Finding Myself Where I Never Thought

Being a loner liking my own company this being my early life was so shy stammered too made me so insecure liked my own self but my life was why? Moving on till the mid 20s where was I? stay in nights listen to Dory Previn music not heading in any real direction made one think and ponder to lose it Started to write poems so dark, depressive but pretty rotten stuff, so threw it away then met my wife to be, life was good but disaster struck, Jean left our day Return sad from hospital , what is future? prepare for bed, mind all over place but at this point cried out to God my soul found itself for God was on my case I had met the living God His love encaptured me I was caught God drew my soul to His kingdom finding myself where I never thought (This is my life story of my soul finding itself in meeting God where least expecting to but pleased I did. My first wife Jean passed away during our first year of marriage)