While the world wasn’t looking,
the stones learned to weep,
and the ocean—that old blue beggar—
knelt down to drink its own salt.
While the world wasn’t looking,
the vines twisted into alphabets,
spelling the names of the forgotten—
each letter a green, grasping hand.
Love—they were whispering love—
not in the tongue of men,
but in the slow dialect of roots,
in the patient hunger of shadows.
While the world wasn’t looking,
a child built a city of dust,
and the wind—that indifferent thief—
stole it grain by grain,
not out of malice, but because
even the wind must eat.
Oh, beloved, what vanishes
does not always leave.
Some absences grow hands.
Some silences learn to sing.
While the world wasn’t looking,
I loved you like this:
not with fire, not with gold,
but like the roots love the rain—
silent, patient, and unseen
Categories:
absences, age, beautiful, blue, character,
Form: Rhyme
Strict parents taught her how to survive,
To navigate life with lies she loathed to tell.
She crafted a list, excuses for every misstep,
Because the truth felt like a risk she couldn’t take.
Sometimes, she wielded honesty—
A rare, deliberate shield against blame.
But since leaving home, she’s forgotten that art.
Her list, once a lifeline, now defends others’ absences.
“They must’ve had no choice,” she tells herself,
When someone she cherishes disappears without a word.
“They wanted to be there,” she assures,
When her first party in years
Ends with empty chairs where her friends should have been.
Excuses grow, stacking like pages in a book,
A fragile armor against the sting of abandonment.
Now, after daring to trust her heart,
She flips through her library of “what-ifs” and “maybes,”
Desperate to find an answer that fits her narrative.
A reason that soothes without truth,
That comforts without cutting deep.
The dusty pages offer no solace,
Only reflections of things that could have been.
Still, she clings to the search,
Afraid of what she might uncover
If she dares to stop looking.
Categories:
absences, betrayal, fear, lost, poetry,
Form: Free verse
There are absences that never flew far away
because they are so dear, desired...
they are hearts, they are stars that shine
suspended in the air, in the vastness of cosmos...!
Categories:
absences, analogy, extended metaphor, lost
Form: Free verse
lyrical times
forgotten
absences now
remembered
days pass
of
times past
days
glide by
so slow
this life in the
shadows
a bleak future
lies ahead
in
an empty
wasteland
of cold years
Categories:
absences, absence, age, loneliness,
Form: Verse
released from absences
the time thinking only himself
he decided to have a break
Categories:
absences, allegory, allusion, analogy, appreciation,
Form: Light Verse
I didn't desire to live today
just of memories...
Today I didn't wish
absences...
Today I wanted
attendance... and do
happen time...
Today I didn't desire
dream your kisses,
I wanted to kiss you
strongly...
Today I didn't wish
lock myself in fears...
I wanted to break the hull,
reveal the veiled,
unravel the
secrets...
Today, I wanted
actually
to live...!
Categories:
absences, allusion, analogy, appreciation, creation,
Form: Free verse
Death burns
holes in my mortal heart—
I am not opposed to it
yet I detest how it looms over
everything and everyone
I love.
How I cringe
thinking about how
in this lifetime I will
face more absences,
more voids, more tears.
It is the
foreboding of
a storm—the clouds
form gradually, making
you so very alive and
so very aware—
yet you do not feel
the true impact of
the blow until
it rains.
6.14.22
Categories:
absences, change, courage, creation, devotion,
Form: Free verse
In their hiding places
solitaires shine silences
how many absences inhabit them ?
Categories:
absences, allegory, allusion, appreciation, loneliness,
Form: Light Verse
The young go-getter reached the ladder’s top rung
by making work his foremost purpose in life.
Lengthy absences from wife and children stung,
but wealth he provided outweighed any strife,
so he thought. To his work-first ethic he clung
till poor health and retirement cut like a knife.
Loved ones’ aloofness cuts deeper. He has found
the saying’s true: What goes around comes around.
September 21, 2022
entered in the Ottava Rima Contest Placed 6th
Sponsor: L. Milton Hankins
Categories:
absences, age, family, work,
Form: Ottava rima
II
I was thinking ... Absences
Used to make hearts grow fonder
Or so the proverb said, in my youth
True in some ways ... Untrue in another
Some have departed poetry and breath
Such is human existence
Absences makes a heart stronger
But only if we survive the heartbreak
(I no longer spend time with pets
Lest I get fond of them in Africa
Where crime pays ... Stealing
A post-Mandela culture here - sad to confess ...
( I fought apartheid too)
And so did the late Queen Elizabeth
The Commonwealth is her baby, growing again
After apartheid South Africa and Rhodesia
Tried to murder her Commonwealth of the nations
Categories:
absences, africa, america, international, nostalgia,
Form: Free verse
would you also be able to cry
arriving where you called home,
seeing every empty and cold corner
without even the shadow of the one who left?
I speak of these colossal absences
hammering at every moment
a nail of anguish in the chest,
just to make it clear that absolutely everything
has lost its meaning and in the window of the planet
only a sad and desolate landscape
of remoteness reigns,
the devastated and battered land
by the sound of a wind that doesn't care to be bad,
sweeping inhumanly
the place where all the names
that you call by the same poisoned letters dwell,
the place where each new face of the days
belongs to the same ghost
that for your nightmare and torture
no longer haunts you.
Categories:
absences, anger, emotions,
Form: Free verse
Throuch life we seek
company for our intimate absences,
Presence for our uncertainties...
We seek in others, the word
that takes us to the future and unburdens us
the hurts...
We seek company for our emptiness,
prestige for our missteps,
applause for our mistakes...
That, we seek, but almost never
We offer in return...
Reciprocity we almost always erase...
But isn't that what they're also looking for in us?
We are what we offer... this law is fundamental!
Categories:
absences, allusion, analogy, appreciation, philosophy,
Form: Prose Poetry
would you also be able to cry arriving where you called home, seeing every empty and cold corner without even the shadow of the one who left? I speak of these colossal absences that prevail and hammer at every moment a nail of anguish in the chest, just to make it clear that absolutely everything has lost its meaning and in the window of the planet only a sad and desolate landscape of remoteness reigns, the devastated and battered land by the sound of a wind that doesn't care to be bad, sweeping inhumanly the place where all the names you call by the same poisoned letters dwell, the place where each new face of the days belongs to the same ghost that for your nightmare and torture no longer haunts you.
Categories:
absences, dark, missing,
Form: Free verse
Some things can change your life.
Some people can make your living miserable.
Others wonderful.
Maybe you can choose who to keep close
But some things are inevitable,
Destined to happen.
You can suffer from absences
But you lose in vain
And forget to appreciate what you have.
You think all people are like this:
When they lose someone
They realize how precious he or she have been in their lives.
Some spend whole life to find the true meaning.
Some live without headaches.
Some see it as a duty.
Some who are tired have surrendered.
I am no different
but one thing I have learned now
whatever happens
I am the god of my own life
and I decide how to live it.
................................
we come alone in this life
we leave alone in the next life
we come with nothing
we go with nothing
we come and go
as if nothing had happened.
Categories:
absences, appreciation, emotions, feelings,
Form: Free verse
In virgin forest
there are...
Scary silence,
endless voids,
relentless density...
quiet beasts alone,
wild beasts on the prowl...
Visible impossibilities,
extreme absences... and me
no birds on the shoulders,
hunter of me...!
Categories:
absences, adventure, allegory, allusion, analogy,
Form: Light Verse
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