along time ago u told me to stand my ground
but when i needed u the most you couldnt be found
16 years went by that i barely got to see your face
last time i heard from you u called me a disgrace
u brought me tears and hell threw out my life
and when i thought u had change i thought things will be alright
but again and again u stabbed me in the back
ur truely a monster and that is the fact
i pray and i pray that things will change
that maybe someday u will come back and stop being deranged
---written by Larissa Summitt
You say that you Christian but then you start to judge,
but then you hear about someone and you start to hold a grudge,
If you say you read your bible then why do you cuss,
and then go off on someone and then make a huge fuss,
If you really knew Christ you wouldnt act like a fake Christian
and stop living for your self, yes this is my opion
see with out my Lord i dont know where i be,
i rather stop living for myself and Just live for my King,
See perfect people say that dont need God,
but can you really difine the word perfect and if you can you know thats just odd,
see a church isnt for the perfect but a hospital for the broken,
My Lord Jesus Christ stop treating him like a token,
see you say your a Christian but do you know what it really means,
its about being a follower to Jesus and treating him like your king,
see he died for you He was hung on a cross,
He died for your sins he paid the ulimate Cost,
my Lord Jesus Christ has made me believe,
that im not just a Person but im his follwer indeed
----Larissa Summitt
fallin into dark disper, screaming and crying why dosent anyone care,
she can feel the knife running deep in her arms, drops of warm blood soon to become bruises and scares,
she has crys everynight by feeling so alone, while her mom drinks it up she is home alone,
Shes had it she done ! she has no hope not even none..she opens the door and runs out the house, whereing nothing only her shorts and a easly see threw blouse,
she heads to the store grabbing tons of pills, then running past her house jugging up a step looking hill..
shes knows what she has to do,
she grabs a handful of pills and swollows them in her mouth, her eyes start geting blury trying take one more glance upon her house,
She falls to the ground no more weeping no more sorrow, thats it its final its finally over now---Larissa Summitt
a single moment when you know your life is turning bright,
a single moment when you look at your new born child and know everythings going to be alright
....
a flash back appers going all threw your head, how that one amazing moment the day you got legaly wead, to the love of your life and you know that you are his one and only wife,
to that day yes that day you had created life,
that one single moment a single tear falls down your cheak,
looking at your new born child geting excited like a freak.
....
That one moment you start to pray that you wish he could of been there,
that one amazing moment he had made a child that is so beautiful and rare.
That one spicial moment you know when your child turns seven,
that one sad moment you have to tell your child your fathers is in heaven
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that moment laying in the hopsital with a new born at your side.
that moment when you start to tear up and cry because you know you really miss the love of your life.---Larissa summitt
"falling into deep dispear, will he leave me..does he even care
laying in my bed tonight alone... waiting and waiting will he come home?
why does he do this to me, does any one know...all he does is come home and take most of his clothes
will he leave me today or soon... have i not married a trustful groom?
Im crying but inside im dying for him to love me... why do i keep asking is it because he thinks im ugly
everynight i fall alseep in my tears...knowing that loosing him would become one of my worst fears"---Larissa Summitt