Pulse of the Poet's Abyss
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Pulse of the Poet's Abyss
Daniel Henry Rodgers
Here is the third installment of the Halloween Season.
"...where every inked line crafted is a living bridge that is both a lifeline and a tightrope, connecting shores of possibility while balancing precariously between idea and reality-- inviting sojourners to cross into the new realm of my lucid imagination." Daniel Henry Rodgers
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In my chambers where phantasmagoria undulate
not as vigilant watchers but as mnemonic parasites
I ruminate—
no longer a singular entity but a disjointed duality
my quintessence a quivering quasar
ensnared in the nexus of nihility and internal conflagration
The air thick as unspoken grief
souring decay wafts through breath
Each gasp a ghostly grasp
carries utterances of the undead
Each breath invokes the séance
each heartbeat conjurer's or responds—
summoning ghouls that wear my face
or is it I who seek them?
Oh how the walls wail
not with tears but with the timidity of time
gathering into pools of godforsaken memories
I plunge my quill
no, my very being
into the abyss
with each stroke
do I pull truths or lies from the dark?
With every stroke something emerges
do I summon them, or do they press of their own will?
Listen—
the thread of time unravels
its fraying edges tremble
reaching for the past.
Time is no longer a devouring desolation
but an endless ending-evolving flagellation
leaving storm clouds of what once was.
In its depths dead faces rise—
do I call them or do they find me?
Hundreds thousands—
not mere reflections
but shades of silence where once there was song.
They are not hellions haunting me
But figments I conjured
of a forgotten self I feared
and yet the self I begged to return
inviting dread I thought to escape.
Each visage holds a story gothic—
a path abandoned, dreams left to diminish
laments of laughter turned to sibilance
the weight of choices left wrecked
hectoring me for such is the price of indecision.
The heavens condemn—
a sound older than obscurity
thunders through my bones
rumbles with ancient sorrows.
Its consonance is neither mocking nor cruel
but indifferent eternal.
I am no bufoon
or am I? The echo rings—
but whose voice haunts these shadows?
Am I a fragment cast adrift
my mind twists--a sinuosity--
or a storm badgering my mind?
It gathers in my chest—
but did I call this tempest forth?
Beneath my skin something stirs—
cells rebel marrow microfractures flesh quakes.
I am not a miracle—
I elucidate
a delicate disassembly
awaiting to reveal the reckoning of my existence.
Yet in this fury of decay
a spark persists--
not a signpost of hope
but an act of defiance—
nurtured by the doubts
that threaten to extirpate me.
I am both eclipse and ember—
my light grazes the edges of oblivion
yet I ponder— do I burn or do I fade…into what?
an icy breath of inarticulate thoughts.
a scintilla that burns
even as stars collapse.
With pen as my rusted rapier
And words as my ligneous shield
I carve a path through this maze of dread—
each verse a ward
each line a seal.
I won’t write myself into oblivion—
or is oblivion what I have begun to finsse?
Or is that the ink I spill?
Each word is a tether or a snare
writing me home
or drawing me deeper into caliginous catacombs
For in this chiaroscuro of existence
I obsess between ostracism and resurgence—
my voice a spectral vociferate, a fulgent flickering
that dances on the edges of reality, refusing to fade.
but do I lurk or am I what lingers?
The dream I wrought or the breathless awakening?
Am I the night terror mapped from memory?
or the one who splinters it upon waking—
yes I am the haunted and the haunter of my own soul
or am I neither?
So let the abyssal fear arise-
My bleeding heart quakes beneath the weight
do I summon them, or do they intrude
something creeping unbidden into light?
I hold vigil in the abyss—
not as a lighthouse guiding the lost
but as an eagle owl’s egg—
fragile, unbroken, yet untested—
waiting to crack or waiting to hatch.
Not a warning,
but a covenant.
For in the end aren't we all
just powder kegs waiting to ignite?
And as the curtain falls
on this endless stage
remember dear wayfaring reader:
in this world of quantum uncertainties
the line between verity and illusion / delusion—
each poet's bard heartbeat conjures
a catharsis or a cataclysm—
benediction or malediction, genesis or terminus—
the tenuous threshold twixt lucidity and the lunacy—
and I—
I am the ink-pulsing blood muse, the essence of all my fear...
Copyright © Daniel Henry Rodgers | Year Posted 2024
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