remained, ever present. Finally less than an hour
after it started, it was over, basically. I was in my room to
be greeted by the smiling, yet concerned face of my Mary.
I knew the full impact of God's Grace and Love for me.
She said do you want me to get Josh from school? "Yes".
She kissed me, told me she loved me and for me to rest.
I closed my eyes, feeling more at peace than I had in years.
I awoke to see my wonderful Son concerned, yet strong.
He kissed my forehead. The hand that was holding mine slipped
away and was replaced by Josh's. I felt his love ever present,
my hand in his.
Thank you Dr. Dib, Thank you Mary and Josh and all who love me.
Thank you Father! from your Loving Son!
She cries herself to sleep and wonders why
She says everyday, all I do is try
She can't take the pain or heartache, it's time to walk away
She hurts to bad to try and stay
She has loved him for what seems like an eternity and her heart has to pay
He doesn't know how she hurts, even when it's in black and white
Written across the sky and in plain site
She hurts from the pain of love
She hurts for what she can't touch
Sometimes it's overbearing, overwhelming, it's just to much
She doesn't know where to go
She doesn't know what to feel
Is love really,real or just a day dream that little girl has created
It's just an emotion she longs to feel
Twisted into a dysfunction of confusion, distorted illusions, blurring her vision
She tries to stay focused but he distracts her with his promises and delusions
She hurts from the pain of love
She hurts for what she can't touch
Sometimes it's overbearing, overwhelming, it's just to much
Her emotional state is to hard to control, the pain feels like a ton of bricks crushing her
soul. Words from songs brings out the better of her emotional expressions but do they
hear what she has to say
No one may ever feel her pain or ever understand
She's jumping off this moving train that's no where bound
She's cutting those controlling strings that has tied her down
She wants to float free to control her own destiny
She doesn't want to hurt from the pain of love
She doesn't want to hurt from what she can't touch
She wants love to be overbearing, overwhelming, thats a pain she wants to touch
The Toymakers Toy
I thought once Pinocchios strings had been cut,
his wooden body turned to flesh
and he became ‘real’
Yet, I have been cut loose from my strings,
only to be left feeling numb,
and raw?
I feel as though I have landed,
like a twig that’s been thrown by a child.
And am now, Just Waiting
Waiting, to be trodden on.
I was gifted a voice,
by the fairy godmother herself.
But given no volume
Or words to speak.
My ears however, have to listen.
my eyes unable to close,
my control centre never sleeps,
My tastebuds completely frozen.
My vunerable heart,
placed outside of my chest.
With no love or protection,
Just the echo of my masters voice.
The clinking of chains
Secured to my wrists,
clogging My arteries,
And, Starving my veins.
each breath is harder,
like grissle that's been gnawed,
straight off a bone,
By a ferocious beast.
A broken toy,
with a soul.
that is wanting to be real.
To find Giuseppe
and be loved,
not wooden with strings.
I see me in every little scared child
Littler than even the smallest of her peers
Voiceless outside, screaming inside
Taking solace in a closed space with a dozen imagined friends
I see me in every defiant teenager
Beautiful, smart yet full of lies and seductive tricks
She knows no better
The awed uncles are just wolves waiting to tear her apart
I see me in a distressed youth
Unwanted baby in hand, no man to pat her back
Now she knows better
A smile too many leads down a dark path to disruption
I see me now a woman with a vantage view
Able to sift the shaft out and tell rubies from ruffles
Through pain strength is born
Robe cladding, teeth shining, accolades shimmering, claps roaring
Here we are still without you
one year later, there has never been a pain any greater
Daily, we remember your sound
your smile and the way you felt
I am so sorry for the hand you were dealt
We miss you so much it's unreal
To have you back we would kill
We want to believe that you hear us talk to you up there
You must know how much we care
Pieces of some of us went with you
so forever our bond is true
We will always ask why and we will never understand
and that will always make us mad
Dear God, it didn't have to be so bad
Each of us have our own special memories of you
man, you were so awesome Blue
We're doing the best we can to go on without you
some days are better than the other
then there is days that in the pain and sorrow we smother
You will never be forgotten
and as for the new cousin you never got to meet
he will hear all about Cam-Cam and know that he is called Blue
in honor of you
We love and miss you so much through the wind
we long to feel your touch
My dearest young man
pretend right now that we are hand in hand
I love you so much baby
For now I must go
God Bless your soul
Mommy, Daddy
I'm sitting,
Waiting,
Contemplating,
While nothings changing
I'm sick of your games
Sick of your tests
If you really love me
You'll accept me the way I am
I know I'm not the greatest kid
But I do try
I love you
I miss you
I want to be back with you
Why can't you forgive me
I'm not going to ask you to forget...
I know that will never happen
You said you'll NEVER lose faith in me
You gave me a book, you said "I DO believe in you"
But I guess you were wrong
I'm sorry
I could say it in a thousand different ways
But it wouldn't matter
You're too busy
Thinking of all the pain I've caused you
Mommy, Daddy
Can't you forgive me?
The past is the past
Its been delt with
I know it hurts
I just want to be your little girl again
I want to feel loved, not just told
I love you
I miss you
I want to be back with you
Why can't you forgive me?
I've changed, so much
I'm not the person I was 5 years ago
I know my words can be cold
I know I lie
And when I do tell you the honest truth
You use it against me
You stab me in the back
I'm hurt
Can you make the pain go away?
Mommy, Daddy
I love you
I miss you
Why can't we start over?