That's what I Get

Right when i thought it was time to start (that's what I get) Everything started falling apart (how could i forget?) Broken heart Finding out I was never a part... As soon as I think I've found (that's what I get for thinking) What I think is stable ground (how could i keep forgetting?) I start to hear a familiar sound My world falling apart all around I dont mean to sound like a broken record This loss I can no longer afford I feel like I'm repelling without a cord Going into war without a gun or sword I guess i should take the hint finally Nobody can ever really help me I'm too broken, but I finally see It's not the world, it's me So from what I know The defective has to go Dont make it slow Time to end this $#!@ show I dont know how to begin My life is in a tailspin Not the driver, I'm in the passenger seat Time to accept defeat.