Best Finding Myself Poems

A lamppost mirrors my frame drooping
while I close my eyes, awaiting morn 
to flicker on spoiled dreams: till angelic whispers
begin a hymn through pin-points
of notes along sedate trees;
yet, the fire from my belly breathes
again like an orange wave... 
how in this  open pain, a...

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My favorite Dr. Seuss quote: " A person's a person, no matter how small!!!


I so wanted to grow up
and to be in charge of me,
but I had to mind my mama
when a toddler on her knee.

I thought that I had made it
when big enough to...

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Finding myself, in this world I call home.
Even when I feel so lost and alone.
It seems as though, there are certain things I do not know.
Certain things that may come or may not even show.

Sometimes I find myself thinking to deep.
When that happens, I just...

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(3/30/13)
I had written about my heavy heart and how you
Had become such a big part.
So with these thoughts going thru my head
I will lay my fears to rest.
There is so much beauty on this site, that it 
Fills my heart with strength and might.
There are...

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I don’t fit in the crowd I stand out,
So I’m excluded can't hangout,
Every single day without a debate,
People are always gunna hate,
They will  also alienate!
So why do I try so hard to be accepted?
When that only leads to me being rejected!
The fact is I'll...

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I looked up to the sunset,
I looked up with no regret.
I found myself in its color,
I stood there in the midst of summer.

It was a beautiful end to a horrible start,
I let go of you and a piece of my heart,
but at least I found...

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On a hunt to kill my alter ego
His name is Up
And what goes up must go down
With a slug from a 45
Can't be He's still alive
An axe to the back
But he only counter attack
A pill to slow his thought
But he is tough as iron wrought
Peace...

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Gazing upon the stars in the night
This incredible evening filled with moonlight
Though not in this place, I have stood here before
Many times sending thoughts to your door 
Can my thoughts reach you?
If I have a thought it has to produce
An electrical synapse that breaks loose
Traveling...

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I had went looking for myself
Searching the places I'd hide
I thought I could ever hear 
Her innocent muffled cry

I looked in every room 
And behind every looked door
I felt she was waiting on me
Desperately wanting something more

I got lost in my prison 
In its walls...

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Me, by my self 
standing
alone
searching self 
powerfully.
I am
beside myself.
Aside from 
myself there’s 
no-one 
looking
deep within 
to know me
intimately.
Finally, I find 
myself there
inside of self.
I be …soul, mind,
heart and spirit;
Manifested 
poetry. 
You really can’t see me 
unless you read me....

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I'm finding myself
Inside many sanguine moods
Inside many inviting worlds
All in anticipation
Of love
Not for anyone
Or anything
In particular
Just looking deep within
And deep beyond
The surface matters
That clog our anemic hearts
That jail our vapid senses
From welcoming epiphanies, 
Ecstasies and
Electric declarations
That await our famished souls
From stoking incitements, 
Boisterous joys
And elegant,...

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Being a loner liking my own company
this being my early life was so shy
stammered too made me so insecure
liked my own self but my life was why?

Moving on till the mid 20s where was I?
stay in nights listen to Dory Previn music
not heading in any...

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I look back in the abyss of conscious,
I numbered my seven lives as cat.
Each time I fall, I lost part of motions,
I left speechless, breathless and red. 
In all those diving and labyrinths 
my presence was hiding invisible.
But then I rise up again, charming,
with new...

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I cannot make everyone happy
I can only be my best
I have to take care of myself
I can't be selfish
I have to bring myself to a better place
And stand up and be bold
Against the time for an adventure
And be brave against the world
Take on the new...

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uncertainty settles in
hesitation hath be fallen upon us
they say if something scares you
it’s meant to happen
the compass is twirling out of control
i have no sense of direction
can only trust myself
but it’s okay, i suppose
i have lost all notions of finding
“The One”
i’m letting the waters take...

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